Chapter 241: Enough for the little girl to collapse
Jiang Yan's complexion changed slightly, and the whole person became nervous and flustered again.
She was anxious to explain, and repeated yesterday's events again.
The vast majority of the parts are compatible with Yan Hua.
The only thing that is different is a few details.
It can also be said that the two people have different perspectives and feelings, resulting in different scenery for the two people.
Yan Hua didn't take credit for himself at all, and spoke very plainly.
Jiang Yan was much more emotional, mixing her worries, panic and despair.
Including when she saw that she was no longer breathing and her body had only the last trace of warmth left, she heard that there was still salvation, and she resolutely made a decision.
In the end, Jiang Yan lowered her head and rubbed the corners of her clothes with both hands: "I'm sorry, Coco, it's me, it's me who selfishly wants to keep you, I can't accept that you left me like this, and I can't accept the cruel fact that you died because of me." ”
"I made the choice for you, and I wanted you to survive in a way where you can't see the light, have no body temperature, and even need to eat blood."
"It's all my fault, I'm sorry, but I don't regret making such a choice."
Jiang Yan suddenly raised her eyes and looked at Lu Coco: "Even if you look like this, at least you are still alive, you can still look at me, you can still talk to me, and you can be by my side." ”
"I, I lost Miao, that was the only friend I ever had."
"The first time I came into contact with you and got to know each other, I thought you were very similar to her."
"The same eyes, the same temperament, the same I rely on."
"Without Miaomiao, I can no longer watch you die in front of me, under the fangs of a vampire, with an almost similar suddenness."
"I'm sorry I shouldn't have let you stand in front of my closet, I shouldn't have let me have such a bad experience."
"Everything is my fault, I dare not ask for your forgiveness, but I can't lose you, I ......"
Jiang Yan choked up, and the words behind her were blocked by sobbing one after another, and she couldn't speak anymore.
Jiang Yan cried fiercely and was very sad.
Lucoco could be sure that everything she had just said was sincere.
But ......, she lowered her eyes and looked at her hand, and touched her heart again.
She wanted to bend a smile, but she couldn't hold the corners of her mouth.
The panic at that time had been reminiscent of yesterday before she went out of control.
That feeling is still piercing her tense nerves, pulling her scalp tight.
It was as if there was a bomb in her head, which could explode at any time and anywhere, blowing up her fragile brain and her barely maintained sanity.
Lu Coco touched her heart, she had already asked herself countless times.
"Hate?"
"How can you not hate? I've lived every step of the way, and I've survived until now, for what? Isn't it just to win the favor of an adult, become a blood slave, and live carefully? ”
"But I was implicated, I became a scapegoat for my friends, I was taken captive, I was found to have kidnapped the wrong target, and I was sucked dry of blood and thrown into a dirty corner."
"Although I am not a princess, I am also the daughter of a baron, but I don't want to end my life in such an embarrassment."
"Resentful?"
"How can you not complain? Is my life really as cheap as a mustard? ”
"If you are trampled on at will, do you want to forgive me generously?"
"Look at me now? People are not human, ghosts are not ghosts. ”
"Originally, I was implicated at that time, and I died a hundred."
"When you're dead, you don't have any thoughts."
"No, at least at that time, in addition to being afraid, I was naively worried about the safety of my friends."
"But what about the facts?"
"When I opened my eyes again, my friend was safe and sound, but I became this ghost."
"Icy cold without body temperature, no need to breathe, although there is still blood flowing in the whole body, I only feel cold."
"It's really cold, and I can smell the corpse between breaths."
"I want to gag, but I know it's my own rotten smell."
"Horror, collapse, despair, anger, resentment...... All the negative emotions came out, and from the first awakening, they overwhelmed me and multiplied with each day of lucidity. ”
"How cruel is such a life? How long can I stay unaffected by negative emotions until they are completely annihilated? ”
......
Lu Keke looked at Jiang Yan complicatedly.
The unevenness in her heart rippled in waves, and the psychological gap after the interval between life and death made it difficult for her to calm down.
Her calm face gradually fluctuated.
The unwillingness to be manipulated by others vividly appeared on his face.
Lu Coco was difficult to suppress, but she didn't want to be swallowed up, and the struggling color on her face was mixed with irrepressible pain and despair.
Jiang Yan's heart was broken when she saw it, and she was even more hit by such a friend.
She wanted to step forward, but she remembered Alice's advice and didn't dare to provoke Lu Coco again.
She was afraid, afraid that she would go out of control again.
Jiang Yan looked at Lu Keke's hideous face at a loss, and shouted in a panic: "Your Highness, Your Highness Alice, woo, come and see, Coco her, woo......"
Jiang Yan sobbed and it was difficult to speak clearly, but she was really scared, crying and trying her best to call Yan Hua.
Yan Hua was outside the door and heard the movement inside the door clearly.
However, she didn't rush into the door, wanting Jiang Yan to see the results of her choices.
This result is normal, and vampires after successful transformation are completely different from living people.
Death is often accompanied by all bad negative energy.
Vampires who regenerate after death are affected by negative emotions all the time.
In general, it is probably like Jin Lang, who can disguise himself in a gentlemanly style.
Slightly abnormal, probably Alice is moody and needs blood, minced flesh, and corpses to suppress the violent factors generated in her body.
is perverted, probably like Lu Qiong, paranoid, cold, and quite like a psychopath.
And those who can't stand being devoured are those living corpse monsters whose brains have become tofu scum and are locked up in the lower floor of the Colosseum, leaving only instinctive behavior.
I want a sunny innocent girl to experience a tragic death after being implicated, and then experience a rebirth without choice.
Every day, I am tormented by all kinds of negative emotions after death, and I breathe the erosive breath of corpses.
She's not crazy yet, she's still sane, she's really strong.
Lucoco didn't get the same extravagant treatment as Alice.
No rose dew improves the smell of the corpse, no rose petals scatter the deodorant in the coffin.
But all of a sudden, my sense of hearing and smell was enhanced.
You can hear the sounds of snakes, insects, rats and ants crawling.
Able to smell the slightest smell of one's own corpse.
These are extreme and difficult tortures.
It's enough for the little girl to break down.
Sighing, listening to Jiang Yan's untoned plea for help, Yan Hua stepped into the door.
The work of cleaning up the mess will always fall on her head.
Yan Hua sighed, feeling a little sorry for herself.