I am a small two, a patient with paralysis, there are very few children in this era, paralysis, patients I am basically the last batch of small 2b clinic troubled people in this era, and finally when I was very young, I found that I was different from other people, my posture was different from other people, others have very strong arms and legs, and my arms and legs have been relatively thin, when I walk, Chen Jing has a very weak posture, I am a white wolf, I was born in a small family in Ningxia, since I was a child, my family has not been very wealthy, Parents always work so hard, but most of their money was sent to the hospital with me, when I was a child, I was actually often sick, either a fever or a cold, but as the only son of my parents, my parents had to find a way to treat me even if they tried everything, and then I had a sister, after having a sister, I was still very happy, although my sister was a few years younger than me, but I was no longer alone in this family, and the happiest thing for me was that my sister was a healthy child, We finally have a healthy child in our family.

So when I was a child, I loved my sister very much, although my ability to love my sister is also very limited, but I still want to love my sister, when I was a child, more often, my sister was with me when I was a child, because my parents wanted to find a way to make money, so more often my sister was with me at home, ah, at that time I also felt, I was different from other people, many times children would chase me when they scolded me for being a little disabled, a little disabled, In short, those young teenagers are not very kind, at least I have not felt the kindness of this world, so more often I don't want to go out, I just want to stay at home, with my sister, my sister always likes to carry a small bench, listen to me tell him storybooks, these storybooks are when I am bored, my parents bought me, and now they come in handy again, the stories I tell my sister every day, my sister's clothes are picked up by my parents from other places, and others don't want clothes, but it's the same as wearing it on my sister's body, it looks very good, and my mother always tells us that when they raise my sister as an adult, let my sister find a way to raise me, which I am always unhappy about, why do you raise me so much? I'm an older brother, I should raise my sister, but it's useless, I'm a disabled person, I can't raise my sister

When I was a child, because of my reasons, my parents always kept making money, and they wanted to work hard to make the family live a little better by making money on their own, because the expenses of our family are really much larger than that of ordinary families, in addition to the family's food, clothing, housing and transportation, I also have to try my best to buy good things for me to replenish my body, and even take me to the hospital for regular treatment, hoping to be improved, but even if this disease is a few decades later, there should be no good way to improve it, right? Since I was a child, I know that I am different from others, so my personality is extraordinarily sensitive, others say two words to me, I will feel very unhappy, many times I hide at home, a person looks at and does not speak, my sister has been taken care of at home since I was two or three years old, although my action is not very convenient, but I can still take care of my sister, at that time my sister was also very attached to me, when I was a child, I held my sister, I always felt that my sister is my hope for the future, as long as my sister is good, Watching my sister walk more and more steadily, my heart is very happy, because even today, I walk is very unstable, often walk two steps and fall, every time I fall very painful, that kind of pain is a fall, I don't even want to get up again, the pain, I know that my parents have great expectations for me, I am the only boy in the family, in fact, if my sister is a boy, maybe it will be better, but my sister is a girl, it may make my parents expect more from me, the reason, My parents' expectations for me are not that I can achieve much in the future, hate me, just hope that I can give them a grandson in the future, get married earlier, and have children, but my parents also said that their hope for him is that his sister can take care of me, because they must be ahead of me, so they hope that after they die, my sister can take care of me when I was a child with my sister, and my sister has a very deep affection for me

I remember when I was a child, I often passed by a very large house, and at that time when I was still very young, I pointed to the house and stabilized this father and mother are the house, whose house is it? At that time, my mother told me that this was Uncle Zhao's house, Uncle Zhao's eldest daughter and second daughter I knew, her eldest daughter was even a classmate with me, but he always didn't like me very much, and when he saw me, he always disliked me, and he didn't like that kind of disgusted look, although their family was very rich, but I never wanted to do anything, I didn't like Zhao Xingping, looking at my eyes, but Uncle Zhao was still a very good person, I remember when I was a child, Uncle Shao had a very good relationship with my parents, always brought delicious things to my house, my sister was born when I took it, my uncle also went to the hospital, and I also wrapped a big red envelope for my sister, at that time Uncle Zhao also joked with my father, my family added a son this year, you added a daughter, let the two of them marry a baby in the future, I didn't know what a baby kiss meant at that time? Later, I asked my mother to find out that the baby is two little children who want to get married when they grow up, and at that time I was reluctant to marry my sister to anyone?

Mom is trying every way to make money every day, at the beginning, Mom and Dad did not work in Uncle Shao's Ang, more time to work in the factory, Mom and Dad were working on the construction site, at that time Dad was helping others build houses on the construction site, and Mom was on the construction site to help others cook, so many times they couldn't come back in time, when the grandparents were still alive when they were young, the grandparents would take care of us, so having grandparents was a very happy moment in my life, and the two old people went relatively early, Before I had time to wait for my sister to grow up, they passed away one after another, and then my grandparents also died, and only my sister and I were left in the house, my parents always worked outside, and I didn't come back until late, and my sister was taking care of me more often, at that time, I was holding a thick fairy tale book to tell my sister stories, and sometimes my sister could still dress up very beautifully, because at that time my sister didn't know what was really good-looking, What is really ugly sister wearing unwanted clothes sent by someone else's house? But it's not worn on my sister, it's still beautiful, and my sister will be a very beautiful girl in the future, and I don't know who is lucky enough to get my sister

I don't know how old my sister was, one day when I was really at home with a thick book to tell my sister a story, suddenly a little boy appeared in front of my eyes, I will always remember the first time the little boy appeared in front of my eyes, although he is still very young, he looks like his sister is about the same age, but he may be a little taller than his sister, and his eyes are very big, his eyes are the sixth hottest, he looks like a very smart child, he is carrying a small bag in his hand, There are a lot of small cakes and other things in the bag, I have already passed those years, but my sister has no resistance to these small cakes, my sister looked at the cake in the child's hand, showing a very eager look, these things are indeed not very easy to eat in our family, the identity of this little boy makes me very suspicious, there are very few children at such an age nearby, just about the same age as this child boy, basically I have seen it, most of them are some very naughty, And there is no tutor boy, but this boy looks very white with special skin, many of us boys have dark skin since childhood, relatively dry, but this boy is the face is as white as the snow on the Tianshan Mountain, it looks very white and sweet, I guess this boy must have money in the family, so if this boy must have money in the family, this boy has only one possibility, that is Zhao Kaixuan, Zhao Kaixuan is the son of Uncle Zhao's family, and he has been very protective since he was a child. I haven't been out until now, and my home is very far away, so there are actually very few people who have seen this seafood, even if my family lives next to Zhang Haixuan's house, there are no people who have really seen Zhang Haixuan

Zhao Kaiqin's eyes showed great curiosity, he got into the crack of the iron door of my house, she was still very young at that time, it was not a difficult thing for him to get in, he saw his sister showing a very eager look at the small cake in his hand, and immediately took out the small cake, and handed it to his sister At that time, the little sister didn't understand anything, only knew that when others handed her something, she opened her mouth to eat, I know, I asked Zhao Haiyun's side Are you Zhao Kaixuan? Unexpectedly, Zhang Haixuan, who was only more than three years old, had already nodded and said, I am Zhao Haixuan's eldest brother, who are you? That was in addition to my sister, once someone called me brother, in fact, whether it was someone I knew, or other relatives in the family, they didn't want to call me brother, only Zhao Kaixuan and my sister called me brother, I told Zhao Kaixuan, I was telling my sister a story, do you want to listen to this money together? Obediently sat next to me, listening to me tell stories, fairy tales, I told them many times, but Zhao Haijun seemed to have never heard of it, sitting next to me, all so well-behaved, I like this child very much, although I know that in fact, maybe I am not qualified to be friends with her, even my sister, nor qualified to be friends with her, she is so rich, his family is so rich, our family is not up to theirs at all

And because of Zhao Kaixuan's runaway, it seems that the whole town is lively, and it seems that people are coming and going outside, but I don't know that these people are actually looking for Zhao Kaixuan, Zhao Xian obediently sat beside me, listening to the story I told, she and her sister ate a small cake one by one, and two children sat next to me, which made me feel very satisfied, one was my sister, and the other was a foreign child, but in this case, we had a very happy time, until it was almost dark, A very dignified uncle sat at the door of my house, I recognized it, that was Uncle Zhao, Uncle Zhao, when I found that Zhang Kaiquan was actually at my house, he sighed long, looked at me and said Bai Lang, it turns out that the child is like this, I am relieved to be on your side Zhang, Zhao Haixuan seemed to be a little reluctant Bai Qian When her father hugged her and left, he couldn't help but look back at Bai Jing, I told him if he wanted to come in the future, Uncle Zhao also told Zhao Kaixuan, if you want to come to my side to play in the future, You can come to the good people at any time, and when I heard this, I was very happy, and what I didn't know, since that day I started taking pictures, actually came to our house every day to listen to my story

Because of Zhao Kaixuan, my life seems to have become different all of a sudden, Uncle Zhao came to our house at night, and told my parents that Zhao Haiyan likes to come to our house to play, although Uncle Zhao's family is very rich, but I don't want to make it seem to be very special, so from that day on, every day after eating at noon, I will use a small bag to hold a lot of seafood, and she likes to eat small snacks, many times when she comes to my house, these small snacks are shared with her sister, I have long passed the age of snacking, and Zhao Haiyan is also a very well-behaved boy, when she and her sister are together, the two of them like to play games, like to listen to me tell stories, the days are there, they feel really better in the future, and it seems that it is at this time that Uncle Zhao noticed my parents, and now he is engaged in a very busy job, according to Uncle Zhao in order to take care of my parents, in his eyes, he found a job for my parents, and the money earned from this job is about the same as the money earned on the construction site, But the only good thing is that the working hours are not as much as before, and it is very close to home, and parents can have more time to take care of the family, and parents always say that the Zhao family is too good to us, and Uncle Zhao's family always takes special care of us, so we must find a way to repay them in the future

And at this time, Dad seemed to remember one thing, what Dad said, do you remember that Brother Zhao once said that he wanted to let our Bai Qian and Zhao Haijuan's doll kiss At this time, I already know what doll kiss means? But I don't really want that

Because my sister's life should be in my sister's own hands