Chapter 105: Seeking Peace

In winter, it was getting dark quickly, and I couldn't see the road in a blink of an eye, so Lotus Ye hurriedly came over with a lamp in his hand and led the way in front.

Yu Lu pulled Yu Zhao and walked forward in a wooden manner, the mother and daughter had a tacit understanding and did not say a word.

The lamp was also turned on in the house, and the lotus flower took the people, and the meal was arranged early, and when I saw a few people coming back, I just wanted to speak, but I saw that the atmosphere was not right, and I could stop talking.

After Yu Lu Yuzhao sat down, no one moved the chopsticks, the lotus flower wanted to ask what was the matter, but was quickly pulled by the lotus leaf, and the action was big, and the lampstand next to it was accidentally knocked down, for some reason, the atmosphere was a little embarrassing.

Lianye hurriedly lifted the lampstand up, and before he could apologize, he heard Yu Zhao instruct: "Let's go down first, my mother and I want to talk alone." ”

Everyone actually noticed it, and Yu Lu's mood didn't seem to be right today. After receiving the order, he hurriedly retreated one by one, and closed the door sensibly.

The surroundings were quiet, and the tears that Yu Lu had endured for a long time fell with the sound of the door closing, and he was so sad that he couldn't help but lie on the table and choked, he had never been depressed all these years, and today it seemed that he couldn't bear it anymore. The last straw fell on his back, which was uncomfortable and needed to be spit out.

"In the past, everyone said that I was born a cheap body, and after a long time, I also thought so, no robbery, no fighting, those bullying and insults, others took it for granted, and later, I also thought it was taken for granted!"

Once he suddenly learned that he had such a noble background, he was not much happy, and when he thought of the inhuman torture he had suffered in the first half of his life, Yu Lu only hated his former self for being cowardly and incompetent. If you could have some confidence to fight against one or two back then, how could you let yourself and your daughter suffer so many grievances.

This is the first time that Yu Lu has cried sadly for himself in front of Yu Zhao, and he is out of breath.

Yu Zhao was slightly shocked when he saw this scene, and his heart was also uncomfortable, and he couldn't help but wonder if he had done something wrong in bringing Mrs. Nanrong back.

Hurriedly stretched out his hand to help her breathe, Yu Zhao comforted softly: "Mother, it's all over, now you find your parents, if you don't want to enter Nanrong Mansion, let's live outside, you miss them, go and see again." ”

"No, we're going back." Yu Lu tried his best to suppress his crying, raised his head, held Yu Zhao's hand, and said firmly: "Since your grandmother and Azu both want us to go back, then let's go back." ”

After hesitating for a moment, Yu Zhao nodded: "I listen to my mother." ”

But I heard Yu Lu say: "But my mother doesn't want you to be looked down upon!" It has always been you who fight for your mother, this time, your mother must give up all her plans for the rest of your life! ”

I don't know what I mean, but I have never seen Yu Lu's words so resolute, and Yu Zhao looked at her with some puzzlement.

Yu Lu held her hand and told her what he was going to do in a serious way. "Aji told me that your uncle unfortunately died in battle, and now, in addition to your mother, you are also the blood of the Nanrong clan! But if you want to gain a foothold among the nobles, it may be very difficult to have a lame and cheap mother. ”

This overflow of words instantly made Yu Zhao understand what she meant, Yu Zhao felt that it was too incredible, and immediately said in denial: "No, if my mother doesn't want to go, let's go." No matter how good Nanrong Mansion is, I will never go in alone. ”

"Zhaozhao, listen to me!" For the first time in his life, he saw Yu Lu so tough, and he cut off Yu Zhao's words stiffly: "My mother will accompany you, but only as a maid, General Nanrong, only my granddaughter will be found." ”

This move made Yu Zhao feel even more unacceptable, and he was very puzzled why Yu Lu had to complicate things, and patiently persuaded her: "There is no need to be like this, you are the child of General Nanrong and his wife, and you can't change this fact just because you have been separated for decades!" ”

"I can't help it, Zhaozhao." Yu Lu's face was sad, and from time to time he showed a choked voice or two, and his tone was a little weak: "You are in Dachu, you can have the ability to let Your Majesty get rid of my lowly status, but you can't get rid of my leg injury, and you can't get rid of the humiliation you suffered in the past, and if you have been a lowly person for most of your life, you can't go back to Miss Minhong'er in Nanrong Mansion." ”

Yu Zhao retorted in a calm tone: "But I was also born by my mother, and I will always be the same as you." My mother degraded herself like this, and felt that she was not worthy of going back, so how could I be qualified to enter Nanrong Mansion? ”

Hearing this, Yu Lu shook his head in denial, stopped crying and looked around.

No matter where it is, such a house will definitely not be able to be lived in by non-rich people, Yu Lu looked at the various delicacies on the table, sighed, and picked up chopsticks to clip a piece of steamed sea bass for Yu Zhao. "You see, this house, this jade food, it shows that you are different from your mother. You were fifteen years old, and many men in the world could not have won all of this as you did. On that day, you saved my mother from dying of illness that day, and also let our mother and daughter completely get rid of the cold. I thought that our mother and daughter were too similar, but now I finally understand that you are more like a child of Nanrong Mansion than me. ”

Yu Zhao still stubbornly replied: "Everything doesn't prove anything, I will be where my mother is, you are the one who gave birth to me and raised me." It didn't matter if I was hungry and cold that day, but now I don't care about brocade clothes and jade food, you and I are a mother and daughter who depend on each other, and we can't deny it. ”

In terms of stubbornness, Yu Lu has never been able to compete with Yu Zhao. But every time she thought of the thrilling events such as being assassinated by someone late at night that day, Yu Lu's heart was so frightened that her heart almost jumped out.

At this moment, knowing that Nanrong Mansion is home, a safe haven that can absolutely avoid such risks, Yu Lu's worries seem to have a place to rest, and he can't help but want to send Yu Zhao in to protect him.

But after so many years of blows, Yu Lu's inferiority complex was engraved in his bones, and at this time he knew that he was born in a noble family. Subconsciously compared, subconsciously disliked the previous self, thinking that he was not worthy of having all this again.

But all this is still beautiful, Yu Lu feels that he is not worthy, but he wants to do his best to give Yu Zhao all the beautiful things in the world, and after careful consideration, he has such an idea.

also knew that since Yu Zhao had let go of her words and was unwilling, even if she was forced, she would not give in, Yu Lu's heart was worried again, and she couldn't help but fall into distress.

The dishes on the table were not moved, and it cooled down after a while, Yu Zhao reached out and touched it, and ordered someone to come in and change it, and gave Yu Lu a bowl of ham and chicken soup, and discussed with her in a slow tone: "If my mother doesn't want to go back to Nanrong Mansion, she won't go back, let's live our own lives, just don't deal with those so-called nobles." ”

But Yu Lu was still worried, along the way, the news that Concubine Chen rebelled and was executed spread all over the world, and Emperor Yuan died suddenly after a short time, and the new emperor was also injured in that battle, and all kinds of rumors pointed at Yu Zhao.

Yu Lu didn't know why she was able to join her unharmed that day, but from seeing her sad and depressed, she could easily detect that she was almost emotionally broken.

After all kinds of things changed, Yu Lu was clear in his heart, and he was afraid that there was another reason for entering Beijing as a concubine that day. I couldn't help but recall Chu Zikai and her ......

I didn't doubt it before, but I felt that this idea was too outrageous, and I didn't dare to think about it again, but Yu Zhao's sad whispers in his dream confirmed that there was indeed affection between the two.

When I was in Fengyang, the group of people who wanted Yu Zhao's life ...... Yu Lu didn't dare to be absolutely sure that it was really Chu Zikai who sent him, but he was very sure that the person Yu Zhao could offend could only be from Jingzhou.

That group of people came from Jingzhou. And Jingzhou. It represents power, and only power can deter power. In Xifan, in addition to the royal family, Nanrong Mansion is the most powerful.

As for the others, as long as they are not fatal, they are insignificant compared to Yu Zhao's safety.

After finishing his thoughts, Yu Lu picked up Yu Zhaosheng's bowl of soup, drank it, and the moment the bowl was put down, he gritted his teeth and made a decision: "We still have to go back." ”

Yu Zhao nodded and made a clear statement: "The young and the old are orderly, and the daughter of General Nanrong must enter the mansion first, and his granddaughter can follow in." ”

"Okay." Yu Lu's eyes ignited a fighting spirit that he had never had before, held Yu Zhao's hand, and said firmly: "Mother is not afraid, let's go back together." ”

With the answer, Yu Zhao was completely relieved. Suddenly, they heard a commotion outside, and the two looked out in confusion, only to hear Lianye tell in a loud voice: "Miss, Deniang beside Mrs. Nanrong is here, saying that she is worried about the safety of you and Mrs. Nanrong, and has sent guards to patrol." ”

Safety is guaranteed, this is what Yu Lu wants. After that, when the danger comes, there is no need to worry about being weak and powerless to protect Yu Zhao.

The peace of mind given by his mother, Yu Lu is willing to give it all to his daughter.