Finally got rid of the bad people and bad things, and my life returned to normal. In fact, all the bruises on people's bodies are mostly caused by rotten people, and only when you leave rotten people, your life will become light and light, and it will be simple and exquisite.

I have experienced Ye'er saying bad things about me behind my back, hiring a murderer who wants to beat me, using my daughter as an excuse to occupy my house, and breaking into the house to make false accusations in the court。。。。。。 After a series of vicious incidents, Ye'er couldn't play any conspiracy, and my daughter's life and I returned to normal. However, a long period of loneliness and loneliness will always give my life a different flavor. Because I know that I am not afraid of loneliness, let alone loneliness, but it is an indisputable fact that long-term loneliness and loneliness will make my cognition biased and my judgment will be wrong.

I feel that I am a child who has been taught badly by the teacher, "the beginning of man, the nature is good", this truth has always affected my life, until now, I still use my own moral bottom line to imagine the beauty of others, always naively think that people are good, this deep-rooted education and solidification make me always hurt again and again. Even now that the age of destiny has passed, I still firmly believe that people are good, and the reason why there is evil after adulthood is purely forced by life.

When I was a child, I was now called a "scholar", six brothers and sisters, only I was so outstanding, if you want to ask why? I don't know, anyway, I'm so good, I never know what it means to "desert" in class, anyway, my feeling is that as long as the teacher has talked about the questions or the teacher has said, I can keep it in mind. The teacher said that I was not allowed to go to the Gouhe Reservoir to bathe in the summer, and I believed it, but my other dozen or so friends who grew up together did not listen to the teacher, they were happily swimming and playing in the river and reservoir, and only I was a landlubber, until now, they always laughed at me, saying that I couldn't swim, and I couldn't even "dog planing"!

Solidified education and thinking make me always laughed at by others. Driving into the community, I drove around the whole community several times in order to find a public parking space, but I didn't find a single public parking space. However, a friend who went with me ignored my kind reminder and parked the car directly in someone else's private parking space, and when I was still there looking for a parking space around the whole community, this friend of mine had already handled the business and drove away from the private parking space that he had seized so naturally and calmly. Afterwards, he laughed at me and said, "You really read your brain badly because of reading, is the private parking space his home?" I'm not possessing, I'm just borrowing, "solidarity and fraternity, helping each other", don't you understand? I don't know when the owner of this private parking space will come back, but, it's a big deal to wait for the people to come back, and as soon as the mobile phone hits, I can just move a parking space. It's called "helping each other, uniting and fraternal", you know?

I was dizzy, and the things I didn't pay attention to were so lofty and lofty by this friend of mine. However, what he said may really make sense, you don't need a parking space for the time being, just borrow me for a while, why not!

However, the fixed way of thinking that came about because of this kind of education made me suffer unnecessarily in my future life.

After working for so many years, I always thought that as long as I could work hard, be conscientious and work hard, I would be able to get a promotion and a salary increase, but all this was wrong. This is perhaps the biggest lie in the world, both ancient and modern, both in China and abroad. "Hard work to get rich", you have seen a hard-working person who can get rich, at most it is good to be well-off. Those peasants who have lived in the loess for generations, working at sunrise and resting at sunset, facing the loess with their backs to the sky, 365 days a year, busy like tired dogs, have you ever seen them make a fortune because of such hard work? No, it can be said that the birth of any miracle person, the first pot of gold they grabbed was almost gray! With the first pot of gold they grabbed, and then carried out more predatory expansion, they were able to instantly complete the myth of their business empire in just a few years or more than ten years, and also made them instantly become the world's richest hundreds of figures. Think about it, what does all this depend on? Anyway, relying on "hard work" is far from enough.

The same is true of my work, those who can succeed in the top position are not because of their excellent work and dedication, but because they have those gray networks that pave the way for them to succeed in the top position.

At that time, we had already implemented the evaluation of primary school teachers, which were divided into primary, intermediate and senior levels. Primary school senior teacher is the top title of primary school teacher, but I don't know who later invented the title of "small, medium and high" on the top title of primary school teacher, which means "senior teacher of primary school senior teacher", which is one level higher than the top title of primary school senior teacher, of course, its corresponding salary is much higher than that of primary school senior teacher.

What was the original intention of the makers of this policy, I don't know. But I know that in the end, the "small, middle and high" such senior titles are almost not those who work hard, conscientiously struggle in the front line of education teachers, these dividends are all those principals, the formulation of this policy is as if specifically for these principals to pay benefits, first the principal of the school directly under the city was rated as this "senior in the senior" teacher title, then the city's key primary school principal, and finally the city's other township street school principals. After a reincarnation, the principal's benefits are distributed, and then they are distributed to the directors of those schools in order。。。。。。 After the implementation of this policy and system, the result was that in the end, ten of them became ten principals, and ten of them were senior teachers with the title of "elementary, middle, and high", and among those teachers who were obscure, diligent, and diligent, and worked the front line of education, even one out of ten teachers with such attractive titles were not even equal.

The most infuriating thing is that these people with the title of "senior teacher of the senior" do not teach at all, or only symbolically take a few inconsequential sub-subjects; However, those ordinary teachers who do not have such titles are the backbone of the struggle in the front line of education and teaching.

There is a principal surnamed Jiang who has not taught classes for a long time, because he wants to evaluate this title, he must take a public display class, which is a necessary link. On that day, I saw the principal surnamed Jiang, who had not been on the podium for a long time, walk up to the podium with a Chinese book in his hand and start teaching the students. This lovely principal surnamed Jiang only spoke for less than ten minutes in a forty-minute class, and there was nothing to say, it was this short ten minutes, or he asked the students to read the text repeatedly for five minutes, and the extremely embarrassed principal couldn't go on this class, he was still smart, and he turned around and wrote six big words on the blackboard "summarize the general meaning of the paragraph", and then asked the students to study and read the text by themselves, summarizing the general idea of the paragraph. This "carelessness" is not his "righteousness", and later the principal was called "Jiang Dayi" principal behind the teachers.

My life is like this, in the dead of night, it is very gratifying to look at my sleeping daughter, and a sense of happiness arises spontaneously; I don't seem lonely after the divorce, but this woman's repeated entanglement makes me feel very disgusted, but fortunately, it has been successfully resolved again and again, although the last time I paid an extra 20,000 yuan for no reason, but this can be regarded as a lesson.

Studying and working in school for a long time really made me a little stupid. Think about your family, think about your children, and of course think about the bad people and bad things you encounter in your work, you always feel that you are very high, and you don't care about the fame and fortune that others earn, but the salary you get every month is a lot less than others.

Teachers, especially primary school teachers like us, are shouldering the heavy responsibility of basic education in the motherland with the salary of Weibo, and I have clearly felt that there is such a mismatch between our income and the burden and responsibility on our shoulders. The job of a teacher is a profession that you can see at a glance from the day you step on the podium, without fierce challenges, but it is testing your patience and love, and teachers who can stick to this kind of patience, love and poverty are often the backbone of the motherland's education.

It's no wonder that we teachers are called "stinky old nine", the status of a dignified teacher in ancient times was not as good as "prostitutes", it's really funny to think about.