Chapter 195 is really ridiculous and pathetic
Gu Ruxi looked at her mother in disbelief, could it be that what her mother did was really the things he was thinking about?
According to this understanding, doesn't he have no weight in his mother's mind at all, and doesn't the mother do all this without considering the feeling of being a daughter?
She didn't believe that her mother would change her name so at this time, and take such a firm position to divide such a decision, she could not think about it in such a way.
Gu Ruxi didn't believe her mother at all, she didn't believe her at all, she trusted him, and she completely stood on him as a person, and made too many accusations against him.
Gu Ruxi looked at her mother tremblingly and said loudly.
"Mother, whether you believe it or not, let me tell you that these things were not done by me, I could not have done such a despicable thing, and if I did this kind of thing, wouldn't it be the same person as them? The brave thing I told you had nothing to do with me, it couldn't have been done in time, and if you didn't even believe me in that, then I really shouldn't know how to say it. ”
"Mother, I don't know why you go again and again, so casually, I don't want to pursue you about this matter, I don't know why you are in such a situation, Aunt Xue once told me that you have made so many compromises for someone else, does this person have anything to do with me? Who is this man? Is he my father? ”
Gu Ruxi blurted out at this time, she didn't know why she would say these words, she just felt that this sentence was too much pressure on herself, wasn't this what she wanted to do? Do you have to do this kind of thing according to your own decisions?
Gu Ruxi felt that her mother was completely in a state of madness at this time, although her mother was under a lot of pressure at this time, she didn't want to have more pressure with her mother, but this situation was completely uncontrolled.
"Mother actually hates me, I really hate it, why do you have to do such a thing? You tell me that I now have to know exactly who my biological father is, but I can't do it now, is it the man you have in mind, tell me all this, tell me what it is, and what is hidden from me? I have the right to know all this! ”
Gu's mother looked at Gu Ruxi with a very sad eye at this time, his heart was also desolate, he really didn't know how to explain all this to his daughter, all this is a bad fate, how to explain all this, how should this content be explained?
Gu Ruxi saw that his mother didn't answer her words, and she was even more sure that there must be a real biological father here, either the current Gu Youyan or that man.
Could it be that whoever the hell, if no one told himself the shortcomings of such an identity, he would really have to be crazy for so many years, hide these secrets, and really form the last straw to break it.
Syllable!
Gu's mother completely slapped Gu Ruxi again at this time.
"I'm telling you, you shut up now, this is not such a complicated matter as you imagined, don't you know that in the case of this kind of thing, you are talking nonsense now? What are you like, don't you know what your words mean! ”
Gu Ruxi covered her cheeks tightly, her mother actually slapped her twice today, which has never happened before, her mother would not do this kind of action since she was a child, that is, she would not say a lot of cruel words, but today her mother actually made a cruel move to herself.
"I'm telling you, you don't understand something at all, and I don't want to hear anything about it anymore!"
Gu Ruxi's heart was completely cold, thinking that her mother would actually tell him this kind of thing at this time, she completely felt that the thing was beyond her understanding.
"Mother has been holding some things in my heart for years, and I know there are some things that I shouldn't have told you at all, but do you think it's funny to tell me why you keep dwelling on an old time in your old days? Do you think this kind of thing would be useful to you? Don't you know that you've been in the hospital for 10 years, and those 10 years aren't enough to keep you awake? Do you still want to hold back, you still want to compromise, how much do you still want to be afraid, what kind of situation do you want to become? ”
"You're not sick at all, you're running away from pretending to be sick, telling you that I've been worrying about you for so many years, but have you done your duty as a mother? I don't know why you insisted on giving birth to me again and again, why didn't you strangle me to death when I was born! ”
"I insisted on strangling me to death back then, then there is no such thing as today, it's not that everyone doesn't have so many troubles at all, why should you certainly be able to do such a thing, why do you want me to be born to suffer this guilt......"
It was the first time that Gu Ruxi looked at these mothers in such a new language, and the first time she treated her mother with a complaining emotion.
Gu's mother was completely in a very sad and desperate state at this time.
Gu Mu slumped on the ground and looked at the scenery outside, as if she was looking at a very vague concept in the distance, as if in that distant and vague concept, there would be a figure she hoped that would appear in her line of sight.
"It's hard for me to know all this, but I know that you are born to me, you are my biological woman, there is no doubt about that, how happy I was when I gave birth to you, how happy I was, how I looked forward to a better future, I knew that all this happened in the year you were born, a transformation and a huge disaster......"
She looked at her mother.
"If what happened back then, who happened to me back then, whose child I am, I must know, I must have the right to know about this, if you don't ask me, if you don't tell me, then I can only go home and ask Gu Youyan in person!"
I really didn't want to force my mother to tell the truth, but she really wanted to know what his identity was, and she really wanted to know who the man in the mouth was?
Gu Mu looked at her with a desolate expression.
"It doesn't matter whose daughter you are, but you must remember that you are my daughter, I tell you, you have a person's blood in your body, and your father is not Gu Youyan!"
When this topic was spread out, Gu Ruxi was completely like a bolt from the sky, although she had a lot of thoughts and a lot of guesses, but she never guessed or imagined that the concept she mentioned was realized in this completely unprepared way.
Gu Mu's whole mental state is completely detached from that, everyone is completely immersed in their own world, he is completely muttering to himself, and he completely feels as if he has returned to the best old times, as if he has returned to his best youth.
It seems that she still has a very black and bright long hair, and she seems to be so graceful forever, as if she has returned to the shyness of a girl's youth.
"That year was very beautiful, it was beautiful, it was my best youth, I was so beautiful at that time, I was not sensible at that time, my father gave me anything, he spoiled me a little princess, I was a rainy season when you met him, I remember when I was running in the rain, suddenly he had an umbrella handed to me, I knew when I saw his eyes, through the eyes I have seen the future, he and I will definitely move towards a better future......"
"But a lot of things happened, I don't know what the situation, because there was a big problem in his family at that time, he didn't say goodbye to my father at this time, because of a major reason in the family's company, let me marry your current father."
"But I'm really miserable, at that time I was clear with him, and it was a long time, and it was twilight, we had our happiest life in every process, and this happy life was the most important thing for us, and I even hoped that every day would continue like this, and even every day was the last day to see ......."
"I fell in love with him, we will definitely be together one day, we will be together forever and ever, we live the life we want to live, but in life he suddenly disappeared in my life, I inquired in many ways, and there was news of him in many inquiries, and I knew that Aunt Xue might have his source......"
"Unfortunately, when I married your father, it was my most painful stage, at this time, when I knew that I was unexpectedly pregnant with you, I felt that I was rested and free, you may not imagine, I thought that as long as I gave birth to you, then he would return to me and be with me forever, but in fact it was not as simple as imagined......"
"Ten years have really passed, ten years of light have flicked my fingers, I don't know what I have experienced in these 10 years, I want to wait for him, I just want to wait for him to come back one day if he really comes back again, I guess it will make me ecstatic......"
"Actually, it never happened, it really didn't happen again for me, I always remember the background of the day he left, how to carry it, so sad for me, I have been waiting for him, waiting for his repentance......"
At this time, he suddenly turned his head to look at Gu Ruxi, looked at her in a daze, looked at her straight without blinking, and seemed to look at Gu Ruxi hairily.
"How is it exactly the same as your father, you have an exact same face, for so many years, I think of him every time I see you, so many years have passed, I can't forget him, you have his blood in your body, no matter where you are, no matter where he is, the blood relationship can never be broken, I believe that one day he will come back to you......"
Gu Ruxi was completely shocked, he didn't think of this at all, it was exactly the same as he imagined, he didn't expect it at all, or he couldn't believe that he was really not Gu Youxi, he was not that kind of biological daughter.
When she knew the outcome of this matter, she was in a state of complete collapse, and when she said those words, she even thought that they were ordinary lies, but she didn't expect that everything was true now, and these truths were completely like a storm of lightning striking her.
She looked at her mother in surprise and asked again and again.
"Is everything Aunt Xue said true?"
"Aunt Xue said that when you married Gu Youyan, you betrayed Gu Youyan again and again, so the rest of me in that situation at that time, Broken Flower simply betrayed the employee, right? And together with me, I became an innocent person, didn't I? I never thought you would be such a mother, I really didn't expect that, that's how it came out......"
At this moment, she felt that Gu Youyan was really pitiful, and even felt ridiculous, thinking that it was because she had the whole world.
He was nothing but an object abandoned by his mother.
Gu Youyan knew that his mother loved others, and he knew that this ending was such a big thing, but he took his mother without hesitation.
It's just not a door, it's not a family, everyone is calculating, and everyone is thinking about each other's weight.
Before I was born, I began to have a contest in this area, and I began to calculate and worry about this aspect.
It's really unexpected, this thing is really something I never expected, with such a lovely manager, what kind of thing has been experienced here, it is completely a kind of painful demon.
If the source of all this is from them, should we bear our own responsibility?
Ridiculous, really ridiculous and pathetic.
Gu Ruxi stared at her mother coldly.
"I really don't know what happened to you, why do we exist like this, since you don't love Gu Youyan, why do you want to marry him, why did you give birth to me in that kind of self-reliant and broken love life, you are really too selfish, have you ever considered how I should exist after I was born, how I should survive, have you considered me? You don't even think about how selfish you are! ”
Gu Mu slapped her again without hesitation at this time, and there was a very serious feeling on her face, which was completely inviolable.
"You will always be my daughter, but I will not allow you to speak ill of your father, and I will not allow you to say this for the rest of your life......"