Hit the shelves tomorrow at 12 noon.

As usual, write a wave of testimonials.

Approaching the shelves these days, the update has become slower, and there is only one update from time to time.

Some book friends thought that I was saving the manuscript, or to put the plot on the shelf.

Actually, it's neither, it's just that it's almost on the shelves, and the pressure is so great that I can't breathe.

I thought I had adjusted my mentality, but in the last few days, I was really a little overwhelmed.

I started to get scared, restless, scared, worried, insomnia......

All kinds of messy things make my brain a mess, and sometimes I can't write a word for half a day.

Just a few days ago, there was a big plot stepping on the line in front, and if you want to change it, you need to revise at least a dozen chapters.

There are only so many chapters in this book, and I have to revise so many chapters that I don't know how to write.

Later, I asked the editor to talk about it, and I was willing to agree to release it first.

However, if there is a problem in the future, no matter how many chapters are to be changed, it must be revised.

This incident made me write the plot more carefully and work harder to restrain the scale.

If something goes wrong in the next few days near the shelves, and the efforts of nearly three months are ruined, I guess it may collapse directly.

It is precisely because I tried harder to restrain the scale of the plot that the story gradually became a little less interesting.

There are more and more bad reviews, and there are more and more inexplicable prickly comments.

I had no choice but to try to spend more time and write each chapter well.

Sometimes, it's not uncommon to write a chapter several times.

A lot of the chapters that you don't look like are probably the result of my many revisions.

It is precisely because of this that I am tired of writing every chapter, which has led to the fact that there is often only one change in the past few days.

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Of course, all explanations are just excuses.

Since it is a new beginning, be more grateful and less complaining.

Anyway, it'll be on the shelves tomorrow.

I don't know exactly how many people will subscribe.

Since the book was opened, I have never asked for a recommendation or a tip.

In my opinion, this kind of thing, asking for it, is meaningless.

Only when the reader is happy to read it is the most real and meaningful.

But fortunately, even if I have never opened my mouth, there are still many book friends who have persevered in voting for me, and there are also many book friends who give me rewards.

I can't thank them all, but I can only express my sincerest thanks to all of you.

Thanks a lot!

……

This time, I'm writing my own story.

From the very beginning, I knew that there would be a lot of people who didn't like it.

Because I am not a likable person per se, and the books I write are not likable books.

What's more, it is such a niche theme, and there are only a few people who are willing to click on it and take a look.

Naturally, I like it very much, and I definitely hate it if I don't like it.

So much so that every time I see a book friend saying that my book can be popular, I feel a little crying and laughing.

At my level, it's still far from it.

……

I'm not very demanding......

As long as I don't have to worry about not being able to eat.

Don't worry about not being able to pay your rent.

You don't have to be dumbfounded every time someone asks about your salary.

I'll be satisfied, and we'll see tomorrow whether or not I'll be able to do it.

Again......

Tomorrow is the most important day for me and for this book.

It's also the day I need you the most!

If you can, I hope you can start at 12 o'clock to give a few subscriptions.

I hope...... You're all there!

Thank you.