The words of the original owner can be described as heart-wrenching.

These days, Wen Yiqian is really tired, tired and tired.

It stands to reason that with his current state, it is far easier to deal with emergencies and face metamorphosis than before.

He deserves to be more relaxed and at ease.

But in fact, Wen Yiqian was more tired than before.

This tiredness is not physical exhaustion, but mental exhaustion.

As the other party said, after that time, he thought he had seen his true heart, and then he kept straining himself and trying to maintain that state.

But in reality, that's just part of his character, not the whole of his character.

For example, everyone cannot be a completely good person, even a kind-hearted person will have an "evil" side.

This is the multifaceted nature of the human personality.

For example, one day, a kind person sees the "evil" side of himself and takes it as his true self.

And then every day, even every moment, trying to maintain this "evil", of course, will be tiring.

Because he is inherently good, how can he suddenly turn into a thoroughly evil person?

This is the case with Wen Yiqian, who sees his "evil" side.

But he regarded this side of his character as his true self, abandoned his original character and habits, began to self-hypnosis, and disguised himself as this all the time.

This is like Wen Yiqian, who has been in performance mode these days.

Originally, once or twice a day was enough to be tired.

Now I'm performing all the time, and I can't stand it anymore if I am anyone.

As time passed, his heart became more and more depressed, his spirit became more and more tense, his mood became more and more depressed, and he became more and more easily affected by other people's affairs.

Sometimes, he even feels disgusted by his own actions and thoughts.

So much so that these days, Wen Yiqian's performance is a little lax, and he will reveal his original kind and emotional heart.

He may be a good guy with a black belly, but he is by no means a psychologically dark pervert.

What's more, he has been trying to disguise himself, Wen Yiqian is extremely tired, and he can't feel the joy of being alive at all.

He tried hard to have fun with it, to enjoy it, to hypnotize himself, but he couldn't.

Feelings come from the heart.

If you are unhappy, you are unhappy.

Tired, that's tired.

I feel that this kind of thing can't be disguised no matter how much he hypnotizes himself.

Wen Yiqian's eyes were full of confusion, he sighed, covered his face with his hands, closed his eyes, and gently rubbed them.

He couldn't see himself clearly now.

It can even be said that even he himself doesn't know what kind of character he is.

The mask has been worn for a long time, sticking to the face, and burning into the heart, and I don't know how to take it off.

"Can you tell me what kind of person I am?" Wen Yiqian buried his face between his knees and said in a muffled voice.

The original owner glanced at Wen Yiqian, did not wait for the answer he wanted, and was not in a hurry.

"Just follow your heart." He looked up at the sky and whispered, "Your mind may lie to you, but your heart won't."

Do what you want to do, do what you love, it's simple! ”

"How can it be so simple...... Wen Yiqian's face was completely buried between his knees, and his voice was a little choked, "I just want to live a little easier, I just want to lie down and have a good rest, I just want to have a few friends who can tell the truth, I just want to live an ordinary life for a few days......"

By the end, he couldn't stop crying.

It's only been a month.

Wen Yiqian has lost count of how many perverted criminals he has encountered.

Anyway, he only knew that no matter who he met now, he would subconsciously speculate on the other party with the worst thoughts.

It's like there is no good person in this world, and he needs to intrigue with everyone he meets.

Every day, you have to face all kinds of dangers and absorb the negative energy transmitted by various perverted criminals.

In the past, when Wen Yiqian was writing, when he watched some perverted crime cases, he felt that he couldn't stand the depression in his heart.

Sometimes, a frenzied crime can make him depressed for days.

Nowadays, every day you have to face all kinds of perverted crimes.

He not only has to face the pervert of negative energy in person, but also has to accept the impact of the other party's three views.

What's even more terrifying is that he must constantly speculate on the other party's psychology and bring in the other party's ideas in order to solve the situation.

If you were an ordinary person, it would be estimated that you would go crazy in a day or two at most.

Of course, the premise is that these people can survive in this world for a day or two.

Wen Yiqian has gone through so many psychopathic baptisms, and he is not crazy until now, which is actually a miracle.

In the past, after solving the troubles, at least I could take a good rest, relax a little, grit my teeth and pass.

But this time, Wen Yiqian was really tired to the extreme, and the suppressed emotions in his heart were released at once, and the whole person completely collapsed.

What happened to Zheng Wenjun before, for him, was like the last straw that broke the camel's back.

He really couldn't understand why these people had to do it when they could enjoy the normal life he dreamed of.

Why do you have to let him pay for it?

The more Wen Yiqian thought about it, the more aggrieved he became, it was really sad, a handful of tears, and the one who cried was called pitiful.

Even if other people saw this scene, even if they didn't know anything, they could feel his sadness and exhaustion.

The original owner watched from the sidelines, his eyes were a little complicated, but he didn't speak.

No matter if it were anyone else, he wouldn't be touched in any way.

His heart, which has long lost its temperature, will not sympathize with anyone.

Only Wen Yiqian, a guy who lives in the same body as him, has set off waves in his heart.

These days, he has watched Wen Yiqian resolve crises again and again, grow little by little, and crawl back from the brink of death again and again.

He was like a most loyal spectator, silently watching all this.

And Wen Yiqian is like the protagonist in a TV series to him, obviously he has no contact, but he seems to be extremely familiar.

Like a friend, but more like a mirror.

Everyone can see themselves in the mirror, and the original owner is no exception.

Because of this, he can more truly understand the sadness and sadness of the other party.

Wen Yiqian didn't care that there was another person beside him, and cried silently for a long time, as if he wanted to vent his sadness, grievances, and sadness at the bottom of his heart.

Fortunately, he is not the kind of person who is silent and stubborn.

There is so much negative energy accumulated in his heart, if he keeps gritting his teeth, sooner or later, he will become a complete pervert and madman.

It is indeed a good thing for Wen Yiqian to vent it as soon as possible, at least he will not be psychologically distorted because of this.