Chapter 9: The Depths of the Human Heart
Han Duoduo stayed by Yin Nian's side from three o'clock in the afternoon until seven o'clock in the evening.
Today, Han Duoduo didn't say much, she was very calm and restrained from beginning to end, and she didn't even say jokes to enliven the atmosphere, she knew that at such a moment, too many words would seem redundant, she just needed to hold Yin Nian's hand tightly, and look at her with sincere and honest eyes when Yin Nian needed encouragement.
Han Duoduo said the most often: "I believe in you." ”
Yin Nian needs the belief of others too much, at first, she didn't feel so, when more and more people began to distrust her and began to doubt her, although sometimes it was just a change in tone, a look of doubt, she would also feel that the other party did not trust her, she began to become sensitive and suspicious, which had never been done before.
Yin Nian is not a sentimental person, on the contrary, she is very good at letting reason override emotion, and this is the main reason why she can sit in this position in the company, but a series of events in the past two days have greatly challenged her proud emotional control ability.
The continuous provocation and slander of Yang Po's family, her husband's deletion of the video from her, her son's lies, and her mother's questioning, these things have repeatedly challenged her emotional bottom line, at first, she was still able to relax and stay calm, but as things gradually increased, and everything was unexpected by her, she began to be uncontrollably angry, anxious, and irritable, and now, she felt a burst of sadness and disappointment.
Yang Yang's words became the last straw that crushed her tense emotions, causing her antagonistic emotions to crumble, her body as if it had been emptied, limp, and when the anger and anxiety faded, only sadness remained.
Yangyang is her son...... She couldn't understand why Yang Yang was lying...... Yangyang's words and deeds made her feel so strange......
However, even in the midst of sadness, Yin Nian still firmly believes that she didn't hit anyone, she believes in her own judgment, if she hits, she hits, if she doesn't, if she doesn't, she doesn't hit, this bottom line can't be crossed.
She tried to convince herself in her heart: Yang Yang may have seen it wrong, or it may be Yang Yang's mistake, Yang Yang is an imaginative child, he likes to fantasize in the wild since he was a child, and the weird and bizarre paintings he painted are the best proof of this, which is ...... his father
When Yin Nian persuaded herself, the sadness also subsided, she gradually regained her calm and reason, she called Brother Li as soon as possible, and asked him to introduce another capable lawyer.
Han Duoduo saw that Yin Nian had returned to normal before leaving, she held Yin Nian's hand tightly, and finally said a word: "If there is anything, be sure to call me, I have always been there, and I will always believe in you - forever and ever." ”
Han Duoduo's eyes are clear and pure, his eyes are frank and sincere, and the friendship of more than ten years is undoubtedly highlighted in this moment of mutual attention. Yin Nian smiled slightly, hugged Han Duoduo, and the two hugged each other silently, silent is better than sound.
After Han Duoduo left, Yin Nian has been checking information in the living room and sorting out clues.
At ten o'clock in the evening, after Liang Zhicheng coaxed Yangyang to sleep, he asked Yin Nian, "Do you need help?" ”
"No, you go to sleep." Yin Nian didn't raise his head.
Liang Zhicheng went to the study to write a novel for a while, and when he came out again, it was already eleven o'clock in the evening, Yin Nian was still in the living room, Liang Zhicheng asked, "Don't you sleep yet?" ”
"Don't worry, you go to sleep first." Yin Nian's voice was a little sluggish, revealing a hint of tiredness.
"I'm not in a hurry." Liang Zhicheng sat on the sofa reading a book and accompanied Yin Nian.
At twelve o'clock in the evening, Yin Nian yawned a few times in a row, moving his sore shoulders, Liang Zhicheng moved over and silently rubbed his shoulders for Yin Nian, Yin Nian closed his eyes slightly, staring thoughtfully at the void in front of him.
At one o'clock in the morning, Yin Nian finally couldn't stay up and fell asleep on the sofa, and Liang Zhicheng carried Yin Nian into the bedroom.
Late at night, everything is silent.
I don't know how long it took, Liang Zhicheng was awakened by a shout in his sleep, he found Yin Nian sitting on the bed, his hair was scattered, gasping for breath, he hurriedly turned on the bedside lamp: "What's wrong?" What happened? ”
Yin Nian looked flustered: "I had a nightmare......
Liang Zhicheng asked, "What did you dream about?" ”
Yin Nian said: "I dreamed of ...... Yang Po was covered in blood and crawled onto the bed...... Pull my feet...... Her hands were cold to the bone......"
Liang Zhicheng found that Yin Nian's feet were together, curled up hard, he touched Yin Nian's feet, it was as cold as ice, he hurriedly covered it with a blanket, and gently rubbed it with his hands, and after a while, Yin Nian's feet warmed up.
"Don't worry, it'll be fine." Liang Zhicheng hugged Yin Nian, "My husband has always been there." ”
"I really can't figure out why Yang Yang is lying......" Yin Nian said softly.
"Perhaps, he was wrong, or perhaps, he remembered wrong." Liang Zhicheng comforted.
Yin Nian sighed silently and closed his eyes.
Before Liang Zhicheng turned off the lights, he glanced at the time, half past two in the morning.
After a long time, in a daze, Liang Zhicheng was woken up by a burst of smoke, he opened his eyes and found that the bed was empty, Yin Nian was gone, he got up and saw Yin Nian standing on the balcony smoking, he walked to the balcony, looked at a few cigarette butts on the ground, and asked, "What's wrong?" You haven't smoked in years. ”
Yin Nian's voice was a little hoarse: "I'm panicked." ”
"I understand your feelings." Liang Zhicheng said, "If it were me, I would have been unable to bear it a long time ago, you are already very strong." ”
"I'm not as strong as I imagined, I thought I could handle this matter, but I found that the more calm and restrained I was, the more I couldn't handle it well, they treated me in a scoundrel way, but I could only hope that the law would protect me, but under the premise of no evidence, the law could not protect me, what do you say I should do?" Yin Nian narrowed his eyes and looked at the night sky, "I didn't think it was reasonable to use violence to fight violence before, but now I have figured it out, that's because there is no other way than to fight violence with violence." ”
"Yin Nian, don't do stupid things, this is their trap, they want you to do something impulsive, if you do, you will fall into their trap."
"Of course I won't do stupid things, but I won't always hope for the help of the police, if they continue to make trouble with me like this, my life will be greatly impacted, and my work will be in great trouble, they can do nothing and make trouble every day, but I can't, do you know what I mean?"
"I understand, but ......"
"Zhicheng, my kindness has been taken advantage of-" Yin Nian took a long breath, aggrieved and helpless, and said with tears in his eyes, "My sympathy has also been used, what they bully is that I can't fight back against them in the same way, and the bullying is that I am polite to them and will not act aggressively." In this matter, they are pure evil people, I am a good person with my own moral standards, but do good people deserve to be bullied? ”
"No, most of the time, around us, there are still a lot of good people, but friendliness is natural, often not felt, but the feeling of malice is very sensitive, and will be remembered for a long time."
"But I just can't do it." Yin Nian suddenly grabbed his hair and looked pained, "I just can't do nothing, I can't do it without saving it, and I can't deal with these things indifferently and ruthlessly." ”
Liang Zhicheng wanted to persuade, but knew that any persuasion at this time was meaningless, this was Yin Nian's self-struggle, which showed that this incident had a very big impact on her original three views.
Although I often heard about saving people in the past, when this kind of thing really happened to me, when I really saved a person, but I was falsely accused, which led to a huge impact on my life and work, causing people around me to start distrusting me and compensating a high amount of money, it will really completely change a person.
"It's going to be fine, let's deal with it together." Liang Zhicheng hugged Yin Nian, and Yin Nian's body was trembling.
The night was bleak, the cold wind was blowing, and Yin Nian's hair was scattered and fluttered, completely covering her face.
Liang Zhicheng looked into the distance, on the edge of the western sky, a star flashed with a dim light, like a confused and struggling eye, hiding behind the clouds, although he saw everything, but because of the separation of heaven and earth, he could not do anything.
Liang Zhicheng patted Yin Nian's back and whispered, "No matter what, you must believe in yourself." ”