Chapter 584: I Want to Have It, I Want To Destroy It
Well? Yuyu, can you forgive me? ”
Sheng Jiuran saw that he had been staring at him silently, and the silence on his face did not fluctuate, he couldn't help but get anxious, and his voice was a little more scared unconsciously, "Yuyu? ”
The anxiety on her face surprised Jiang Yu, and at the same time, there was a warm current of unreal joy in her heart.
Jiang Yu has always loved and hated Sheng Jiuran, wanting to have and destroy.
He loves her vigor, loves her wantonness, and loves her always pestering him with a beautiful and moving smile.
It is like a light of the most stunning color, shining on the body of the shattered and immersed in darkness.
However, at the same time, he also hated her playfulness and three-minute heat, and he could always be easily seduced by new things, so he left him in style.
Then she returned to him as if nothing was right, and continued to pester him with the same smile that everyone else would show.
He hated her for abandoning herself, hated her for running back again, hated her smile for being unscrupulous to others.
Hate why can't she be completely herself!
Hate why her eyes can always be led by other people, and she can't just be on him!
Is it true that all the people in the world have died, so that she can be willing to stay by her side for the rest of her life?
"You're sick, are you worthy?"
"Have you forgotten that you are an autistic person and a monster with masochistic tendencies, which is why you are so justified in asking her to stay with you?"
"Jiang Yu, Jiang Yu, be sober, it's already her greatest kindness that she can talk to you now, you still have so many extravagant hopes, do you really have no points for your mental condition?!"
But every time he wanted to monopolize her so morbidly, all kinds of harsh voices in his head would appear to remind him-
You don't deserve it!
You're a monster, a monster with mental problems, what do you deserve?
A person like you, she talks to you and smiles at you, it is a gift to you, if you are not grateful, forget it, and want more, are you not afraid of retribution!?
"Yuyu, I promise you, I will do what I promised you in the future, just like now I promise to eat here with you every day at noon in the future, it is absolutely true, and there will be no more abandonment of you last time!"
Sheng Jiuran saw that Jiang Yu was not only silent, but his face was even more gloomy and anxious than just now.
She casually set the bento aside and grabbed his arm with both hands.
The look on his face was serious and flustered that he had never appeared before.
As if he was afraid that he would not agree, the tone of his voice became more excited.
Jiang Yu's eyelashes moved, looking at the panic and seriousness in her eyes, her body shook.
There were some signs of buffering in the voices that were scurrying around in my head.
"Although I am very arrogant and sometimes unreliable, I will not easily regret or stop doing what I promised to do."
She raised her face, her expression not as wanton as before, all sincere and calm, and her grip on his arm did not loosen because of his silence.
All of a sudden.
Jiang Yue really felt that she no longer cared about him when she saw it, but really cared about him!
Although the voice in his head kept shouting, let him not believe it, don't believe it.
But as if he had been unable to refuse her request many times before, his thin lips opened lightly, "I believe you." ”