Chapter 31: Return to the Shen family
"Shen Xia, do you want to go with us on a cloudy holiday? I made an appointment with my classmates to go hiking together. After school, Chen Xijie walked to Shen Xia's desk, looking at her expectantly, it was rare that he could get along with his classmates, it was rare that the classmates in this class did not reject him as before, but sincerely made friends with him, occasionally a few classmates couldn't get used to him, but they wouldn't bully him like the previous roommates. And calling Shen Xia together is also the meaning of the squad leader.
"No, I'm going home, there's something going on." Shen Xia promised Xiaomei to go back to celebrate her birthday before, she wanted her to go to her birthday not to sincerely bless her, but to add to the family, but Xiaomei seemed a little innocent.
"Oh, well, be careful yourself, and happy holidays!" Chen Xijie was still a little disappointed with her answer, but he couldn't force anything, so he could only say goodbye to her like this.
"Well, you too." Shen Xia still didn't react much, put away his things and left.
Shen Xia wants to go back to the Shen family, Shen Liang is very worried, they haven't gone back for so long, if the fourth sister goes back now, he is worried that the family doesn't know how to toss her, Shen Xia promised him that she will be fine overnight, so he agreed to let her go back.
"Fourth sister, do you really want to go back?" Shen Liang sent her to the station early in the morning, still a little uneasy, "Otherwise, don't go, I'm afraid that the family won't know what ugly words they will use to accuse you." ”
"Third brother, I'm fine, didn't we say okay? I'm just going to have fun and won't spend the night at her house. What's more, I also want to let them know that without the Shen family, we are still living well, and without them, we are not living on the streets. Shen Xia's eyes were firm, she just wanted to go back and take a look, not to mention that the irresponsible father who gave birth to them was still there, and he had nothing now, right? I don't know how he's doing.
"Then you go back and don't care what they say, you only mind your own business, if they are murderous to you, you will leave immediately." Shen Liangqian told him, he had seen the mouths of that family, how could he not know, he didn't want the fourth sister to suffer those unwarranted grievances.
"I know, you don't know my character, how can they bargain with me?" Shen Xia felt really warm when she looked at the third brother who was anxious about her everywhere, the third brother was afraid that she would be wronged in their family, but the third brother forgot, she had always been a cold bystander, and only in front of him would she behave childishly.
"That's what I said, then you can go quickly, the train is about to leave, remember to come back early." Shen Liang sent her to the front of the security checkpoint, a little speechless, and when Shen Xia asked him if he had any instructions, he took out two boxes of moon cakes from his backpack and handed them to Shen Xia, saying, "By the way, go back and see him, it will be the Mid-Autumn Festival in two days, and I don't know how he is now." Shen Liang hasn't been back to see him for a long time, it's been more than half a year since their divorce, these days he is so ruthless that he hasn't called back to greet him, and they haven't looked for him, it can be said that they can't find him, everyone says that he misses his relatives every festival, but in the more than ten years he has been wandering outside, he has almost never thought about home, and he will look forward to going home every year in the past, but those people have extinguished the enthusiasm in his heart again and again, and gradually he lost the expectation of going home. Fortunately, he still has a relative by his side, he stroked Shen Xia's cheek, and said dotingly, "Also, come back to spend the Mid-Autumn Festival with me." "Last year's Mid-Autumn Festival, he went to the field to pick up work, originally wanted to rush back to spend with her, who knew that the train was late, so they spent August 16, and after this year, he hopes to spend with her. Shen Xia also nodded without hesitation.
He thinks he should be lonely now, right? It is better to have a wife separated than this, but who is the one who caused such an outcome? He doesn't remember when he sat with them and the whole family happily had a reunion dinner, probably a long time ago, so long that his memory was blurred, when he was still very young, his parents still loved him very much, I don't know when it started, his parents began to dislike him, began to be no longer willing to be close to him, all day long saying that he was useless, and he himself began to get tired of it. Shen Xia took the moon cake in his hand, and she knew that the third brother was actually not so ruthless, he still had them in his heart, but he had always been unwilling to admit it.
Shen Xia ran around for several hours and finally arrived home, when she walked to the Shen family compound, she stopped and looked around, a little can't believe what she saw in front of her, it was overgrown with weeds, it seemed that no one had cleaned it for a few years, she almost couldn't recognize this as the Shen family compound, the whole yard was surrounded by weeds in the middle, they had only been home for more than half a year, how did they become like this? If it weren't for the cement road that led to the gate in the middle, she probably wouldn't have been able to step into the compound.
She reluctantly walked forward and pushed open the door, and there was a rotten breath rushing in, how could there be the appearance of the scenery of the Shen family's compound, it was completely a dilapidated small courtyard, the pool in the yard was full of pots and pans, and there were broken tables and chairs piled up everywhere, it seemed that the yard was desolate, everything here could not be more familiar to her, a table and a chair, a flower and a tree, but it was a pity that there was too much pain in the memory given to her here. She stepped on the familiar cement road to the hall, gently pushed the door open, the door as if it was about to collapse and made a screeching sound, the hall was placed with a dining table and a few small stools, the upper left corner was also placed the old TV, scattered next to some cigarette boxes and shochu bottles, the impression has always been neat and tidy, because her mother loves to be clean, although the house is surrounded by walls, but it is spotlessly clean, I didn't expect it to become messy now, if it weren't for the fact that there are still some leftovers on the dining table, She hardly believed it was still inhabited.
Alas, he is not there, in her impression, he loves gambling and drinking and doesn't like to do things, every time he comes back drunk, he beats and scolds the third brother and her, his mother occasionally persuades, even she scolds in, no wonder she chooses to divorce him, she is probably fed up with him! After they left, they didn't know what he lived by, Shen Xia sighed and put her things on the dining table to clean up the house, she was not a family lover, but at the moment she was more emotional, this family decayed into this appearance, she was a little unbearable, this is where she was born, and this was also her whole world.