Chapter 224: Drunken Soul Torture
Taking advantage of the momentum of drinking, Jin Keying dragged out the speaker that she got out of the morning, connected her mobile phone and clicked "Waiting for You to Get Out of Class", and sang with the microphone.
Luo Shidendrobium looked at Shang Gesi on the side and asked, "Brother Si, have you heard "I Should Love You"?" ”
"You've shared, you've listened often."
"Can you sing?"
"What's wrong? What are you doing? ”
"Heehehehe......" Luo Shidubi smiled and wrapped his arm around coquettishly, "I want to hear you sing, can you sing it to me?" ”
“……”
"Okay, okay? Isn't it good?! ”
couldn't stand her soft grinding and hard bubbles, but he still agreed.
——
Who else in the world is a perfect match for us
I should love you and not waste the opportunity to be happy
In the face of love, you and I are too humble
Fall in love with who would dare to object
Who else in the world knows my tears better than you
I should love you to be the envied couple
Take your hand and advance and retreat in the sea of people
Smile at everything
——
He sang to Luo Shidendrobium, but his heart was thinking about Yan Jin, who was immersed in wine.
Luo Shidendrobium put his hands on his cheeks, looked at him stupidly, regarded himself as the heroine of the song, and unconsciously his eyes were full of tears.
She wants him to give her his love and become a pair that is envied by everyone, no matter what she encounters, she can hold hands and face it with a smile, and she doesn't want to see him frown melancholy anymore.
It's just that at the end of the song, before she could come out of her sadness, she heard a maddening sound.
"I want to look at you, I want to hold you, I want to be with you all the time, no matter how vast the world is, I will always be obsessed with you......"
Guo Liuli, who was flushed with alcohol, took out all the courage that the wine gave her, and sang her heart incompletely with Mai Wuyin.
"Always thinking of you, always loving you, always meeting you in dreams, falling in love with this sweet feeling, from today onwards you are the only one!"
Except for Yan Jin, who has long been accustomed to her out-of-tune singing, and even thinks it is cute, most of the others are defeated by this noise, covering their ears, bowing their heads on the table, and closing their eyes......
Only Mo Mufan noticed that her gaze was on herself. He lowered his eyes, turning his face away from her gaze
A hint of loss flashed in her eyes in an instant, and her voice gradually became smaller as she sang, and she lowered her head, and tears fell out unconsciously.
She was just afraid that she wouldn't have a chance, or even be qualified to say it again, even if he refused to listen.
When Jin Keying covered her mouth and dragged down, one accidentally both fell to the ground, Guo Liuli took the opportunity to secretly wipe away her tears, laughed madly with her, and didn't dare to look at Mo Mufan again.
However, what she didn't know was that at the moment she fell, Mo Mufan subconsciously stretched out his hands and stepped forward. Seeing her laugh, his brow gradually widened, and the corners of his mouth were hooked.
Yan Jin, who had been watching this scene, smiled bitterly, not knowing whether to laugh at them or herself.
After drying the wine in the glass, she put down the glass and got up to order a song, and as soon as the song came out, everyone cast appreciative eyes.
——
Are you sure this is love?
Do you really love me
Hand in hand, stroll in the sunset
Think of it as romance
The two of them looked into the distance
Thought love was sunny
When I look back
But his eyes were wet with tears
——
Singing this, she turned her gaze to Su Mofeng.
When the sunset turns to starlight
When love changes direction
You're as nervous about love as ever
But what about the future
The unknown tomorrow always makes me hesitate
Who gives me strength
I'm not afraid if you love me or not
I'm only afraid that you think you love me
Hold on to me, I don't count
You won't let go of what you're learning
I'm not afraid that you don't know how to love me
I'm afraid that you will treat habits as love
You can't guess what I want
——
It was late at night, and some people were already drunk, while others were immersed in the beautiful singing and continued to drink sadly.
And the person who was watching her looked away with interest after seeing her and Su Mofeng looking at each other.
No one listened to the lyrics carefully and felt her mood like Su Mofeng. Looking at her furrowed brow and sad eyes, he gradually became uneasy.
Still doesn't believe him? Why do you sing such a sad song to him with such an expression?
The wine gradually increased, and at the end of the song she was slurred, and her legs were weak and she was about to sit on the ground.
Putting aside those doubts, he quickly stepped forward and hugged her, fearing that she would talk nonsense like last time and kiss people, so he immediately carried her back to the villa.
It was only a short distance, and she tossed him all the way to her room after a drunken attack.
Putting her on the bed and pulling the covers on her, he turned and went out to pour her water.
When he returned, he froze in place with a glass of water.
He wondered what had happened in the less than two minutes he had been away......
On the bed in front of her, the quilt was quietly spread on the floor, and she lay at the end of the bed.
He shook his head helplessly, and raised his feet to put the water away and carry her back again, but he didn't want her to turn over again.
Seeing that she was about to fall, he immediately strode and quickly rushed to the side of the bed to catch her.
Looking at the person in his arms and the glass of water in his hand that only had droplets left, he sighed helplessly, "What a little bastard." ”
Putting her on the bed, he wanted to feed her some water and make a sobering soup, but at this time he did not dare to leave half a step, and maybe she would roll under the bed in a moment.
He picked up the quilt on the ground and covered her again, but she suddenly grabbed her neck.
Sugree ...... Sugree ......"
"Well, what's wrong?" He looked tenderly at her flushed cheeks and stroked her hair gently.
"You, are you sincere, really, really to me?"
Although she was slurred, he heard every word she said and replied without hesitation, "Yes." ”
"Then, then you, have you liked it, Shi Yuna?"
He paused, and before he could speak, she continued: "You must tell the truth, I don't care, it's still too late, it's too late...... Is it because of me that you have ruined your original relationship? ”
He was silent for a long time, met her slightly open eyes, stroked her face and said sincerely, "I have been sincere to you from the beginning, you have to believe me." I have never remembered these three words of Shi Yuna, and I only put it in my mind because you mentioned it many times. ”
"Then why didn't you even want your life for her?"
He was stunned and frowned suspiciously, "What? ”
She continued: "I've seen it all, online news, video websites, that person is fiercely holding a knife to her neck, and you go up to grab the knife regardless of your own safety...... If you don't let me know if you're hurt, are you afraid that I know the root cause of the injury because you still care about her? Don't tell me she chose me because she backed you, I don't want to accept it-"
"No!"
Looking at the tears sliding from the corners of her eyes, his heart felt like it was being pinched tightly by a cold and piercing hand.
I didn't expect her to think that Shi Yuna would be so kind to make humility in this regard......
"Are you stupid? No matter who is being held hostage, I will do it, and it is because of me that she was held hostage. ”
"Because of you? Why because of you? She looked up at him with misty eyes.
Looking at her jealous tears and ignorant of everything, he knew that her reaction at this time was absolutely real.
He smiled wryly, laughing at his own stupidity, and there was still a hint of suspicion of this fool.
suspects that she has close relationships with other boys behind his back, suspects that she is ruthless, and uses other people's sincerity to do illegal and harmful things for her......
How could he doubt her? Even he never minded what she would be
The kind of person he loves as long as she loves him.
He wiped tears from her face and replied, "The gangsters won't let Shi Yuna get close to me. ”
"What?" Her eyes suddenly widened, and she looked at him incredulously, "You still have male fans?" ”
Looking at her strange eyes, he tapped her head and said, "He said, I can only be Jin in this life." ”
She looked at him with confused eyes, and pouted for a moment before she pouted and said, "I also hope so, I don't want to fall out of love, I don't want to be sad, I don't want to take the risk of falling out of love and change to a new partner to re-manage a relationship, I don't know how many times this kind of risk will take to achieve a positive result, I want you to ......be alone from beginning to end."
The corners of his mouth gradually rose, his eyebrows and eyes were full of love smiles, and he leaned down to kiss her lips.
There was a faint aroma of wine in her mouth at the moment, which was the taste he liked.
There doesn't seem to be anything he doesn't like about her, and he even wants to rub her into his body so that she can never escape.
After a long time, she didn't want to let go of his neck, looked at him and said, "Don't go, sleep with me." ”
"Okay."
He lay down beside her and took her into his arms.
She hugged his neck tightly and buried her face in his neck, as if she was protecting her beloved treasure, for fear that someone else would take it away.
He curled the corners of his mouth, kissed her forehead, and stroked her head to reassure her.
"Can you sing a song and put me to sleep?"
"Okay."
He agreed without hesitation, and began to sing in a non-earthly voice.
——
You always pretend that you don't hurt
You're always smiling
Fear of touching in love
Give up struggling
You look me in the eye
You remember my voice
Fearless of wind and rain
Don't forget that I'm still standing here
I just want to be your sun
Your sun
In your heart
In the bottom of your heart
No matter how far away
Don't be afraid of me by my side
——
She raised the corners of her mouth in reassurance, gradually closed her eyes, and responded in her heart, "Okay, be my sun, shine for me, and warm my heart." ”
She really seemed to be his sleeping pill, and it wasn't long before he fell asleep peacefully.
Yan Jin's lack of love gives her a sense of security is not because she doesn't believe in love or Su Mofeng, she is just afraid that the period of love will be too short for her to adapt. She didn't know how much pain she would have then, because she was terrified of the feeling of heartache.
I heard many people say that the love encountered by 18-year-old youth will never be true love, and first love is just a kind of trial agent for the first relationship, because most of the shelf life of this relationship is very short, and it is not true love if it cannot be eternal.
But what she doesn't know is that all this is because the various failed love experiences in contemporary society make people gradually disbelieve in love. In the face of love, they often doubt the truth or falsehood, from fear to reluctance to give, resulting in the period of love getting shorter and shorter, and even mixed with many interests.
Because of this, more and more people will be hurt, and more and more people will not believe in love, which is like a vicious spread of the virus, hurting countless people who have paid their hearts.
Yan Jin didn't know how lucky she was until now, because she met such a Su Mofeng.
She also understands that no matter how long or short a relationship is, it has nothing to do with whether it is true love or not, otherwise there are no love allusions to love at first sight in the past. And first love is the purest true love.
So she believes that as long as she really gives, her love will definitely last longer and longer, because she believes in Su Mofeng.
……
"Son, you must remember, you can't wear those bells and whistles anymore when you get off the plane, so that your dad should train you again!"
"Got it! My mother! ”
"Call your mom when it's time to do it!"
Hanging up the phone, Nie Yu put on sunglasses and began to walk into the covered bridge and embark on a 20-hour flight back to China