Chapter 8 Working
Ye'er went home this time, for me, she was for work. However, for Ye'er, it's not just because of work, she and her cheating man are just calculating me again and again in the dark. However, I didn't know it at the time, and my baby didn't know it.
Even if my daughter is already working after graduating from college, my daughter still doesn't know. In her daughter's heart, she always thinks that her father is a failure in life, but her daughter doesn't know that there are any failures in life, just a different scenery.
Some people are born to harm others, and some people are born to be used to be harmed; Some people belong to the sheep nature as soon as they come out of the mother's womb, and some people belong to the wolf nature as soon as they come out of the mother's womb. People are different, some people borrow money from you at the same time just to not pay back your money, some snakes have snake venom, some people have poison, and I belong to the kind of people who are born to be used to be harmed, I am like a lamb grazing on the grass, so simple and simple, so naïve and kind, just so basking in the warm sun, stupidly looking forward to eating grass and growing up quickly, never thought of harming anyone, let alone thought that one day I could catch a wolf to eat, change the taste, But I didn't know that my ultimate goal of growing up was just to be eaten by wolves. And Ye'er belongs to the kind of person who harms people as soon as she comes out of her mother's womb, she is a wolf, the nature of a wolf in her bones, this kind of harmful nature in her bones makes her feel no guilt at all when she does those things that are unreasonable, but in her heart she thinks that this is the most normal little thing, for her, all the things she does to harm people are heavenly principles.
I feel that I have been hurt by the phrase "at the beginning of man, the nature is good" that I have memorized since I was a child, and until now, I am still so stupid to believe in the beauty and goodness of people, always think that some people's evil is caused by the day after tomorrow, and always think that the heart of these people with evil qualities is good. However, I was wrong, the evil of these people with evil qualities is inherent in their bones, you can't change it at all, you just need to make them unhappy a little, don't say anything for your sake, even if you have a human conscience, they won't have it.
In class, I taught my third graders to study hard, we are all great and smart children, as long as we listen carefully and think diligently, we will get good grades. At this time, a child in our class raised his hand and stood up and said: Teacher, you are wrong, people are different, some people are not smart, some people are very smart, they are born, I am a naturally smart person!
When the child who said this sentence went to my math class, he always liked to sit there doing handicrafts or drawing, and if I wanted to forcibly confiscate his handicraft or drawing tools, he would lose his temper and get under the table, and he would not want to come out and sit back and listen to the class, but this child is the smartest child in our class, even if he is in this state every day, but every time he takes a math test, his score is almost a perfect score, And the children in the class who sit in class and listen to the teacher's lectures have several math tests that are always twenty or thirty.
Yes, the teacher has been deceived by the phrase "at the beginning of man, nature is good" for many years, and the teacher is now deceiving you with words that have the same meaning as this sentence, in fact, the teacher really knows that many of the individual differences between people and people are brought by the mother's womb. Some children are gifted and smart, while others are born stupid; For some children, the teacher only needs to give a slight hint to the learning of a certain subject, and the child will immediately understand it, while some children, the teacher just uses the ring ruler to break his palm, and he can't get around the bend. Some children never forget ten lines at a glance, while some children memorize it a hundred times, and they always forget it here and there,,,,,,
There is a kind of grass that is noble and elegant by nature, and it is called bluegrass; In the same way, there is a kind of grass that is humble and tenacious by nature, and its name is Dog's Tail Grass. All species in the world have their own genes in their bones, they are born different, but I think they are the same, this is my sorrow, I can see through and understand a little bit of human nature, but I always don't believe in their real existence, even if I was killed all over the body, I always believe in the beauty and kindness of people so stupidly.
I don't know, and neither does my daughter, who has graduated from college and is working, who always thinks her father's life is a failure. But, daughter, you are wrong. Life is impermanent but destined, among the people living around us, there are always a few lucky people, and there are always a few unlucky ones. Just like the "new coronavirus" that ravaged the world this year, even the world's top prophetic masters could not predict the sudden arrival of this epidemic. Some companies go bankrupt and go bankrupt, while others are thriving. The impermanence of all this life cannot be described and defined by a simple loser.
I belong to the kind of person who is born to harm others, and Ye'er belongs to the kind of person who is born to harm others. This time when I went home, I was calculated and hurt by Ye'er again behind my back, the key is that the person who calculates and hurts me now is not only Ye'er, Ye'er is also by her cheating man, they are working together behind my back to calculate me, but, for all this, I am kept in the dark and I don't know.
It's the beginning of school in September, and this year's school season should be a celebration for our family. On September 1st, Ye'er officially reported to work in the community as she wished, and her daughter rode the bicycle I bought for her to go to the middle school not far from home for the first year of junior high school, and I also said goodbye to the summer vacation and returned to the campus to work, everything seemed so thriving and vibrant.
Ye Er seemed very excited to work in the community, and when she got home, she told me and her daughter about the content of her work and some big and small things that happened while working in the community. I said to Ye'er, you just have to work hard, as for others, that's someone else's business, and working with colleagues in the unit is also a kind of fate, you just need to do your own work.
Because of Ye'er's more than ten years of running around and gambling, now our family of three can finally live a normal life.