Shen Xia walked on the path and thought about the boy just now, he seemed to be called? Chen Xijie? I don't know why the boy wanted to make friends with her, maybe it was because he felt that they were sick and sympathetic! But she's never made friends, does she understand the meaning of the word? Probably she doesn't understand it at all! Like her, he had no friends and was as habitually isolated. But the difference is that she isolates others, while he is often isolated by others.

Shen Xia has a strong sense of self-protection, she doesn't like others to approach, but he ...... Although she didn't know him very well, she could see everything in the class by sitting in the last row, and she knew that the whole class liked to play tricks on him, draw his textbooks out of shape, make a mess of his things, tear up his notes secretly, and use his desk as a graffiti wall, drawing unsightly...... He often sticks notes behind his back, or doesn't wipe the blackboard or mop the floor every time he does duty, and the teacher asks who is on duty, and everyone reports his name in a unified voice, but he is always punished by the teacher for a week or a month on duty...... But he never dared to resist, let his classmates bully him like this, and laughed at them stupidly. Sometimes, when they bullied him, when they approached her, she would glare at others, and her classmates had heard her nickname and didn't dare to get close to her, so after being glared at by her, they would also let him go, just thinking about staying away from her. Usually, if others don't bother her, even if they fix him, it's none of her business, for these things, she will never care or ask, only that belief in her world is what she values.

When Shen Xia returned to the dormitory to make her bed, she accidentally pulled out a photo that was almost unglued, it turned out that she had always kept this photo by her side, she was ruthless, but I don't know why, so she took this photo with her, and put it next to the pillow, and occasionally she could see it. At that time, the quality of the photo was very bad, and it was already going to be degummed and yellowed after only a few years, Shen Xia stroked this photo that was about to be degummed, this photo was taken with Shen Ying when she was just in junior high school, Shen Ying was the little sister they adopted back on the day of the eldest sister's wedding, and now she is also in elementary school, Shen Xia has no hostility towards her, probably because she is in that family, the family she hates, so she also hates her by the way.

She has never had a good impression of Shen Ying, but this sister likes to stick to her, she has never paid much attention to her, and even bullied her, but Shen Ying will always follow her. The family had moved to a small town, and Shen Xia had never been there, because she knew that she hated their family. At the reunion dinner every year, the person known as the uncle will always pick some old things and teach this and that one a lesson, so as to show his identity as the boss. In the past, the third brother never went to their house, and Shen Xia didn't go, and after the third brother left home, Shen Xia didn't go. When her parents asked her to go there, she always refused, and after a long time, they stopped calling, and she never disdained a home like theirs.

still remembers that day, it was Shen Ying's seventh birthday, Shen Xia had never had a birthday, her birthday seemed to be remembered only by the third brother, when she was older, the third brother would boil a red egg for her on that day every year, and she had a vague concept of birthday. Shen Ying probably also because of her young age, she didn't have any classmates to help her celebrate her birthday together, so she invited Shen Xia to her house as a guest, Shen Xia didn't want to go, but Shen Ying kept begging her, and her parents kept saying that since the little sister had spoken, she would go. So Shen Xia went to their house for the first time, their house was indeed quite big, the decoration was much more magnificent than in the countryside, and all the furniture in it looked like showing off his wealth. In Shen Xia's opinion, this place is just a cage without any warmth. As she was silently preparing to enter the house, her aunt saw her and shouted in the kitchen to change her shoes so as not to dirty their house. Seven-year-old Shen Ying smiled at her, sister, no, I will mop the floor if it is dirty. Shen Xia glanced at her, and finally chose to change her shoes, that old woman is not as good as a seven-year-old little sister, what did she say about her soiling their house, she felt that their house soiled her feet, if it weren't for Shen Ying, she might never have stepped here in her life.

When she entered the hall, she saw that the second brother she hated, Shen Qi, was sitting in front of the computer and playing some game, that was the first time Shen Xia saw what a computer was, because she had really never seen a computer, she felt a little strange, so she looked at it twice. Shen Qi saw that she was coming, glanced at her contemptuously, and continued to play. He was annoyed to even look at her more, and she didn't even bother to say hello to him, in her eyes, he didn't deserve to say hello to him at all. Shen Qi saw Shen Xia's eyes staring at his computer, so he deliberately threw the keyboard and mouse high, and blew the dust of the keyboard, as if he was deliberately doing it for her, and muttered in his mouth: "Dirt buns!" I've never seen the world! I guess I haven't even touched the computer! Shen Xia didn't get angry because of his words, and she wouldn't care about his actions, after all, to her, he was just a clown, and Shen Qi didn't bother to pay attention to her when he saw that she ignored herself. Shen Ying chatted with her very enthusiastically, and Shen Xia thought that if she hadn't been brought into this family by them, she might have accepted her well.

said it was a birthday, but in fact, it was a family meal after frying a few dishes, Shen Xia felt that she was completely like an outsider, from beginning to end, their family was saying "Happy Birthday" to Shen Ying and didn't pay much attention to her, probably because of Shen Ying's birthday, and their family didn't embarrass her. Shen Xia was also happy, she sat on the side and watched them cut the cake, and finally sang a birthday song with them, Shen Xia never thought that the first birthday party she attended would actually be her hated sister. Shen Ying cut a piece of cake for her, she grew so big, she also ate this thing for the first time, she felt very tired when she ate it, she didn't want to eat the second bite after only one bite, the cake, a must-have for life in the city, was not as delicious as she imagined.

Shen Xia pulled her thoughts back from the memories, she didn't seem to like the taste of the cake much since then, although it was sweet but very greasy, she sat back on the edge of the bed, put down the photo in her hand, she remembered that this one was taken on that day, it was Shen Ying who pulled her to the photo studio, saying that it was a souvenir for her seventh birthday, and it was also the first birthday with her sister to spend with her, and it was the first photo with her sister, and the last photo was posted twice, one was given to her, and one was kept by Shen Ying herself. For this sister, she doesn't know what feelings she has for her, sometimes she doesn't want this sister to be hated by her, but sometimes she hates her, because she has a good relationship with that Shen Qi, she looks at Shen Qi from a distance and hugs her and makes her laugh, she will blacklist her and include her in the range she hates, at that time she was probably very ignorant! How could her emotions be disturbed because of Shen Ying? Now she occasionally thinks that if Shen Ying has a choice, she probably doesn't want to fall into such a family environment, right? But as fate would have it, who would be able to escape? It's like she's been surnamed Shen since she was born.