Chapter 113: Illness
As Lu Yisheng said, Chen Xian was indeed not angry, although in the eyes of outsiders, his emotional change was similar to "angry", but in fact, it was ...... Chen Xian was just a little panicked, because the topic they were talking about happened to be the topic that Chen Xian wanted to avoid the most.
Does Chen Xian have a favorite?
It's hard to say, maybe only he knows.
Then change the question.
Does Chen Xian have anyone who wants to grow old with his looks?
Not really.
Because Chen Xian once thought about this problem, which is an important part of the so-called human genetic inheritance.
Multiply.
Am I going to find a girlfriend in the future?
Then get married, have children, and live the life that most humans should have.
But can I really do that?
Chen Xian was extremely skeptical about this.
Especially after the age of twenty-three, he no longer has any interest in things like "getting married and having children", not that he doesn't want to spend his life with others, but because he has discovered a certain characteristic of himself...... This characteristic is a dream that many human beings have been trying to pursue all their lives.
Back in the house.
Chen Xian sat on the edge of the bed and was silent for a long time, perhaps touched by Lu Yisheng's words, his mood had never been so complicated...... He didn't know what he was thinking, he just felt that all the thoughts in his brain were tangled together, like a ball of yarn tied in a dead knot.
Chen Xian once thought that it was the best choice to live this life alone, but in the process, he got acquainted with Mu He, Lu Yisheng, Xu Yanan, and Li Daosheng...... They are like the ups and downs of life, in a sense, they have profoundly affected Chen Xian, and it is precisely because of their existence that Chen Xian doesn't want to find a partner anymore, and marriage is becoming more and more distant to him.
"I've almost forgotten about it......"
Chen Xian walked to the bedside table with a complicated expression and opened the drawer, took out a photo album that looked slightly old from it, habitually skimmed the pages with his grandfather's photos in front of him, and slowly flipped through the photos in the back......
Twenty years old.
Twenty-one years old.
Twenty-two years old.
Twenty-three years old......
Every year when he celebrates his birthday, Chen Xian always follows his grandfather's habit to take a photo in the yard to commemorate it, but ...... Before the age of twenty, Chen Xian in every photo has changed significantly, he looks more and more mature, and his facial features are becoming more and more handsome or stretched, but after the age of twenty, until now.
His appearance has barely changed.
In other words.
Chen Xian's innate ability is almost immortal self-healing power, and this self-healing power is repairing his body all the time, keeping his internal organs and limbs in the best condition every second, and it is impossible for such a thing as aging and degeneration to happen to him...... The changes in his growth (aging) were only before the age of twenty, and after crossing the hurdle of the age of twenty, he almost never aged, and he maintained the appearance of the twenty-year-old from beginning to end...... This seems to be no different from the mythical immortality?
It won't grow old, it won't die.
Chen Xian didn't know how long he would remain in this state, maybe decades or even hundreds of years, or even longer......
The so-called immortality may be nothing more than that.
But this is not a good thing for Chen Xian, and even he feels that it is a curse, because his childhood experience has left a lot of shadows on him, and he does not want to live for a long time...... Just want to live and die like an ordinary human being, swallow your last breath and leave this world when it's time to die, this is the best ending, but his self-healing power does not allow this kind of thing to happen.
Before meeting Mu He, Chen Xian was often troubled by his self-healing power, especially when he was alone at home, he didn't know what the meaning of his life was, immortality may be of great significance to others, but for him...... Is this different from a torment that can never be shaken off?
He likes to be alone.
But he was afraid to be alone.
People who are accustomed to loneliness are actually more afraid of loneliness than ordinary people, and Chen Xian is a living example, if he is allowed to live alone for many years until he lives to the end of his years...... Then I'm afraid this world is a living hell for Chen Xian.
However, this kind of trouble gradually disappeared after meeting Mu He, and even Chen Xian almost forgot that he still had this incurable "disease", after getting acquainted with Lu Yisheng, Xu Yanan and Li Daosheng walked into their lives one by one...... Chen Xian almost regarded himself as an ordinary alien.
Until today, Lu Yisheng mentioned this matter.
Chen Xian remembered for a moment......
It turned out that he was still a "patient".
How many years can an Inhuman live?
Chen Xian probably calculated that first-class aliens like Xu Yanan and Li Daosheng might be able to live to about one hundred and thirty years old, and the longest would not exceed one hundred and fifty years old, and aliens like Lu Yisheng would have a shorter life, but they would definitely live longer than ordinary humans...... But their lifespan is no different from that of an insect in Chen Xian's eyes, because Chen Xian knows very well how well he can live, and it may be easy to survive three generations of their family.
After a few decades or a hundred years, it is estimated that Chen Xian will have to send these old friends to the end one by one, which makes Chen Xian panic just thinking about it...... He didn't want to face this fact at all, because these friends were too important to Chen Xian, and it could be seen from how much he usually took care of the people around him that he cherished everyone who came into his life, especially after his grandfather left, it was even more difficult for him to face the problem of life and death.
Can't even deal with the problems of friends, let alone the other half who grows old together?
He is not old or dead, even if he lives for a thousand years, he is still the face he is today, while the other half will go through aging and illness until he dies step by step...... Chen Xian had never experienced what it was like to see his lover suffer, but he could imagine that it must be much more uncomfortable than seeing his friends suffer, after all, that's what it is like on TV.
"What to do in the future...... Do you want to confess your problems to Lu Yisheng...... How are we going to get along with each other when they're old...... Watching them die of old age......" Chen Xian muttered to himself, and the parasite also oozed from his body at this moment, wrapping around his arm like some silk-like substance, as if to soothe his emotions, "I definitely can't stay in the secret bureau for the rest of my life...... You'll be discovered...... When is it good to leave...... Is it going abroad or ......"
There are some things that you can't think about, and once you think about them, troubles will follow.
For example, Chen Xian at this time.
After forgetting his "illness" for a short time, he lived happily every day, and he didn't want to think about the future, he only cared about the present, but now...... There are more and more "problems" popping up from his brain, Chen Xian can't control it at all, and he doesn't want to think about these things that give him a headache, but he just can't control it......
Chen Xian was scared.
That's right, he's just scared.
Because he suddenly realized that no matter how many friends around him are happy every day, one day these will disappear...... Those living friends will gradually turn into dust and disappear from this world, and their lives will eventually return to the state of a person, and now all this is just a dream.
Someday.
Time will take away everything you have.
Is there any way to keep everyone alive?
Even if it sounds a little selfish to say this, Chen Xian thinks so...... He wants everyone around him to accompany him, as long as he is not alone, then he is not afraid of anything, even if he is forced to live to the end of time, he will not be afraid, he has tasted what loneliness is like, so he doesn't want to go back, he doesn't want to go back to the life of being shrouded in the shadow of loneliness all day long.
"Boss?"
Suddenly, a familiar voice broke the silence in the room, Chen Xian couldn't help but come back to his senses, and when he looked up, it turned out that the window had been pushed open, and Lu Yisheng and them stood by the window sneakily and only showed half of their faces...... It's like a stack of bricks, the bottom is a small dot, and then Mu He, Xu Yanan, Mr. Skeleton, for the rest of their lives, they are "piled up" one by one.
"What the hell are you doing...... Chen Xian looked at them helplessly.
"I didn't ...... Didn't do anything...... I'm just worried about your ......."
Lu Yisheng smiled dryly, seeing that Chen Xian's mood was not bad, he opened his mouth and asked tentatively.
"Boss, have you ever been hurt...... Like falling out of love or something......"
"Can you get out?"
Chen Xian resisted the urge to scold, but after saying this, he looked at the pile of funny human head building blocks outside the window, and finally laughed uncontrollably.
He glanced at Lu Yisheng with tears and laughter, and threatened him angrily and funny.
"If you talk nonsense again, believe it or not, I'm going to hang you on the locust tree and smoke you right now?"
Hearing this, Lu Yisheng's face turned white in an instant.
"Boss, you have a strong taste...... I even like this tune...... No wonder you can't find someone! ”