Yes, I admit it. Life, I didn't want to fight with you, I didn't want to fight with you at all, I just wanted to work hard, teach my students to be good people, do things and then learn; I just want to raise my two babies well, I just want to love my wife well, I just want to be kind, I just have compassion for the suffering of others。。。。。。 But what do I get? Could it be that so many scars and so many heart-rending are the best gifts for me?! I don't want it! I just want to live quietly and peacefully, it's good to be alive!

In the silence of the dark night, I looked at the baby sleeping next to me, no matter how I didn't believe that my baby was not my baby, I couldn't sleep, I couldn't sleep tossing and turning, I wanted to cry, but there were no tears; I wanted to scream, but I was afraid to frighten the baby. I get up and look at my baby's paternity test over and over again, even if it's a punctuation mark, I always hope to find something wrong in it, even if it's just a punctuation mark wrong, I will think that the conclusion of this test report is wrong, at least flawed. However, no matter how honest I am, these two appraisal reports are so perfect and without any flaws.

What to do? I admit it, I admit it! I threw in the towel!! This is the first time I've conceded defeat as a human being, and it's a mess!

The baby is not my baby, no matter how heartbreaking and heartbroken I am, the baby is not my baby! Even if I can't give up, I can only let the baby return to her mother, because my baby is not my baby, something that does not belong to you, and sooner or later it will be lost! Maybe the baby will find her biological father, maybe her biological father also has an older sister who loves her and loves her, or a brother。。。。。。

On December 8th, that Friday afternoon, the baby's mother picked up the baby directly from the kindergarten. I will always remember that December 8th, that Friday!

When Dabao told her mother the news, Ye'er immediately dialed my phone number, and persuaded me kindly and kindly, I can't listen to anything, if you want to go home, go home, my heart is dead, and life has turned gray for me.

A few days later, Ye'er went home. Actually, I also know in my heart that Ye'er doesn't have a sincere heart every time she goes home, she is just a kind of use. After Ye'er went home, she said all the good things to me, and always said that she asked me and the baby to do a paternity test for my own good, because she heard others say that the baby's mother is taking drugs, and the woman who takes drugs is the most messy; She has always shown that her original intention is for my good and so that I will not be deceived by others.

I said, I don't blame you, I really don't blame you, it's all fate, I admit it! I only admit it, however, in the future, I will go to see the baby every once in a while, and I will also take the baby home for a few days, for this matter, Ye'er has no objection.

After this happened, Dabao went home to accompany me almost every weekend, and Ye'er also went home once a week, but my heart-rending pain, no one can understand, since the baby was picked up by her mother, I couldn't sleep all night. The pain is heartbreaking; That kind of pain, breaking tendons and bones; That kind of pain cannot be cured in this life, nor can it be cured in the next life; That kind of pain makes you have no tears, no love, and no hate。。。。。。

Tomorrow is the Spring Festival, a rare joy. Yesterday I went to see the baby, and sent the baby my newly bought down jacket, down pants, and a pair of beautiful snow boots that I planned to let the baby wear in the New Year, and I also wrapped a red envelope for the baby as New Year's money, I wish my baby a safe and healthy New Year!

Today is the Chinese New Year's Eve, Dabao is at home, Ye'er is also at home, yes, I haven't been together for a long time, life has to go on, I can only run forward with tears. Laugh when I'm happy, laugh again after a while when I'm unhappy, no matter how hard life is, I still have to persevere. Because I still have a big treasure, a small treasure, and the parents who gave birth to me and raised me。。。。。。

Have fun, come on!

After lunch, my daughter and I, as well as a classmate of my daughter, came to help, we hung a pious smile on our faces to paste the Spring Festival couplets, paste window flowers, hang lanterns, it is not yet night, the sound of firecrackers in thousands of households rang out one after another, my house is also brightly lit on the first to third floor, a lively festive atmosphere.

My daughter and her classmates are still busy, Ye'er is also busy, playing with her mobile phone there, and I am preparing a sumptuous Chinese New Year's Eve dinner in the kitchen, which is the first time in more than a decade that we have really sat down as a family of three to eat Chinese New Year's Eve dinner. We both cherish this opportunity, even if Ye'er is sitting there just playing with her mobile phone and doing nothing, but my daughter and I will no longer care about this, whether it is true or false, at least the ritual sense of the Chinese New Year's Eve reunion dinner has been done enough.

The Chinese New Year's Eve dinner was ready, the sumptuous dishes had been served on the table, and the wine bottle caps had been opened, at this time, Ye'er hurriedly went downstairs to the kitchen and said to me and my daughter: "I'm really sorry, just now a friend called, saying that the cards over there are just looking, I want to hurry up, you won't accompany you at home, I'll go home when I'm over." ”

I didn't say anything, I didn't need to say anything, but I could clearly see my daughter's sad eyes. The daughter said, "Won't you be able to gamble tonight?" ”

"A once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, when my mother wins, I'll go home tomorrow and send you five thousand red envelopes." While talking to her daughter, Ye'er hurriedly walked out of the door.

You will never be able to wake up someone who is pretending to be asleep, and you will never be able to keep someone who is unkind to you.

The sky is dawning, today is the first day of the Lunar New Year, the sound of firecrackers outside is lively and noisy, and Ye'er is back. Her daughter asked her for a red envelope, and Ye Er smiled and said that she was a pawn last night and lost more than 80,000 yuan!

Yes, my heart is dead, so you can come and go freely, but I'm afraid that when the time comes, you won't come and go so freely.