Ji Beichen's eyes were complicated, and he didn't know how to answer this.

Fortunately, Yan Hua didn't let him answer, but he couldn't let go of that breath.

Because the next words made him even more heartbroken.

"It's a pity that I was too young to know this."

"I don't even know what you dislike about me, only that you don't seem to be happy that we're engaged."

"I think maybe you don't like me enough, it's too shallow, that's why you're upset."

"I thought that as long as I worked hard, let you see that I was willing to give everything for you, see my liking for you, and try to turn myself into what you liked, you would become the warm teenager you were back then."

"But I was wrong again, how can I force my liking to get it?"

"I went to your designated college and worked alone for three years in an unfamiliar foreign country."

"I endured being ostracized, bullied, and treated unfairly. I learned to grow up, to be independent, to be the best girl you like. Thinking of your name, after three years of further study, I gritted my teeth and survived. ”

"I finally returned to China, returned to the familiar environment, met familiar relatives and friends, and all the grievances felt worth it when I saw you pick you up."

"But your unfamiliar eyes gave me the biggest blow."

"I also comforted myself and deceived myself by saying that Brother Beichen had only not seen me for too long, so he became rusty."

"Just like when I saw the tall and handsome Brother Beichen, I would also feel restrained and strange."

"I thought that if I was willing to take the initiative and get along a little more, the two of us would soon be able to get acquainted again."

"It's like when I was a kid."

"Until I saw Lin Chumo beside you."

"You look at her the way I look at you."

"I only knew at that time that in three years, the one who remained the same was me, and I was even more deeply trapped in it because of my own attachment."

"But the one who made me fall, but you pushed me out with one finger, and I talked to the girl I liked every day, and I never thought about how much it hurt me?"

"Not satisfied with the marriage, you could have refused, but you didn't."

"If you're not satisfied with my fiancée, you can change it, but you don't have it."

"To put it bluntly, you also fancy the interests in this, but you don't take me seriously at all."

"Even if we grew up together and are familiar with my temperament, you probably only think that I am very easy to fiddle with, more obedient, don't remember old feelings and don't talk about it, and use me as a cover to deal with the family."

Seeing that Ji Beichen was about to speak, Yan Hua raised his hand: "Don't deny it, I can't see what you think in your heart, but I can see what is written on your face." ”

"It's just that I'm not smart enough, maybe girls in deep relationships will be stupid, right? It is indeed very sad and ridiculous that the man who wants to hurt himself can redeem himself. ”

"I'm like a fool, completely dependent on you, letting you squander my sincerity for you unscrupulously, stabbing me in the heart with a fierce knife, watching that heart dripping with blood, rotting and deteriorating."

"I don't understand why you like her so much, maybe what you like is that she is clever and can pretend?"

"Every time, she took the initiative to bump into me and make trouble with me, saying a bunch of angry things to show me how good you are to her, but when I was about to lose my mind, I suddenly showed weakness pitifully, as if I had bullied her."

"But every time you do it, you show up just right."

"It's puzzling to me, it's like she's got a tracker on you, as long as you're nearby, she'll always be the first to know and have a pit ready for me to jump."

"I've also wondered if you two are playing fairy jumping with me?"

Speaking of this, Yan Hua smiled bitterly, his face full of bitterness and helplessness: "Maybe I'm too stupid, right?" Every time I will be fooled, and every time I will see you rush up to verify the words she just showed off to me. Watching you take care of her, looking at me with disgust, cold words full of sarcasm. ”

"Once, twice, again and again."

"I'm also human, I also have a heart, I will hurt, I will cry."

"But I don't want to be vulnerable in front of you, I don't want to show weakness in front of her."

"For so long, many things that I didn't understand before, now I have seen them all and seen through them."

"Maybe it's an exaggeration for my brother to say that you were beheaded, but your performance like that is indeed similar."

"This is also her ability, to make you so obsessed, I can only say that we are inseparable."

"I didn't ask for this marriage, and if you think you're a victim, don't I?"

"Why can't you resist the family, so you have to come and harm me?"

"Where is your former gentlemanly demeanor and your upbringing?"

"My brother said that you learned to be vicious, and maybe he exaggerated a little. But when you were led into that room by Lin Chumo, the first time you saw me, how vicious were your eyes and what you said? ”

"That person, is it really you?"

"At that time, I felt the same way as my brother."

"You're not Brother Beichen, which evil ghost did you fall up against?!"

Yan Hua's straight gaze shot at Ji Beichen, causing his body to shook.

With Yan Hua's words, a scene passed in front of him.

In the end, the scene was frozen when he heard the screams, Lin Chumo grabbed his arm worriedly and fearfully, and asked him what the sound was and what happened.

He was pulled by her, listened to her words that she should save, and followed him into the door.

The bloody scene behind the door unfolded again, and he looked at her against the wall with a knife, his eyes full of disgust.

Especially thinking that she is still in the name of his fiancée, but she is alone in a hotel room with a man and a widow.

He didn't think much about anything superfluous.

Didn't even think about why she would hurt people with a fruit knife?

Why does the door of the guest room open as soon as it is touched, and the chain is not locked?

Later, he met her eyes full of murderous intent, and the reprimand was blocked, and he couldn't say a word, let alone take a step forward.

He still remembers that look.

It wasn't until Leng Qiubai suddenly rushed in and knocked him away to help her that she completely unguarded at that time and dropped the knife to say that.

His heart was shaken completely.

The scene he saw turned out to be that she was almost ......, and in order to protect her innocence, she resisted.

She knew that the medicine was very strong, and she couldn't hold it anymore, so instead of crying or panicking, she asked her brother to knock her unconscious, and then call the police.

He had never seen her like this.

And at that time, because he was so shocked that he couldn't come back to his senses, Chu Mo pulled him a few times, but he couldn't react.

Later, he threw off the first foam and followed him to the hospital.

But he didn't want to, when Chumo was arrested that day, he went to see her, and the guilt and discomfort in his heart disappeared again, replaced by anger and deeper disgust for the Leng brothers and sisters.

Ji Beichen frowned, feeling more and more that something was wrong here!