It's just that Zhu Yan changed
Zhao Baiquan didn't mean to be innocent for a while, and was stunned for a moment before asking: "I know that I have hurt you twice, and you are no longer the same as before, and I am telling you this now just to alleviate my guilt...... If you really can't pity me a little more, that's okay, I'm willing to spend my whole life......"
Mei Yuexue panicked, pointed at him and whispered, "You...... What are you doing! ”
Zhao Baiquan then said: "I will pray for you all my life."
Xiao Wei said coldly: "Zhao Baiquan, I didn't mean that. I told you before, I was dead before, that was a lie to you, now what I said is true, I think you are so impressed with Xiaoxiao, you should also know that I am completely different from her, she is tender like water, I am as fierce as fire, she is gentle and delicate, I am bold and rough, I am not the same person as her at all, Xiaoxiao is really dead, believe it or not, in short, I was not stimulated to become like this, I was originally like this. Xiaoxiao and I are two people. ”
Zhao Baiquan actually felt that Xiao Wei and Xiaoxiao were very different, but he was unwilling to accept the fact that Xiaoxiao was dead.
"If you weren't her, how would you remember what we used to do? You're not her? That's ridiculous. Zhao Baiquan gritted his teeth and shook his head, refusing to believe it no matter what.
Xiao Wei said: "It's because there are still Xiaoxiao's memories in this body, and I often had some strange dreams when I first moved in, and later I learned that these are Xiaoxiao's memories."
Zhao Baiquan suddenly rushed up, grabbed Xiao Wei's shoulder with blood-red eyes and said, "Impossible, this is impossible, how can one person's soul live in another person's body?" Xiaoxiao, are you sick and deranged, these words you made up were just to deceive yourself at the beginning, and even you believed yourself in the end, didn't you? You're trying to lie to me, I won't believe it. ”
Mei Yuexue didn't want to do anything to him, but he pestered Xiao Wei, Mei Yuexue was in a hurry, stretched out her hand and pushed him: "Your own mistakes, don't come to pester my Xiao Wei again." Does your Xiaoxiao know martial arts? Your Xiaoxiao can play the piano, you ask Xiao Wei can play? Be sober, it's you who have been lying to yourself. Can't you really see that her style of behavior is completely different from Xiaoxiao? ”
Zhao Baiquan froze on the ground and cried bitterly: "Xiaoxiao, you are dead, you are dead, what can I do?" Why do you want to hang yourself, it's me and not you who are wrong, don't you make me even more guilty by doing this, how do you tell me to repay you...... Xiaoxiao, you actually used this method to punish me, then your goal has been achieved......"
"You gave her hope and disappointed her, he didn't want to punish you, she just felt that no one in this world could be trusted......" Xiao Wei interpreted Xiaoxiao's memory, the matter has come to this point, Zhao Baiquan has also been punished as he deserves, and his life is empty after all.
"But I have always been sincere to her, I have always loved her only one in my heart, and I was forced to go the wrong way." Zhao Baiquan cried like a child.
Xiao Wei said: "Forget it, you are good to Xiaoxiao just because she only worships you alone, at that time you were at the end of your rope, she was the only one who believed in you, and later you were willing to come back to her, just because you had a bad time in the Prime Minister's Mansion, Zhao Baiquan, if Luan Xiang'er is also as gentle as water, will you still remember Xiaoxiao?"
Zhao Baiquan was speechless for a while, speechless for a long time, looked at Xiao Wei twice, and finally lowered his head weakly, his eyes flickered, and he avoided talking about this issue.
Xiao Wei knew that she was right, and sneered: "You still dare to say that you love Xiaoxiao?" You just want to find a little tenderness from her when you are most frustrated, you just want to help yourself with her, you don't love her. ”
"But these actions are not my intention, she died, I really hurt in my heart, I didn't marry her but married Luan Xiang'er, my heart hurts, every day I am with Luan Xiang'er makes me sick, only Xiaoxiao is my salvation, I used her, but I also thought about repaying her, I had plans to come back and marry her after becoming famous, but ...... But creation makes people ......"
Xiao Wei said: "Maybe, maybe you have true love for her, but let's go, today is my big day, you ...... Don't cry here, it's useless for you to tell me these words. ”
Zhao Baiquan sighed, slowly got up, wiped away his tears, changed his smile and said: "Yes, it's me who is not good, don't worry about me, don't worry about me, on this happy day, I didn't say a word of auspiciousness, but came to block the girl, it's not good for me, and I don't have any courtesy for the girl, so I wish the girl...... He has been in harmony with his son for a hundred years, and the piano is harmonious...... I, I'm leaving......" He choked up as he spoke, and in the end he couldn't help crying, he forcibly pressed down to prevent himself from crying, covered his face and walked out, Xiao Wei saw that he was really hard, after all, he couldn't help it, he took off a red hair band from his head and said: "This is Xiaoxiao's thing, leave a memory for you, you can take it!"
Zhao Baiquan glanced back at the headband, and then looked at Xiao Wei, between the tears and the hazy eyes, the eyebrows and eyes were Xiaoxiao, but the eyes were not as gentle as Xiaoxiao, he knew that he could no longer find those eyes, so he carefully took the hairband with both hands and said, "Thank you!"
His eyes never took off the headband, and he held his hands on them, as if he were holding some fragile jewel, and left in a daze.
Xiao Wei looked at his wooden back and said to Mei Yuexue, "Let's go and take care of him together!"
Mei Yuexue saw that his tears were very sincere, and her heart softened, there were ordinary clothes prepared in the house, and both of them took off their red wedding clothes, put on ordinary clothes casually, and chased Zhao Baiquan from the back door of the Yanlou.
Zhao Baiquan staggered, holding a red hairband as if holding Xiaoxiao's corpse, he walked through the street indifferently, lost his soul.
The two followed him all the way out of the city from a distance, and came to a silent wood, Xiao Wei and Mei Yuexue saw him stop, and they also hid behind the bushes and watched from afar.
In this no-man's land, Zhao Baiquan finally let go of the emotions that had been depressed for a long time, holding the hairband and crying loudly, crying until his heart was broken, the leaves in the forest were all sad for him, making a rustling sound, although Zhao Baiquan turned his back to Xiao Wei and Mei Yuexue at this moment, but both of them were sour in their hearts.
"If Xiaoxiao knew that Zhao Baiquan cried for her like this, would she forgive him?" Mei Yuexue couldn't help asking.
Xiao Wei said: "She is soft-hearted, she will."
Mei Yuexue sighed lightly and said, "That's good."
Xiao Wei glanced at him and said, "Huh! I can't imagine that the red plum hero is also delicious. ”
The word "eating melons" was naturally taught to him by Xiao Wei, Mei Yuexue understood the meaning of this word very well, and he said helplessly: "Oh, isn't this curiosity." This guy is crying so sadly, if I were Xiaoxiao, I would ...... I have to forgive him. Hey, you say, is a person like him a good person or a bad person? Logically speaking, he is not a good person, but...... But he cried so sadly......"
Xiao Wei said: "There is no absolute good or bad in this world, and Bai Quan was a little greedy at the beginning, but can you say that his greed is wrong?" Isn't it right that he wants to make a difference? It's strange that the will of heaven is impermanent, he wants to make a contribution, but unfortunately there is no good way, but he has a seductive appearance, which will naturally attract the attention of many people, and unfortunately, he ended up in the hands of bad people.
I think that if I were Zhao Baiquan, I might have made the same choice as him, and I would have abandoned Xiaoxiao and chosen to enter the Prime Minister's Mansion, because in the hearts of people who want to make meritorious contributions, merit is more important than that of lovers. And in other words, even if Zhao Baiquan did not enter the Prime Minister's Mansion, whether he was an official or not, whether he was promoted or not, it would be difficult for him to have an ending with Xiaoxiao, if he was promoted and became an official, do you say that a court official would marry an inferior prostitute as his wife? If he fails to be lifted and comes back, destitute, what face will he have to go back to his hometown to meet his father and fellow villagers? At that time, if Xiaoxiao followed him, it was better to stay in the Qinglou. ”
Mei Yuexue looked at her and frowned: "Wow, I didn't expect you to be so hard-hearted!"
Xiao Wei looked at him and said, "No way, the past life was too difficult, once you have fame, you can't erase it." So I often say to you, meeting you is a very happy thing, it is really happy, because after meeting you, I don't have to pursue fame, and I don't have to do something with a hard heart, so that I won't become a bad person, I am also lucky, I can not intrigue, I can have the life I want to live without hard means, Zhao Baiquan, he is too unlucky. ”
Mei Yuexue said: "You said this, but it makes me have some ideas. If a country is politically harmonious and prosperous, there will be fewer people like Zhao Baiquan in the world, a few years ago, the Luan family was extremely powerful, I thought he just restrained the emperor's power in the court, but I really never thought that the harm he caused to the common people was so painful. I'm so confused, I'm not white until now! ”
Xiao Wei said: "Only when the government is clean and yin can people be treated fairly, the virtuous can serve the country, and the mediocre can also enjoy a peaceful life.
Mei Yuexue nodded and said, "That's exactly the reason." No wonder my father didn't let me be the emperor, and in the past few years, I have found more and more that I don't understand anything. ”
Xiao Wei smiled and said, "Fortunately, you are not the emperor, so I can marry you."
On the other side, Zhao Baiquan also cried enough, wiped away his tears, carefully put away the hairband, stuffed it in his arms, and staggered away, Xiao Wei said to Mei Yuexue: "Since he is okay now, there should be nothing to do again, let's go!"