Chapter 46: Graduation is imminent
The college entrance examination has come to an end, the haze of school depression is gradually fading, and finally resuming the previous cheers, the students in the third year of high school feel unprecedented relaxation, no matter whether the exam is good or not, everything has been settled, everything has become history. In the three years of high school, these years have changed many people and things, and also shortened the distance between many people. Most of the students are discussing graduation photos and graduation parties in groups, after all, there may not be any more time for everyone to get together in the future, they will all go their separate ways, cheering and ushering in the imminent parting, all with reluctance.
Xu Ting, as the head of the class, asked for the contact information of the sixty students in the class and made sixty contact books, and gave them to each of the classmates, these classmates have accompanied her through the most important senior year of high school, they will all leave, she knows that there is no feast in the world, and she just wants to leave some traces of her youth by doing these things. When the students received the gift from the class leader, they all looked at the class leader with some tears in their eyes, and even many male students couldn't help but ask her for a hug, although they knew that maybe these contact information would be used very little in the future, but they were still grateful to the class leader for this kindness.
Shen Xia also received the address book handed over by Xu Ting, to be honest, she never thought about this thing, and never even thought that she would take the initiative to contact others, so Xu Ting's approach made her a little moved, she stood up and reached out to hug Xu Ting like other classmates, this is the first time she took the initiative to hug others, she was always indifferent in the past, and in the last few times, it was because of Xu Ting that they slowly changed her, all this, how could she forget.
Shen Xia didn't know that she had changed these days, but Chen Xijie had been silently paying attention to her, he always looked at her secretly, watched her play with the squad leader, and watched her smile at them. I've never seen her so happy with anyone other than her third brother before, and I've never seen her treat her classmates as friends, and even after working hard for a long time, he can only be regarded as half into her circle of friends. How much he wanted to be accepted by her like Xu Ting and them, but after thinking about it, he was still afraid of disturbing her, now that the college entrance examination has ended, he has been entangled for a long time, and has always wanted to know what school she wants to fill in, and whether they will have the opportunity to become alumni in the future, but he still can't open his mouth, he comforts himself that if there is a fate, maybe they will study in the same school or the same city. Although he has known Shen Xia since the beginning of high school, and even been in the same class for three years in high school, he has also made many efforts to become friends with her, although the effect is not great, but she is not so indifferent to her as other classmates, does this mean that he still occupies a little place in her heart?
I don't remember when he started paying attention to everything about her, probably when he saw her smile sweetly for the first time! This girl has already taken root in his heart, and he can't take his eyes off it anymore, Zhao Xiaoluo told him that this feeling is called a secret love, he once wanted to confess to her, but after all, there was no follow-up, he has been fantasizing about whether Shen Xia will be the girl in his life? Otherwise, they wouldn't have been in the same class for three years under such circumstances, isn't this fate?
He remembered the childish behavior he had done before, and secretly helped Shen Xia turn on the water, Shen Xia saw that he didn't ask but didn't object, he just glanced at him unintentionally. He helped her do the duty and help her tidy up the desk, she also said something, but he thought she would definitely feel it, Chen Xijie smiled stupidly when he thought of this, because he was in high school, he didn't dare to fall in love, but I don't know if Shen Xia will have a boyfriend after she goes to college in the future? Her personality has changed a lot now, and she is so good that there will definitely be many people chasing her. Chen Xijie thought of this, and was a little sad, he didn't want her to be with other boys, but he couldn't stop it at all.
He had fantasized about holding her hand and walking on campus like other couples intimacy, fantasizing that she could smile softly at him...... Like, I haven't seen her smile like that for him alone, the picture must be beautiful and happy, right? Soon they are going to leave the school and go their separate ways, I don't know if there will be a chance to face her like this in the future, even if it is just looking at her, he has too much reluctance, he wanted to tell her a long time ago that he has always liked her, but every time he thinks about the confession lines, he simulates the scene of thousands of confessions in his heart, when he really meets Shen Xia, he breaks again, he has no courage at all, especially Shen Xia's "no one is close" face, although she restrained a lot of coldness when facing him, but he still didn't dare at all, I could only whisper to him from afar. He thought that this time he would fight hard no matter what, and he might be rejected, but he might feel better if he said it.
Now at this time, Shen Xia should tidy up in the dormitory, right? Before the end of the class meeting, the class president informed the students of the time and place of tonight's class reunion, because they were leaving the school, and the students cherished this last time together. According to the normal situation, she shouldn't have gone out at this time, Chen Xijie thought about it and went to the girls' dormitory building, his heart was extremely uneasy, he didn't know what Shen Xia would think of him, should he say it or not? If, after that, she rejected him, then what should he do? How should I face her at the class reunion at night? In fact, he really wanted to get close to her inner world and share everything about her. The boys' dormitory is only 10 minutes away from the girls' dormitory, he actually walked for more than 20 minutes, he clearly felt the fierce beating of his heart, he really didn't dare to move forward, he had to take a deep breath every step to calm his heart beating violently, alas, die and die! This time, I had to tell her what was on my mind anyway, so that she knew that she wasn't alone in her world.
Finally walked downstairs to the girls' dormitory, and kept wandering a few times, Chen Xijie wanted to retreat several times, but he didn't want to waste the courage he had so hard to muster. Taking another deep breath, holding his glasses to calm himself down, Chen Xijie began to shout at the girls' dormitory building:
"Shen Xia! I ......"
Damn, the last few words are still stuck in the throat and can't come out, Shen Xia lives in the dormitory on the 3rd floor, she must be able to hear his scream, Chen Xijie's shout attracted many female classmates to watch, and after seeing that it was the school's legendary "straw bag Chen", all kinds of cynicism followed, all of them looked at him like a clown, and even some of the narrow roads of the enemy, met his hated old classmate Li Nana, she was looking at him with contemptuous eyes, and said to Chen Xijie in a sour tone:
"Yo, who should I be yelling in this girls' building, it turns out to be straw bag Chen! Hahahaha, how? Come to your ghost to renew the edge? Are you going to confess? Hahahaha......"
Hearing her say this, the people around her started to laugh and talk about ghosts with straw bales. Chen Xijie's face turned red all of a sudden, he was a little flustered, and said inarticulately, "I...... I'm not a straw bag...... "Even though he has made a lot of psychological preparations, he still seems panicked when he really wants to face it, he knows that others have been talking about him behind his back, but in this case, it is still a little abrupt to say this, he grabbed the sides of his pants tightly, and the ridicule around him became more and more, very harsh, very noisy, he felt that he was a clown who was stripped naked and watched by them at the moment.