Chapter 346: Chen Xian's Memory
Zhuge Doudou's ability is not only hypnosis, to be precise, she can master the power of "sleep and dreams", such as the means by which she broke into Chen Xian's body, this is one of her hole cards.
She can enter and exit the "dream" of every creature at will, whether the other party is hypnotized by herself or sleeping naturally, and whether the other party is a human or any known life form, as long as Zhuge Doudou wants to, then she can break into the other party's "dream" unimpeded.
It's not as simple as falling asleep.
The "dream" mentioned here is not the kind of dream that ordinary people understand.
It can be regarded as a kind of spiritual embodiment of living beings, where not only can you see the soul of the creature, but also the memories hidden deep in the other party's brain, and even the long-term memories that the other party can't remember.
In this state of mind invasion, the concept of time will become very blurred, and the speed of time that Zhuge Doudou can sense is different from the outside world, perhaps after spending ten days in it, the real world outside has only passed ten seconds......
When he first broke into Chen Xian's body, Zhuge Doudou planned to find Chen Xian's soul, because in the state of forced hypnosis, the soul of the hypnotized person is almost like a fool, and he will never lie about what he asks and answers, and the answer that his brother wants can be easily asked, but the reality is beyond Zhuge Doudou's imagination......
Zhuge Doudou searched for a long time inside Chen Xian's body, and there was no omission from head to toe and hundreds of limbs...... She was surprised to find that she couldn't find Chen Xian's soul! I can't even feel the breath of Chen Xian's soul!
What's going on??
Zhuge Doudou was confused and only felt that he had hit a ghost today, because this situation has never appeared today, does Chen Xian have no soul? ?
No, no, Zhuge Doudou hurriedly denied her own conjecture, because she had seen too many people over the years, and she had been arranged by the organization to do countless experiments, and she knew that except for some special people....... It is impossible for an outsider like Chen Xian to be without a soul.
He wasn't one of his brothers and sisters.
How could he not have a soul?
In Chen Xian's body, Zhuge Doudou searched carefully several times but still found nothing, and by this time her curiosity had reached a critical point...... She decided to go deeper into Chen Xian's mind, where she could see the memories buried in Chen Xian's brain, and prepare to find the answers she wanted from those "video materials".
This is also a helpless move for Zhuge Doudou, because she is naturally a person who is afraid of trouble, and it is very troublesome for her to check the information, but since she can't find the soul, she can only retreat to the second best thing and spend some time to see those materials...... At least the information doesn't lie.
Under the influence of Zhuge Doudou's special ability, the memory of each creature will become a first-person movie with extreme detail, from the moment of birth to the moment of deep sleep, whether it is seen or heard by the person concerned, everything is recorded in this movie.
Zhuge Doudou has seen many people's memories, so the process of reading her memories and consulting materials is very smooth, but when she first started watching that movie, Zhuge Doudou suddenly felt that something was wrong......
This "video material" changed from the memory of the person concerned was actually "filmed" from a third-person perspective...... This situation has never been encountered by Zhuge Doudou.
What is going on with Chen Xian's memory??
Why can he see the whole of him in his memory?
Isn't Chen Xian's memory recorded in the first person?
Or does this memory not belong to Chen Xian in the first place......
"What the hell is going on......"
Zhuge Doudou looked at the picture in front of him in disbelief, and his immature little face was full of question marks.
In addition to the angle problem, Chen Xian's memory has another problem, judging from the picture in front of him, this "life movie" was only recorded when he was three or four years old, and the memory beyond that was a blank, and Zhuge Doudou couldn't read that part of the memory even if he read it back and forth.
This is definitely not as simple as Chen Xian has forgotten.
His memory...... Those messages hidden in the back of your mind...... It should be affected by external forces...... It's as if it has been completely erased by some kind of force...... There was no trace left at all......
This made Zhuge Doudou feel very incomprehensible, because she had never encountered this situation, and she had never even heard of it.
But three or four years old is three or four years old.
Look back.
Maybe you have the answer you're looking for.
Due to the different speed of time flow here and the outside world, and the efficiency of Zhuge Doudou's reading of memories is too fast, the outside world has only passed dozens of seconds, and she has already seen Chen Xian fifteen or sixteen years old.
"Not only does it have an innate ability to heal itself...... It also has the ability to devour anomalies...... Chen Xian's life is good...... "Ziwei."
Zhuge Doudou patiently watched the picture in front of him, while muttering softly, and from time to time he would sigh with emotion.
For her, this kind of life movie is much more exciting than the movie theater, because everything that happens in these movies is real.
Zhuge Doudou has seen many people's memories, so she has long been immune to this kind of movie, perhaps because of her innate poor empathy ability, she has never felt empathy when watching those life movies, and she will always stand on an objective and rational point of view to be a qualified observer.
But this time...... When she curiously flipped through Chen Xian's memories, those memories hidden deep in Chen Xian's mind actually gave her a strange feeling.
Not sure why.
Her emotions can always change with the "plot" in the movie, and she is no longer the posture of a bystander who is not sad or happy, and everything in Chen Xian's memory seems to tug at her heartstrings......
When she saw Chen Xian being pampered by the old man named "Chen Ba", Zhuge Doudou would feel an inexplicable happiness, as if it was not Chen Xian who was cared for by the old man but herself, although she had not personally experienced the "family affection" in human society, but when she saw these memories of the old man, she felt that family affection should be like this......
When he saw Chen Xian, who was silent and didn't talk much, being ostracized by his classmates at school, Zhuge Doudou would also be angry, only thinking that Chen Xian, a strange person, was living too poorly, obviously he had the power to surpass mortals, why should he suffer these birds in front of ordinary people? If I were to say, I should bite them all to death!
In the process of constantly reviewing Chen Xian's memories, Zhuge Doudou's understanding of Chen Xian became deeper and deeper, and even she began to doubt it...... Is this Chen Xian's memory? Because Chen Xian in this memory and Chen Xian in the outside world are like two people.
In this memory, Chen Xian is a person who is silent and extremely introverted, and rarely sees a smile all year round.
And what about that Chen Xian in the real world?
He doesn't talk much, his mouth is very poisonous, and he likes to play some cold humor from time to time, all in all, he is a very good person, not like him in this memory...... How did Chen Xian become what he is today?
Zhuge Doudou was very curious, so he continued to watch patiently.
Until I saw that day.
In the picture, Chen Xian quietly walked into the old man's room.
The old man who had been talking and laughing with him a few days ago was out of breath, like a thin piece of firewood lying on the bed so cold that it was frightening, and there was still a trace of complicated expression on his lifeless face......
It seems that the old man was still worried about something a second before he died, although Zhuge Doudou didn't know what the old man was thinking when he was dying, but from this complicated expression, it could be seen that he should be worried about Chen Xian......
Maybe the old man is worried that Chen Xian can't take care of himself, or maybe he is worried that Chen Xian will not be able to live a good life.
All in all, when she saw this scene, Zhuge Doudou was so uncomfortable that her heart was broken, because she knew Chen Xian very well after reading these memories, and she knew very well what a unique existence this old man was to Chen Xian.
If it weren't for him.
Maybe Chen Xian has already become an anti-human monster.
Since Zhuge Doudou is reading Chen Xian's memory with the help of her own ability, from a certain point of view, she is actually Chen Xian, no matter what Chen Xian thinks in her head, she knows it.
Chen Xian is a person with extremely frequent mental activities, don't look at his usual taciturn, his mental activities are much more frequent than ordinary people, occasionally questioning the meaning of his existence, and occasionally imagining his future with a pessimistic attitude......
But at the moment of seeing the old man's body.
All of Chen Xian's mental activities disappeared.
It was as if the whole heart had been hollowed out, or rather, it had been torn apart by reality, and that feeling of a blank brain...... only made Zhuge Doudou suddenly uncomfortable, as if he felt empathy for him at this moment, and the emotions of the two resonated violently.
The old man died.
Left behind a Chen Xian who will never die.
"I'm sorry...... Sorry......."
In the picture, the thin Chen Xian squatted on the side of the bed and held the old man's hand tightly, and there was no sadness on his dull face, nor did he shed half a tear for the old man's death.
But he repeated the words "I'm sorry" over and over again.
It sounds worse than crying.