Chapter 228: Why Are You Suspicious?
"You are very different from before," no longer the soft and weak appearance of the crying nose, Lu Henian reached out in surprise and satisfaction to stroke Lu Yixin's high bun, rubbed the back of his neck vigorously, and patted her shoulder, "I can't even believe it...... "I can't believe that my weak willow and terminally ill daughter will become such a little woman who is a prancing horse and a flower and does not lose any man's posture, it is really - God lives up to his Lu Henian and does not treat the Lu family lightly!" "Are you all cured?" Everything back then is vivid, and anyone who has seen her can't help but ask more.
Lu Yixuan looked at the bonfire in the camp burning, the light and shadow flickered and flickered on her face, she nodded and leaned against the wind fence and sighed: "Does my father like it?" "Do you like Lu Yixuan like this now?
"I like it." Lu Henian did not hesitate to express his mood, of course he liked such a daughter in war horse uniform.
"Uncle Fang misses you very much, and I miss you too." This is the truth, the people in Nanping's hometown are thinking about the old master all the time, she jumped lightly on the wooden fence where she was stationed, and the jinghai cloth skirt was hooked with filigree, she didn't care, the two of them whispered side by side in the front of the camp where no one disturbed, as if trying to open the door and estrangement of the heart for many years.
Lu Henian involuntarily clenched his hands and secretly wiped the corners of his eyes, he looked up, the sky in the northwest was clean and clear, the stars were shining, he was about to forget the weeping willows in the south of the Yangtze River, and the bustling city of Shengjing: "Governor Yuhai occasionally mentions the major events of Shengjing City, I heard that ......" He heard a lot of things, about Lu Yixuan, about the Guogong Mansion, about all the impermanence of life and death, "Now at home, everything is fine?" ”
Lu Yixing's eyes darkened suddenly, the ruined family of the Guogong Mansion has always been a thorn in her heart that she can't bear to look back on, and Lu Henian is not ignorant of this.
Lu Henian held her hand: "That's not your fault, Ah Yu." The man's words are sincere, the situation in Shengjing City is treacherous, step by step, Lu Yixin's every step is difficult and unusually walking on thin ice, he is the general of Dayan, but the dignified Wei Guogong did not give his wife and children a stable living environment, "It is me who is wrong, it is me Lu Henian - Lu Henian was disloyal, unfilial, unkind and unrighteous at the beginning, which made the Lu family fall into a quagmire and collapse." He doesn't blame anyone, especially his daughter in front of him, if Lu Yixin hadn't returned to Shengjing City to turn the tide at the most difficult time, the Guogong Mansion would not have been able to survive to this day, at least, what she had given to Lu Wanyu and Zhang Lian was the comfort that Lu Henian could not give in the past ten years.
She is the pearl and hope of the Lu family.
And not him, a bad old man who was thousands of miles away and accomplished nothing but sin and escape.
Lu Henian's fist smashed on the dead branches and wooden fence on the side, the blood stains were embedded in the sawdust, and the skin was open, and when he thought of his wife who had been with him for many years, he had no chance to see the last face, but his originally talented son was deeply lost, and the daughter of the scholar married the jackal by mistake, without the support and protection of her husband and father, the people of the Wei Mansion were bullied in Shengjing City and did not dare to resist.
"It's all my fault!" Lu Henian blamed himself and was angry, and his eyes couldn't help but be red and hot.
"My daughter is also at fault." If she hadn't been so anxious, if she hadn't been so stubborn, maybe the outcome would have been different.
Lu Henian shook his head, his fingertips rubbed his little daughter's scattered long hair, look, that sick little girl is now grown up and taller, her wrists are slender, her finger bones are slender, her eyebrows are as shallow as melodious as distant mountains, and the moonlight shines on her delicate cheeks, you can't imagine that she will carry a knife on the horse and fight on the battlefield.
"No...... I'm an escapist who can't face the Lu family," Lu Henian confessed, "I haven't even sent a letter to your mother for more than ten years, A, don't you ask why I'm so ruthless...... It's that I can't, it's that I don't dare, and I don't even want to hear any news about the Lu family from Shengjing City. In the days when Lu Henian's life was worse than death and his will was depressed, all his resistance came from the heart, as long as he didn't listen or watch, it was the greatest comfort, "I'm not a good husband, let alone a good father, I'm just a waste person who can't even atone for my sins." ”
From the Duke of Wei to the border soldiers, Lu Henian has experienced ups and downs, and the eternal sins he has borne have exhausted all his lofty ambitions.
Lu Yixing shook her head, wanting to explain something for his denial, she grabbed Lu Henian's hand and said eagerly: "You are a general who is worthy of the world, I never believe what they say, in the eyes of the Lu family in Nanping, you are standing up to the sky!" "What kind of traitor to the country, treacherous, driving 80,000 people to death in vain, ask the people from the Lu family in Nanping, who will admit that these villains are framed, in Lu Yixin's world, Uncle Fang repeats every day the great achievements of Wei Guogong, and the old housekeeper sneers at those rumors, undoubtedly, this has a profound impact on Lu Yixing's continuous polishing of faith and stubbornness.
Lu Henian was loyal and defended his family and country, but he was framed by traitors and deviant, and the old accounts did not disappear one day.
"With your words, my heart is satisfied." Lu Henian gasped for breath as if he had received the greatest forgiveness in his life, he had a good daughter who overcame obstacles and braved the wind and waves, and a good son who had lost his way and returned home.
"No," Lu Yixuan pursed her lips, there was firmness and brilliance in her eyes, she jumped off the wooden fence and stood in front of Lu Henian, pinching her father's palm, and hot sweat continued to break out, as if this time she couldn't allow him to escape another half an inch, "You and I both know that those crimes are false, and if they are false, they will not be true, and the Lu family will never bear a thousand crimes for others." "Why should you wronged a virtuous and loyal minister and chilled the hearts of all the soldiers at the border pass, just because the powerful people in Shengjing City can call for wind and rain?
There is no such heresy in the world.
Lu Henian was stunned: "What do you mean ......?"
"The heavens are clear, the grievances are clear, I want the Nanping Lu family to regain its prestige, I want the Nanping Lu family to not be despised and famous all over the world!" Lu Yixuan's soft cry was loud, as if she knelt in front of her mother's bed and swore a heavy oath that the stigma would not disgrace all the glory of the Lu family, and the glowing pearls would never be buried in the darkness.
Lu Henian was stunned and the corners of his mouth couldn't move, as if he didn't expect his little daughter to be so ambitious, for a while, he slowly pulled out his hand, obviously the man's emotions were not affected by Lu Yixin's excitement and excitement, on the contrary, he thought and worried and touched an old cigarette stick from behind his waist and lit it.
Lu Yixing squinted his eyes, Lu Henian had never touched these things in the past.
"Ah, it's been ten years." He just said lightly, "Ten years will change a lot of reasons, and it will also make the originally important things dispensable, I never care." Lu Henian raised his head and spit out a lazy smoke ring, put down his spear and picked up the cigarette stick, Wei Guogong seemed to have become another person, from an ambitious person who had not been rewarded to a person who knew his fate and was optimistic, all the unwillingness and complaints were smoothed out by the wind and frost of the West, he didn't want to fight for a reputation and a breath again.
It's better - it's better to keep this cheap life to make a final contribution to the people of the frontier, as for whether it is sin or glory on his head, it has nothing to do with him Lu Henian.
Lu Yixing was really stunned, Lu Henian's negative reaction made the original blood in her heart seem to be poured with a bowl of cold water, but the bonfire did not go out, but made her even more confused and struggling, and the more it burned, the more it burned.
"But father, although you are accused of collaborating with the enemy and treason, it is the entire Lu family that suffers," she said in her heart for the humiliation of her mother and eldest brother and third sister, and her father said lightly "I don't care", he can not give a letter to his family for ten years, and at the end of the day, he bowed his head and admitted his mistakes and said insincere words, but--but in Shengjing City, it was everyone in the Lu family who was carrying the sins for him, and it was not so simple that two or three sentences could disappear, "My daughter has been in Beijing for nearly two years, With eyes and ears, a heart and affection, they can distinguish between right and wrong, and what is loyalty, treachery, good and evil! ”
The hideousness behind the smiling faces of the civil and military officials, they ridiculed and mocked, they praised the high and stepped on the low, they tended to be inflammatory, but the grievances of the mother, the hatred of the third sister, and the resentment that had been pressed on the knees of the Lu family for many years could no longer impress Lu Henian, who was now like water.
He seems to be scared and even more tired, intrigue and deceit, if the case more than ten years ago makes waves again, I don't know how many people will be implicated in today's Shengjing magnates.
Lu Henian's hand was stunned for a long time because of Lu Yixin's words, and he knocked on the wind flag on the side and played with the cigarette stick, without saying a word.
"I can see that General Shi and Ren Zaifu are all insiders, and even Lord Du Yu Shi Cheng can't get rid of the relationship." It is rare for Lu Yixin to reveal her purpose so clearly in front of others, as if in this barren west, in front of her trusting father, she doesn't need to show and cover up, "Is it a coincidence that Mrs. Ying lost her words on Ren An's 60th birthday, and then the carriage she was riding in accidentally overturned and returned to the west?" ”
"Mrs. Ying?" Lu Henian's eyes were touched by this name, and he remembered that the woman was Xin'anhou's wife, and the old marquis's child also died in the Wuhuaimen case, "Xin'anhou is a good person." "Defending the family and defending the country and dying on the battlefield can be called a martyr," So, because of Mrs. Ying's death, you suspect Ren Zaifu. Lu Henian shook his head, what is Ren An's identity, if it is so obvious, is it still a bad old man who coordinates the six departments.
"My daughter is not suspicious, she is speculating." All kinds of signs can only prove that some people are thieves and try to deliberately cover up the facts.
Lu Henian laughed and sighed: "Ren An has been an official in the court for decades, if you ask the people of the Dayan Dynasty, is he a good Zaifu, hard-working, rain or shine, Ah Yu, you shouldn't slander him." Obviously, Ren An's heart is in Lu Henian's heart, fighting to the death with martial arts and admonishing from the dead, and he is also a loyal and righteous man.