"That's right, I'll tell you by the way, tiger poison doesn't eat children, your mother has been so many years, I think she is really pitiful, so many years to throw you into our Gu family, I will take care of it, this is really a funny thing, she is really ruthless, I know that I don't like you at all, I hate that I reject you, she still left you in the Gu family without hesitation, it's too selfish, you haven't fulfilled your responsibilities as a mother for so many years, and you are still trying to maintain it, I really feel very sorry for you!"

"It's not...... Not like that...... It's not ......"

Gu Ruxi no longer had the strength to shout, she cried lowly, intermittently.

She loved her mother so much, and thought that her mother loved her so much, but this thing had changed so much, she didn't believe in many things, and she didn't know how to deal with it, but the only thing she was sure of was that.

The mother was involuntarily, and the mother never gave up on her.

Mother must have her own reasons for being insincere, and her mother will definitely firmly hold on to everything in the Gu family for her.

This thing she finally felt all the effort her mother put into these things.

What's more tragic than a mother's effort, right?

Aunt Xue didn't seem to plan to let Gu Ruxi go so happily, she felt that it was the most important thing to catch any of Gu Ruxi's handles at this time, and she would definitely pursue them again and again.

Aunt Xue: "Your mother is really great, she knows that once you are born, your father will hate you very much, but she still gives birth to you, do you think that so many things happened that day, she really pushed your father down so simply?" No, it's not that simple, your mother is very preoccupied, did she think she really wanted to hide in the hospital for everything she did? No, I almost fell for her, she wasn't depressed at all, she wasn't feeling unwell at all, he was just avoiding him and stalling for time, but I didn't want to give him such a chance, she made me feel a kind of hatred. She delayed me too much time and affected my dreams' future, so I have to be clear in broad daylight! ”

Gu Ruxi continued to cover her ears, she didn't want to hear it at all.

However, there was nothing she could do to stop the woman in front of her from continuing to be vicious.

"So I'm telling you, in the past 10 years, your mother has not been so kind as you imagined, so simple, so weak, **, he is not capable at all, he is simply pretending to be sick, or rather, she is not so sick at all, but she is deceiving him, using sympathy to win everyone's favor, and having sympathy to restrain everyone's reputation, in fact, I am very clear, when I found out her purpose, I was very angry, and actually used such a thing to delay time, But your mother actually hurt you for such a small thing, and did not fulfill the responsibility of a mother, you are really pitiful......"

The embarrassed woman curled up on the ground and covered in filth, her body froze suddenly.

Now he looked at the woman in front of him with very shocked eyes, and this woman had executed her.

Suddenly, the stout man on the side laughed loudly: "This story is really ambitious, I can't imagine that there are such stupid women in the past 10 years, such stupid women, they really deserve this, they are really too stupid and naïve, they really want to go in with us to see, and I don't know how many catties and taels I have?" ”

"You can't compare to our family's dream at all, you are really like a dog in front of him, nonsense, you are not worthy of living in this world at all, you are still the third young lady of the Zhao family! Sure enough, it's a fool with a fool, the two of them are a perfect match, hahaha......"

He took a sip of spit, walked over to Aunt Xue, and grabbed her waist.

"Don't worry, I'm guarding the brothers here, no one can break in, is there anyone who can sense that he will be here to break flowers, dear, these are all on me, you just do what you think, don't worry too much about these things, this woman will be handed over to me, you still have to do a lot of things, let's go to the room, I have something to whisper to you......"

Aunt Xue glanced at the man ambiguously, and let out a foolish laugh, and people could see that there was definitely something wrong with these two people.

How do you go into your room and whisper?

Is it a more direct confession than this?

"Gu Ruxi, let me tell you, listen carefully, I said so many bitter words just now, and I have made it very clear to you, I hope you are a smart person, a smart person should do smart things, don't do stupid things, you have more things in your hands, that is, you still have to take care of your mother, if you really don't want your mother to lose her life because of your unsmart in this regard, then I want to think that your mother has been lurking in the hospital for 10 years, and all she got is this, Nothing, that time is really the most painful time, nonsense, you honestly bring it to me, when you think clearly, when you agree, then is the time for you and us to cooperate and negotiate terms. ”

After speaking, the two of them didn't have the Gu Ruxi in front of you at all, and the two of them hugged their waists and twisted and pinched them out.

The heavy iron door was slammed shut again, and the loud laughter echoed in her ears over and over again.

He felt a kind of helplessness in life, he didn't know what to do, or he didn't know how to deal with this matter at all, this thing had reached the critical point of the edge, how to think about how to do it, he couldn't grasp it at all, these things were completely unimaginable for him.

So many years have passed, or so many years have passed, I am still so lonely, so helpless, since I was a child, it is really as this woman just said, I have never gotten the feeling of happiness of superiority, this has never been ostracized, I have never been cared for by them, all the toys have never been the same, this so-called sister, this so-called sister, all the good resources in the home with the mouth open, and I will always use it to play with the leftovers, even if I want to get it, But you can't always have an obstacle to stop you.

This is all the truth.

So when she was the most lonely and helpless, Qiao Lin appeared by her side, because Qiao Lin has always encouraged her and helped her, so she can live to this day, and she has the confidence to go to this day.

What kind of being is Jolin, in all of his dreams is a tenacious one in all of his dreams, an oak tree.

And he is like a silk flower, climbing on this oak tree.

And when I had no way to survive, now everything has collapsed, and I can't make that silk flower anymore without relying on myself.

……

Thinking about it and crying at the same time, everything really played back in her mind like a movie, scene by scene.

I used to think that I was brave and wise, but I was so ignorant, naïve and ridiculous.

"Zhao Yijing, it turned out to ...... I'm really stupid. I'm so stupid that I feel speechless......"

Suddenly she thought of the man, the strength that this man had given her, the man who had mercilessly scolded her for having her head in water, her head had no IQ, and her head was like a pig's brain, and indeed what he said was completely correct.

Tears keep sliding down, why? Why is this happening? Why did this happen so suddenly?

Do you still deserve to survive in this world?

Will you be able to survive on your own?

Why is it that I have worked so hard, so hard that I have made myself feel humbled, but in the end, why does it still feel so ridiculous?

The corners of her lips were covered with fine sand and blood stains, and she pulled out a sneer, laughing more ugly than crying, very sad.

"No, I've worked hard to live, I try my best to like you, do my best, I didn't want my sister to give more gifts, I've always played with my sister, playing with leftovers. Never dare to rob, don't dare to fight at all, look at whose face you don't want to offend him, you try your best to get him, you try to give him a bright smile, good father, what about you? I've always worked so hard, studied so hard, I want to repay you with the best grades, I want to see your best smile, but all this doesn't seem to get any meaning in return, and Qiao Lin, I know that you have let me help me selflessly, I used to love you so much, I will never love anyone again in my life, you are my only one, you are my everything, when all these things are away from me, By the time it all came to me like a truth, I was so uncomfortable, I was so miserable......"

His voice grew weaker, his throat was dry, his lips were chapped, his brain was heavy, and his whole body was limp.

"Why is all this happening? I don't think I'm superfluous in this world, if I do, shouldn't I end my life right away, my life is over, it's good for everyone, everyone doesn't have to worry about my existence anymore, and my mother no longer has to worry about my existence affecting her, isn't it better? In this way, maybe according to this way of life, she should live better, she should live more freely, she should be able to leave this hospital without any constraints, she can live freely, and she no longer wants to be constrained by anyone......"

"And Qiao Lin, if I leave, you can live with Gu Rumeng unrestrained, and you don't want to feel guilty about anything because of my existence, you can live the happy life you want to live by......"

"And Zhao Yijing, you fool, from today onwards, you don't have to scold me anymore, you can rest assured of your secret, I didn't say this, you can always rest assured, I hope you will continue to implement according to your own ideas, there is any ...... I wish you success ......"

Slightly open eyes, slowly closed, weak breathing, slowly ......