tinnitus

Bei Bei soon began to have symptoms of tinnitus, she would hear some sounds, some non-existent sounds, as if muttering something quietly, and then getting smaller and smaller to hear clearly, these fragmented thoughts would always appear in the dead of night, tormenting Bei Bei like a ghost, making Bei Bei start to call Peng Cheng like a neurotic again.

Today Bei Bei started to have tinnitus again, but today is not a muttering, just a long noise-like sound, Bei Bei is sitting in the hotel box closest to the door, next to her old colleague Hongxia when she worked in the previous unit. The noise around her was so loud that it couldn't hide the cacophony of noise, which was the noise in Beibei's head, but fortunately she could still understand it now.

Hongxia is three years older than Beibei, a woman with a big tongue, not pretty, but very pretty. The oil paint on the face has to be hung in many layers before going out, which is similar to the role of Peking Opera masks, and you can paint what you like to look like, anyway, it is not your own appearance, and you don't have to be too burdened. She also likes to go out to eat and have fun with many men, because she has a husband who doesn't look for a home very much, in Hongxia's words, instead of crying at home, it is better to throw the child to her mother-in-law, so that her mother-in-law can call her husband endlessly to cry.

There was a time when Bei Bei felt that Hongxia's husband would definitely become a philosopher, and he had a unique perspective on problems, which Peng Cheng also had in Peng Cheng, Peng Cheng told Bei Bei that if one day he was too old to do that thing, he would find a young guy to make Bei Bei happy. At that time, the two of them fought, Bei Bei felt that it was an insult, it was Peng Cheng who didn't like him, so he would allow other men to touch him, but Peng Cheng felt that it was because he really loved Bei Bei that he would do it, and he wanted her to get everything he thought was extremely beautiful.

This difference in behavior and cognition was quickly abandoned by the two people, Bei Bei and Peng Cheng no longer mentioned the matter, anyway, to a woman who has not opened a meat yet, everything is information from outer space, which can be received but cannot be recognized.

Hongxia's husband also has a unique cognition, if he doesn't want to keep a woman's life, then he has to let this woman have enough space to be happy, and happiness is the long-term solution to maintain a good marriage. Just like friendship, no restraint, no restraint, mutual promotion and common prosperity, so when Hongxia and many men are active together, Hongxia's husband not only does not object, but also goes to pick up his wife home at the end.

Hongxia's appearance again is actually an accident, people are often sad and sad before they are particularly willing to talk to their friends, Bei Bei is the opposite. Since Peng Cheng betrayed herself, she almost only talks to herself, she doesn't want to see anyone, in fact, she can't see anyone, she can cry without talking to others in three sentences, Bei Bei doesn't want people to see herself like this. It's a pity that most of the heavens don't fulfill people's wishes, once when Bei Bei was squatting on the side of the road to call Peng Cheng, he was hit by Hongxia who was passing by by a taxi.

The jujube red taxi stopped in front of Bei Bei with a bang, and Hongxia got out of the car and saw Bei Bei raise her head with tears on her face. Bei Bei's nose was as red as rosacea, and a pair of dull eyes looked at Hongxia vacantly, as if she didn't know Hongxia. Then she didn't say a word to Hongxia, and began to argue with the person on the phone. She no longer pretends to be herself, they are all from here, Hongxia guessed that she is not far from ten, she also sat on the road next to Beibei, patted the girl's back one by one, watched this once decent woman screaming hysterically around her, and then coughed like tuberculosis.

Hongxia soon saw Peng Cheng who rushed out with barefoot slippers and a quilt in his shirts. He held up the phone and kept talking, asking where Bei Bei is? Shouting louder and louder, he finally saw Bei Bei from afar, and ran to the front in three steps and two steps.

The young man obviously ran out when he was sleeping, knelt on the ground and hugged the tearful girl tightly, patting her back gently, so that she didn't cough so badly, both of them no longer shouted like on the phone, Peng Cheng was always docile like a lamb after seeing Beibei, hugging and hugging, Peng Cheng also shed tears.

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Bei Bei looks a little decent, but a beautiful woman is a beautiful woman, Hongxia envies Bei Bei's beauty, although it is not delicate and not pitiful, but beauty is beautiful, and cold is also beautiful. After that day, Hongxia called Bei Bei and made an appointment for this dinner, she had a kind of sympathy for Bei Bei, because she had experienced such a process similar to Bei Bei, holding her son and crying on the side of the road. Now in her opinion, the way to make herself feel good is very simple, more men will naturally feel better, if there are more men, if you can't stand it, it means that more is needed, so she found a lot of people today.

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Just after the Spring Festival, the long seven-day holiday made many people commotion, men and women alike, Bei Bei looked at a room full of strangers and was a little scared. This is a closed hotel box, the decoration of the * style is exotic and mysterious, the table in front of it is too big, full of twenty people, all the dishes can only be placed on the edge of the table, and most people can only talk to a few people around them.

Bei Bei was sitting next to Hongxia, and the man on the other side was chatting with her endlessly, and the tinnitus made Bei Bei unable to hear what he was asking, so he kept repeating.

"What did you say?"

Hongxia has been standing endlessly talking to everyone and toasting everyone. Bei Bei can't adapt to this kind of drunken lantern riddle occasion, her amount of alcohol is nothing, but she doesn't want to drink with this group of people, she feels that she really came to the wrong place today, not only is she not better, but she also has a new way of tinnitus, which gives her a headache.

Suddenly, across the position of Bei Bei's six people, Bei Bei noticed a man, he had been staring at him tightly, Bei Bei was soon uncomfortable with him, the desire in this man's eyes was naked, so that she could feel his gaze no matter what.

Then he raised his wine glass to Bei Bei from afar, just like in the TV series, he took a sip of wine, and Bei Bei also picked up the wine glass and took a sip. This time, Bei Bei really regretted it, she should never agree to Hongxia.