But it wasn't until this moment that I deeply realized that my mistake was worth it, it was too outrageous, Qingming couldn't forgive me anymore, and it made me feel sad, because our family was separated, and after two years of such a good life, now it has become disunited, my mother complains about me every day, let me go out to work, my father and I were kicked out by my mother, work but my mother lives a good life at home every day, but there is no way, my father can only return to the vegetable market to sell vegetables, And I also had to look for a job, during this time I looked for a lot of work, waiter cosmetics store sales, even to the closing shop to work as a barmaid, my former friends, now see me are far away, no one wants to help me, those men who used to be with me, at this time is just when I am a lowly woman, they can trample on my self-esteem at will.

But at this time, I also recognized the reality, Qingming spent 200,000 yuan on me, let me go to his parents to apologize, I took the money, and without hesitation to apologize to my father-in-law and mother-in-law, in fact, apologize to them, not only for this money, I also feel that these two people were so good to me at the beginning, if I knew to cherish them at the beginning, maybe now my life is very good, but everything is too difficult, I hurt them too deeply, and the greening is not wrong, I know a lot of these things are controlled by Dragonfly, but so what? All the choices are in my own hands, and if I don't take the initiative to choose all this, no one can harm me.

But at this time, I found something that made me even more unacceptable, after arriving at Banqiao with honeysuckle, I had already accepted my fate and worked in a shopping mall, but when I was working next to me, I found that my mother was bringing a young man, and this shopping mall spent money on that man, my mother, how much money did she steal from the hot pot restaurant over the years? I didn't know what your mother said that the money had been spent, but it was also at this moment that I found out that my mother actually raised a little white face outside, and did these things behind my back with my father over there, and all the money actually came from me, I felt that at this moment I rushed over almost like crazy, and my mother tore up, I didn't believe that my car had such a shameless mother, I followed my mother to the community where the two of them lived, I didn't expect my mother to really buy a house for this man, the money to buy the house must have come from the hot pot restaurant, these money versions are all their own money, my mother is still blaming herself for not working hard to make money and support herself, it turns out that he actually raised a little white face outside, this incident made Wu Xue completely angry, knocked on the door, and saw this little white face with her mother, Wu Xue quarreled with this man and her mother regardless of it.

But I won't let go of my mother so easily, at this moment I knew that it turned out that the one who hurt me the most was my worthless mother, it turned out that the money he gave this little white face to buy a house was all the money scammed from the hot pot restaurant, he even wanted to divorce my father, and asked me to give her child support every month, this woman thought really too simple, I would never agree to him, since he could get the approval of the little white face, he relied on money at the beginning, then he has no money now, and the little white face is probably not willing to want him, I took the initiative to approach the little white face called Li Tong, and then seduced him to sleep with me The little white face called Li Tong, who was originally a bastard, is naturally accepted by the comer without refusing to accept me When my mother knew that I was with his lover, I couldn't accept it very much, and ran away with the same, and finally I even asked my mother's relatives to appear in court as my witnesses, helping me prove that I went to court with my mother, and finally got into trouble, and the result was that my mother and father divorced, but my father and mother's house returned, My mom also had to return the money before, and my mom seemed to have divided it up and ran away, where did she go? I don't want to care anymore, this woman has really hurt me too much, and everything about me happened with her.

Things have finally settled down, fortunately, I finally saved the only property of our family, that is, Dad's old house, maybe after a few years of demolition can also change to a larger house, Dad, after this incident, it seems that a lot has changed, she is going back to her hometown in the countryside to live, she doesn't want to continue to live in the city, and I want to continue to live here, at this time Qingming flowers grew on me, he told me that Chen Zixiang was actually he found to lie to me, in fact, even if he knew, what about it? I can't blame Qing Minghua, all this is my own choice, but Tsinghua gave me a revenge, it really fell, it turned out that Chen Zixiang was actually a scumbag back then, deceived Qingming Hua Jinhua, promised me a lot of money, as long as I went to expose Chen Ziqiang's true face, I went to Shanghai according to Qingming Hua's requirements, and found Chen Zixiang's successful separation, Chen Zixiang and his current wife, Chen Zixiang soon divorced his wife, maybe, Maybe Cheng Ziqiang is now sitting with the same dream as me and me, thinking that they can rely on Qingming to reach the sky in one step, but in fact, we all fall into it, but what can we do? All these choices are our own choices, and we are all responsible for our own choices.

At the moment when I left Shanghai, Qingming Hua quietly gave me the money, Honeysuckle is a man of words, I also told Qin Minhua, I will not retaliate against anyone in the future, I still returned to this place in Sichuan, after all, there is my house, I want to live well in this place, I want to prevent my mother from continuing to associate with the little white face, so every once in a while I will go to the little white net chong, as his lover, but I ask him never to be with my mother, As for where the hell did my mom go? I don't know, but after a long time, he once asked me for a sum of money, and I gave him a little money, and promised him to give her child support on time, so that he could go back to the countryside and live with my father, as for whether he went back later? I don't know, I should go back, right? But my dad told me that he has become much more honest now, that is, a person who lives at home.

The little white face that my mother raised before, the person named Li Tong, she was a massage technician in a massage parlor at the earliest, and I met my mother because of business, and finally my mother fell in love with his handsome appearance and became two people, but since my breakup, Li Tong actually thought about marrying me? I also thought about this matter, after all, the two of us are some bad people, and it is too difficult to find the right person, so Li Tong mentioned the matter of marrying me, but I was a little hesitant, thinking about thinking about it in a few years! For my previous marriage, Qingmingyu married me soon after divorcing me, the foreman Zhang Juan in the store, in fact, I have long seen that Zhang Juan has always liked Qin Mingyu, to be honest, he is also more suitable for Qin Mingyu than me, he is the kind of person who lives a good life, the two of them have not been married for long, I heard that they were pregnant on the same day, and now it is like I want to get intimate rain again, it is impossible, but I am really jealous of Zhang Juan, and I hate myself normally, hate myself, Why was there an intimacy around me that was so good to me, but I just didn't cherish it, but after I returned to Sichuan, my former boyfriends would still look for me, but now I don't want to divorce anymore, any of them are gone, and when my physiology is in need, I can go to Li Tong, but I also look down on those men who trample on my dignity when I am down.

I went back to the cosmetics store, to be a cosmetics salesman, now I am different from before, every day I actively face every customer, my performance is getting higher and higher, slowly, my monthly income is getting higher and higher, although I am not short of money in my hands, but relying on the money I earned, but it makes me feel more and more satisfied, the days are like this, day by day, occasionally I will go back to the original time I and the seventh sister have won the hot pot restaurant, they have now opened, another branch, When I go, they never ask me for money, and I don't take the initiative to give money, I come here to eat, mainly to remind myself, what kind of good things I have missed? If I have the opportunity in the future, I can't miss it again.

Later, I still married the man named Li Tong, Li Tong she is not easy to find a partner, both of us have been lonely for a long time, usually like lovers, occasionally go to bed together, after a long time, the two of us choose to get married, Li Tong's house was originally bought by my mother, and now it has become the common property of the two of us, my mother knows that I am completely unwilling to face us after Li Tong is together, after all, it was his previous lover, and now he feels such an embarrassing scene of marriage with her daughter, He caused him to never want to meet with me and Li Tong, and Li Tong and I were not willing to meet them, after all, everyone felt very embarrassed, I knew that she asked people, it seems that a family like ours is too complicated, but everything has come to this end, and we can only go on and go on.

Li Tong and I lived a very peaceful life, because my life was very relaxed in the early years, so the possibility of my birth is not very large, and fortunately, Li Tong does not care much about this matter, the girl told me, if we can't have children before the age of 35, then we will adopt one, if there is, we will cherish our family, you opened a small massage club with yourself, well, a very formal massage club, just give some people foot massage, Many years later, once Honeysuckle came back to see me, when Honeysuckle came back to see me, I had been working in the cosmetics store for a long time, and even had my own shares in the cosmetics store, so I sold my products harder.

In fact, I know very clearly what Jin Minghua's real purpose is for looking for me? He doesn't care, it's just that I'm afraid that I'll go to his brother's trouble again, in fact, I sometimes go to the hot pot restaurant to eat, looking at Qing, I just deeply regret that I actually missed a man who loves me like this, I go to Qingming Flower, rest assured, I will definitely not go to them again, but Tsinghua hopes that I won't go to the hot pot restaurant again, I hesitated, and finally agreed to Qingminghua, in fact, think about it, that's all my previous past, why do you want to be attached to those? Even if those were very good in the past, I have completely lost them.

I sometimes can't help it, like when I met Jin Mingyu, in that kitchen, I experienced the eyes of the goldfish looking at me when I was carving a radish with a radish, full of infinite tenderness, why didn't I enjoy such a look at that time? I am also handsome in my heart, I work hard, but I am too honest, I was too young at the time, and I always feel that such an honest man feels very boring, but now that I am stupid and long, I am slowly getting bigger, and I will begin to appreciate this kind of honest man in the future, I am really a good hand at living, intimate and Zhang Juan are together, and I have two children, but I still don't have any children.

Since then, I didn't even dare to go to a store, although we are all in the same city, but the time to meet is too little, there is almost nothing to meet, I and Qingming Yu seem to have become people of two worlds, even if they are in the same city, they will never meet many years later Li Li Tong and I are very fortunate that at the age of 33, I finally had a child of my own, which may be the only child in the lives of the two of us, when I was pregnant, I couldn't help but think back to everything before, Li Tong and I both decided that after the child was born, we must educate him well, at least give her a correct three views, we were all people with wrong three views in the past, so our lives are very unbearable, now this child is the future of both of us, we hope that he can be good in the future, not like her parents, live such an unbearable life.

We wasted half of our own life's time, and in the end we were still pitiful to each other to live a little bit, then our child, I only hope that he will grow up healthy and safe in the future, not like us, I am Wu Xue, I have missed a lot in my life, I hope my future life can live correctly.