When you are full, you will be sleepy, and Yu Siqi is the same.

It's just that before he can fall asleep smoothly, he has something to worry about that needs to be figured out.

"Priest, aren't you going to rest?"

Hearing Yu Siqi's question, Father An reluctantly moved his gaze from the book to him, and said: "There are actually many ways to rest, physical exhaustion is actually not worth mentioning to me, and mental sleepiness is the main reason that affects me. For those of us who are focused on our faith, what could be more convenient than reading a book to relieve our mental fatigue? So, please don't think of 'not sleeping' as 'not resting'. Not only will it make you narrow-minded, but it will also limit your horizons. ”

Faced with Father An's didactic answer, Yu Siqi naturally listened to it in his ears and remembered it in his heart.

Fair, however, was apparently not familiar with the priest's routine.

"It's the first time I've heard that 'reading a book' can relieve fatigue. Sure enough, I'm also a 'narrow-minded' person. ”

"Not necessarily. I don't know much about you, but judging by these books, you're probably not a man of faith. Without faith, it is naturally impossible to draw strength from books. So, in this case, it may not be just because of your 'thinking'. Have you ever thought that maybe you still have room to move forward in terms of ideas? ”

Father Ann fools people in a way that is always set in one set. Because he was familiar with his routines, Yu Siqi would not even be surprised when he saw Fair's expression of deep approval.

"Thoughts? That was really the barrenest part of me. But I'm a little curious, how did the priest know this from those books? ”

Fair's question was actually exactly what Yu Siqi wanted to ask, and since he took the initiative to ask it himself, Yu Siqi naturally just stayed aside and was a quiet listener.

"It's actually quite understandable. While you're spending all your time on items that seem rare but don't really have much value, I've gone through the books in general terms. Then I quickly noticed that among these books, there were only a handful of books on religion and rituals. For the most part, it's about legends and anecdotes. Moreover, I have noticed that you seem to like to collect biographies of others, and you also like to fill in the ominous parts of the biographies for others. In fact, when I saw this, I already had a relatively superficial understanding. It's just that what really made me sure was the most wonderful paragraph you wrote. ”

Father Ann flipped the book in his hand over and presented it to Yu Siqi.

The chapter is crammed to the brim in black typography and dark green handwriting, with fragments of the diary cropped from some places pasted on it. Looking at those tiny fonts, in order to better understand them, Yu Siqi decided to read them: "Power should not be treated as a game, or fundamentally, is it unfair to power itself to look at power with a game attitude?"

To confirm this, I interviewed a number of important people who had held important positions in the country.

For example, Mr. Yeung, the Minister of the Interior and Military Governor, took 30 seconds to answer one of my more aggressive questions. The question at the time was -

'What do you think of the power in your hands?' ’

'Me? It's just an obligation given by His Majesty. ’

That's what the witty Mr. Yang told me. Although I can't deny that this may be another euphemism, it is only a family statement, and it is not enough to put an end to the doubts in my mind.

So, I went one step further. Soon after, I had the good fortune to meet a beautiful woman who was a little different from everyone else at a not-so-public private banquet. In this heavy makeup wine pool meat forest, she is dressed in white like a starlight that has never been covered with dust, which is so special. As for her identity, according to my later understanding, she is actually His Majesty's most trusted planner. The so-called planner is actually the existence of the master of the country. Moreover, it is said that many of the country's current laws and regulations were drafted by her. So to see her here was very, very pleasant, and it was like an unexpected surprise. And to my delight, she didn't seem to refuse my accosting, but made a request not to try to ask her out to dinner, and she said she had turned down at least fifty or more invitations. Of course, I said yes, in fact, I still regretted it a little after I agreed. After all, if you can meet such a beautiful girl, anyone will be very happy! It's just that I'm still a trustworthy person after all. So, let's get straight to the point.

Since I have asked many people the same question before, and have received many 'perfunctory' answers, I wanted to make something special this time. With 'Do you feel a sense of identity with what you are doing?' After asking these completely incompromising words, I already knew that I couldn't turn back. The rest depends on the reaction of the other party. When she heard my question, she looked at me with an expression that could see through her heart and said, 'I like my current job very much, and I also enjoy the status and convenience that it brings outside of work.' In fact, if you are just trying to complete your dissertation, you don't need to choose such a particularly complex and obscure subject to write about. Thankless work, even if it is done, may not be able to produce any obvious chemical reaction. On the contrary, it will make you look a little special among people of the same kind. I'll be honest, this special will not bring you any gains, it will only make the path you can take in the future narrower. ’

It can only be said that it is worthy of being an existence that can solve problems for His Majesty. Not only did he answer my question perfectly, but he also tapped it from the side and told me that it was 'unwise'. Of course, I can't be discouraged by the other party's 'few words', I'm afraid she knows this herself. It's just that I didn't notice that the next thing would happen that I hadn't even thought about.

When a masked man stood behind her and gently ran his fingers through her hair, I rightfully stepped in to stop his incivility. I wouldn't have known that just a few seconds later, I would regret my stupid 'righteous deeds' for the rest of my life.

I remember very well that after I came forward, the man did not stop his intentions, but felt a little more presumptuous. Not just in action, but also in words.

'I didn't even know you had a new friend!' Really, why don't you introduce yourself to me? It's a pity that it's still too sharp, and you need to put it in a sheath and hide it! ’

Didn't I tell you not to be so frivolous all the time? I hate you like that! ’

In fact, by the time she said that, I had already realized that something was wrong. Unfortunately, there is no regret medicine in the world. The rest of the story was understandable, and I watched them leave in a very intimate gesture. It wasn't until years later, when I saw her again, that I got answers from her that I had never been able to figure out. 'Who is that man?' She smiled and said nothing, but pointed to the throne. From that moment on, I realized how naïve it was to try to tie it to something without even understanding what power was. ”