Chapter 62: Those Words in My Heart
Chen Xijie looked at the girl opposite, he didn't know her at all, and he didn't even have any impression of her, but he heard that she was a flower, and she was beautiful and had good grades. Although he felt that he had changed a lot, he was still a little self-aware, and he didn't think it was very exciting to be confessed. Her words made him a little complicated and more surprised, he never thought that there would be a girl who would be so straightforward to him, even more pure than Zhao Xiaoluo, Zhao Xiaoluo has always been a relative in his heart, a family member, but she seems to have never understood this relationship, so she will be like this to him. But now that they have reached the age of eighteen, they also have some ideas about emotional matters, and Chen Xijie doesn't know how to answer well for a while, and his feelings seem to understand but don't seem to understand. He also has a crush, and he probably doesn't have the courage. Chen Xijie didn't answer Zhang Nianxia's words, he couldn't help but look around, hoping to find that familiar figure, and hoping that she wasn't here, but in the end he still didn't see her standing on the periphery, and he laughed in his heart, almost forgot, how could she appear here with her character?
"Classmate Zhang, thank you for your appreciation of me and these sincere words, you said that you don't want to deceive yourself, and I don't want to deceive you, in fact, I already have someone I like, and I like it for a long time, although I don't have the courage to say it to her, but my mind will not change, I believe you don't want me to face you hypocritically, so I can't accept you, I also hope that you can confess my feelings." Chen Xijie gave her a smile, his eyes were very calm and sincere, maybe he could only give her this answer, with that figure in his heart, how could he deceive himself to accept another person's feelings? I heard that the romances in college are very beautiful, and for the sake of future memories, he can't bear to destroy other people's feelings.
"Hey, I really didn't expect this kid to be able to resist the temptation of tying flowers, tsk." Xie Yangyang smiled evilly, she thought that the confession of the flower would make Chen Xijie overjoyed, after all, this was an opportunity for him to become a man of the year in the school. But she was curious, who was the person he was talking about? Aren't his friends coming and going just those guys playing basketball? Could it be that he secretly met other girls?
"But he's quite honest, although this will hurt Tiehua's heart, but it is estimated that Tiehua will like him more. Yangyang, who do you think the girl he likes will be? Is it possible that Zhao Xiaoluo? Shen Xia couldn't help but be curious, as an old classmate, of course he was more concerned about his affairs.
"It can't be Zhao Xiaoluo's, with my years of love experience, if he likes Zhao Xiaoluo, there will be results in high school, why wait until now?" Xie Yangyang looked at Shen Xia with an idiot on his face, she felt that he liked Xiao Xia a little more, she had felt some signs in high school before, but how could she tell her? Her emotional world is completely blank, I guess I can't accept it, this is not good, she is determined to quickly give her the knowledge of love to prevent her from being deceived in the future.
"you, you still have years of love experience, and you don't know how to be ashamed. But think about it, if he really likes Zhao Xiaoluo, they should be together in high school. Shen Xia looked at Chen Xijie, just looking at him from a distance, there was an indescribable feeling, this feeling made people more reassuring and steady, he seemed to have become mature.
Zhang Nianxia looked at his smile and was stunned for a long time, he didn't know how attractive his smile was to her, but she was still relieved. Maybe she never thought that he in front of her would answer her like this, because she has always felt that her conditions are not bad, and there are many people who like her, but he probably can't accept it for a while, she is not someone who gives up easily. Thinking of this, she also looked at him with a smile.
"Oh? So what kind of girl do you like? Zhang Nianxia felt that her question was meaningless, but she couldn't help but wonder what kind of person this sunny boy liked in his heart, maybe she could slowly change for him.
"She is a very special person, she doesn't like to talk much, she doesn't care much about the things around her, and she doesn't have many friends, but once she becomes her friend, she is dead set on the ground, she rarely laughs, but when she laughs, she feels very warm and wants to be close. Sometimes I just look at her from afar, I don't have to do anything, I don't have to say anything, and I feel a sense of satisfaction in my heart. Thinking of her, Chen Xijie's smile became gentle, as if she was standing beside him at the moment, in fact, he couldn't find the words to describe his feelings about her, although the crush was very bitter, it was still such a long-term crush, but he had never broken this layer of heart, because he wanted to make himself better and stronger The day he stood by her side, so that she could rely on her with peace of mind, he was no longer the high school student who would only bow his head and make promises, he was now completely his true self. He thought that if he could, he would devote his life to tenderness just for her.
"It turns out that the girl you like is so gentle." Zhang Nianxia felt a little lost in her heart, "But I won't give up so easily, Chen Xijie, if the girl you like doesn't like you, then I will still like you." "She is also very stubborn, and she will not easily change what she believes.
"Let it be, if it's okay, I'll go first." Chen Xijie is still a gentleman, although he has no feelings about tying flowers, he still won't choose to hurt.
"Okay, I'm going too." Zhang Nianxia ignored the gossip around her, turned around and left in a chic manner, he said follow the fate, then let it be fate, she doesn't like to force others, she just said her mind, but if she was reluctant to be with him, she would also look down on herself.
The onlookers also dispersed one after another, this confession was not much vigorous, the classmates who had seen enough of the excitement all discussed and left, from beginning to end Chen Xijie did not find that Shen Xia was actually in the crowd, he felt that she would not be able to join in this kind of excitement.
"Xiao Xia, I have a feeling, why is the girl Chen Xijie said so similar to you?" Xie Yangyang looked at Shen Xia from beginning to end with a thief's eyes, with her understanding of being in the same class with him for a year, eighty percent of the person he was talking about was Xiao Xia, and he hadn't found out before, Chen Xijie's stuffy gourd was also so sensational, he probably didn't know that they had heard his words.
"What are you talking nonsense, how can it be me, I haven't spoken much to him at all." Shen Xia recalled that he often had trouble in front of her in high school, and he also said that he wanted to be friends with her, although he had a few oolongs, but it was all for a reason, how could she become the girl he liked?