Chapter 159: Peace of mind
This statement completely made Yu Zhao not know how to speak, no wonder Chu Zikai's distrust, he hadn't said anything before, and finally left him with such a situation.
The reason for the twists and turns of the love between the two, in the final analysis, is to blame Yu Zhao for not trusting him, and in the face of difficulties and obstacles, he finally chose to escape instead of sharing the wind and rain with him.
There are all kinds of hardships as excuses, the deception is real, and the blood is even more true, looking back at this moment, Yu Zhao blames himself very much, how can he be so ruthless to him, Chu Zikai is not to blame in the past, and he still gives all kinds of care as always, such a warm heart, not to mention that Yu Zhao is a living person, it is a cold and stubborn stone, and it is also covered warm.
They were all silent, their hearts were surging, and they clearly said that they would come out to see the moon, but they looked at each other in pairs, their love was hot, but there was a barrier, how to let this scorching heat penetrate into Chu Zikai's heart, Yu Zhao didn't know, so he could only let this love be cold by the cold moonlight, and he didn't know what to do.
Tightly wrapped in a cloak by Chu Zikai, Yu Zhao only showed his head outside, the night breeze blew gently, and the palace bell under the eaves of the palace rang, making Yu Zhao's thoughts pull back.
The two were very close, and their hair was slightly messy by the wind, intertwined in one place. The slightest entanglement was unclear, looking at it made her heart even more worried, Yu Zhao couldn't help but reach out to touch it, but Chu Zikai noticed it, and immediately grabbed her hand with her backhand.
"It's also reasonable, the knots of the mountains and seas can be broken, and the promise of just opening your mouth is not scattered as soon as the wind blows."
"Not anymore." Yu Zhao didn't pay attention to his hair anymore, and held his hand back, and the moment the palms touched, the two tacitly opened their fingers and clasped their fingers. This time, Yu Zhao shook it harder, and said softly: "Hold it, if you don't let go this time, I won't be able to leave." ”
It's about clutching, and Chu Zikai cares very much about every word she says, as if he is deliberately provocative. Gritted his teeth and asked, "So, if I let go, you will choose to leave, right?" ”
Not wanting him to become so paranoid now, Yu Zhao didn't know how to appease him with words, so he had to promise again: "No, I won't leave you." ”
The words are sincere, but very weak.
As the saying goes, if you eat a trench, you will grow a wisdom, and the more precious the lost and regained things, the more you are afraid of losing.
Chu Zikai was taught a lesson, and he didn't dare to let down his vigilance, but he didn't want to make Yu Zhao feel uncomfortable, so he forced himself to calm down, patted her back gently, and whispered: "When you can sleep peacefully in my arms, I will believe it." ”
Yu Zhao buried his head in his arms, closed his eyes and tried to relax and fall asleep, but his heartbeat was like thunder, his heartstrings were messy, and all the things that had happened in the past were entangled, playing a disturbing requiem, which made his heart uneasy.
In fact, his heart has always been like a mirror, and the Ansheng he desperately wants in his heart, the more he is forced, the less he will have, so Chu Zikai's simple little request, Yu Zhao has the heart to cater to it, but he feels that he is really powerless.
Bathed in the soft moonlight, under the comfort of Chu Zikai, Yu Zhao thought about the little bonfire in the camp tent in the distance, and after entering the fifth watch, his thoughts finally weakened, his eyes slowly closed, and his breathing gradually stabilized.
Chu Zikai's eyes did not leave the face of the person in his arms for a moment, and after she was completely asleep, he covered her with a cloak tighter, but did not move back, looking at the Haoyue hanging on the top of the mountain and pondering, until the morning sun rose, Feng Yun took someone to find her, and then went back with Yu Zhao.
Hugging each other for a good sleep, the two slept together until almost noon, the canary outside was recently nourished by Yu Zhao with pastries, but no one was eating this morning, and they were so hungry that they chirped. The two people in the room woke up at the same time, looking at each other.
Chu Zikai smiled and stretched out his hand to help Yu Zhaoli open the broken hair that was messily wrapped around his forehead, and told softly: "The general will come over later, eat with us, and Zhaozhao can help me say good things." ”
The demeanor is natural, Chu Zikai's gentleness is born from the heart, and he doesn't see the paranoid coldness of last night. Yu Zhao looked at it and couldn't help but feel suddenly, as if the scene conversation on that platform last night was a dream.
After his mind cleared up and he got rid of his sleepiness, Yu Zhao knew in his heart that Chu Zikai had just temporarily hidden his emotions and did not expose them, but it did not mean that he did not exist. At the same time, thinking about how to dissipate his doubts, he had to start from all the small things he got along, so he took the initiative to say: "Then get up, I will change your clothes for Your Majesty, and Your Majesty will draw my eyebrows for me." ”
These words secretly took the initiative to show goodwill, as if all the unpleasantness of last night disappeared, Chu Zikai smiled more gently, nodded in agreement, leaned over the first floor and sat up with her.
After getting out of bed, the two finished freshening up, and Chu Zikai opened his body and waited for Yu Zhao to come and dress him. Yu Zhao walked to the side and took the clothes prepared by the palace people on the case, but saw that there were two types of clothes for men and women on the shelf, which were the same color, and he was slightly stunned.
Chu Zikai approached and asked softly: "Cut with the cloth, no matter the brocade coarse cloth in this life, Zhaozhao is willing to be with me?" ”
Naturally, Yu Zhao nodded shyly, picked up the clothes and unfolded them, and carefully put them on for Chu Zikai one by one.
Those two clothes are not gorgeous, elegant and simple, the unembroidered dragon and phoenix show their identity, and they are not eye-catching, if Yu Zhao Chu Zikai wears them and walks out, they are no different from the young masters and young ladies of ordinary rich and noble families.
Because of this, the scene in front of him is as warm and happy as when he wakes up in the morning, when his wife and children tidy up their husbands. When buttoning the button at the neck, the faces of the two were the closest, Chu Zikai deliberately buried his head, Yu Zhao noticed it, subconsciously raised his head, and touched his lips.
was caught by this greedy dog, don't want him to let go easily, Yu Zhao knew that it was useless to struggle, so he let go and let him ask for it. But he didn't stop in his hand, untied his belt, and wrapped it around his waist to button it, but Chu Zikai shook it backhand, and his hand was immediately locked.
In such a posture, it is like the kiss that Yu Zhao took the initiative to beg.
After a while, when Chu Zikai was addicted, he let go of Yu Zhao's freedom, and then helped him straighten his clothes, Yu Zhao quickly ran away, lowered his head and put on his clothes, and complained in a low voice: "It's not sweet or salty, and I don't know what to bite my head." ”
Chu Zikai replied with a smile: "Only I can taste this taste, and I don't have the final say on whether it's sweet or not." ”
After answering, Chu Zikai took the first step and went to the dresser to pick and choose, obviously thinking about Fang Cai Yu Zhao's small request to help her with her thrush, he picked one from the stone dai box and waited for Yu Zhao to come over.
After getting dressed, Yu Zhao approached and sat down, but saw that Chu Zikai's way of holding the pen was not quite right, and he was very unskilled in making volleys and strokes, but he never put down the pen, as if he had no idea where to start.
Seeing this, Yu Zhao sighed helplessly: "Look at Your Majesty like this, my eyebrows have to be robbed today." ”