Tonight, Qin Liang had insomnia, she couldn't fall asleep over and over, and Lu Shenghe couldn't sleep because she was disturbed, so she just held her in her arms and asked, "What's the matter, wife, is there anything bothering?" ”

Qin Liang sighed, turned around, looked at Lu Shenghe and asked, "Am I very selfish?" ”

Lu Shenghe was stunned for a moment, and asked suspiciously, "Why did you suddenly say that about yourself?" ”

"I want a boy to inherit my mantle, but I haven't even asked him for his opinion, isn't it selfish?" Qin Liang said.

When Lu Shenghe heard this, he laughed and said: "Silly girl, how can you think so, the birth of a child was originally a place of hope and sustenance on his parents, what kind of person do you want him to become, just because you are a mother, but whether the child is willing to bear this sustenance in the future is his own will." ”

Qin Liang listened, her heart was much more comfortable, she nodded, as if emphasized, and said: "Whether the baby wants it in the future or not, I will not force him." ”

Lu Shenghe chuckled, tapped the tip of her nose with his finger, and said with a smile: "If one can't work, just give birth to two, if two can't work, then give birth to three, so many children, finally one is willing to learn from you." ”

Qin Liang glared and said, "You treat me as an old sow, giving birth to so much?" ”

"How can there be such a lovely old sow?" Lu Shenghe said with a smile.

Qin Liang was angry with the eighteen palms of the dragon, Lu Shenghe took it with a smile, Qin Liang saw that he didn't dare to hide, and felt quite satisfied.

Qin Liang recuperated at home for a few days, and then she couldn't be idle, Lu Shenghe was fine when she was there, but when Lu Shenghe was away, she almost wanted to go to heaven and earth, fortunately, there was still Fang Jianhong staring at home, and Lu Shenghe could rest assured.

On this day, Fang Jianhong went to the hospital for a follow-up, Lu Qingming accompanied her, Qin Liang was bored at home alone, and she wanted to run out.

It's just that the bodyguards arranged by Lu Shenghe are still there, Qin Liang can't get around him and leave the house, and he is very depressed.

She received a phone call, it was from the police station, and the other party told her that Jiao Ranran was now in custody, and yesterday she committed suicide while the guards were not paying attention, and was sent to the hospital as soon as she was discovered, but she was seriously injured and there was no need for rescue, and now there was only one breath left, and Jiao Ranran said that she wanted to see Qin Liang.

"See me, why do you want to see me?" Qin Liang was a little puzzled, why did Jiao Ranran want to see herself, not Lu Qingming?

The officer said he didn't know, which was Jiao Ranran's own words.

After hanging up the phone, Qin Liang thought about it, but decided to see Jiao Ranran, she called Lu Shenghe for instructions, Lu Shenghe hesitated for a while, agreed, and asked the bodyguard to escort Qin Liang to the hospital.

When I arrived at the hospital, there were two police officers guarding outside the ward, Qin Liang walked over to show his identity, and after the police officer verified, he let Qin Liang in, and before entering, he said: "She said that she would only sign a confession after seeing you, so we can only trouble you to run." ”

Qin Liang understood, nodded, and walked into the ward.

It was a single room, and she lay there, pale and seemingly asleep, handcuffed, even though she seemed to have no ability to resist.

Hearing the movement, Jiao Ran opened his eyes, saw Qin Liang, his eyes were glowing, and he squeezed out a smile: "Sister Liangliang, you are here." ”

Qin Liang walked in front of her and saw her tattered wrists and shocking wounds, which made Qin Liang frown.

Jiao Ran followed her line of sight, and after also glancing at his wrist, he said with a smile indifferently: "When people were not paying attention, I bit it myself, but it was found and I didn't die, but I really didn't want to live, so I stabbed my pancreas with a toothbrush, I knew that if the pancreas was ruptured, I would definitely die, and I didn't have to worry about being rescued." ”

"Why bother?" Qin Liang said with a sigh.

Jiao Ran laughed, with a bitter smile, "I've lived too hard, everyone has the right to choose their own life or death, isn't it?" ”

"But, but ·····" Qin Liang didn't know how to persuade her, but looking at this situation, there was no need to persuade her.

Jiao Ran stared at Qin Liang, tears suddenly rolled down, she cried and laughed and said, "Sister Liangliang, thank you." ”

Qin Liang looked at her in surprise, "Thank me for what?" ”

Jiao Ran said: "Do you know why I want to see you? ”

Qin Liang shook his head.

"Because I know that you are the only one who is willing to come and see me," Jiao Ran smiled, but the tears on his face became more and more fierce, "I really can't think of anyone else who would want to come and see me except you." ”

Qin Liang didn't speak, just was silent for a long time.

"Sister Liangliang, I'm sorry," Jiao Ran wanted to reach out to pull Qin Liang, but she was restrained by the handcuffs, she could only take her hand back and confess to Qin Liang: "I thought about stopping it, but I can't control myself, I feel like I have been possessed by the devil, while telling myself no, I can't help but do things to hurt Sister Xixi, I told myself countless times that I did this for Mr. Lu, but I know very well in my heart that everything is my possessiveness and selfishness." ”

"There's nothing wrong with liking someone, it's just that you shouldn't hurt others because of this," Qin Liang said.

Jiao Ran nodded, "I know, but I really can't control myself, I really like Mr. Lu too much, he is the only hope in my life, I, I can't do it." ”

"I'm like a bedbug in the gutter, I can't see the light, before I met Mr. Lu, my life was full of shadows, I didn't want to live for a long time, especially after killing that pair of animals, I wanted to die, it was the young master who took me back to the Lu family and met Mr. Lu."

Qin Liang's eyes widened slightly, "Did you really kill your parents?" ”

Jiao Ran sighed, "Parents? They don't deserve to be called parents at all, they're sluts, they're animals, they're not people! ”

Qin Liang twisted his eyebrows, "What did they do, you hate them so much?" ”

Jiao Ran smiled bitterly, "What did you do?" It's disgusting to mention! ”

"I was adopted by my adoptive parents, and since I can remember, my adoptive father's dog thing looked at me in the wrong way, I told my adoptive mother, not only did my adoptive mother not protect me, but instead scolded me, humiliated me, said that I was a dang woman, said that I was cheap, improper, seduced, and lured my adoptive father, ridiculous, I was only six years old, I was just a child, I didn't know anything at all."

"When I was eight years old, one night, my adoptive father was drinking, drunk and came home, saw me doing my homework in the living room, his eyes were staring at me, I was very scared, I quickly ran back to my room, locked the door, I thought I would be safe, but I didn't expect the animal to be so frustrated, kicked open the door, broke in, he was like a pig, pounced, I wanted to run, but I couldn't run, I screamed, no one paid attention to me, I screamed, I screamed, I thought I was going to die, At that time, the adoptive mother was in a room separated by a wall, pretending not to hear. ”

"The next morning, that slut woman came in to help me clean up, and scolded me for being shameless, scolding whatever was ugly, I was very sad, I didn't understand, what did I do wrong, I obviously didn't do anything, why was it so painful, I was still so young at the time, I had no ability to resist, I could only endure it silently."

Qin Liang was furious, "You're just a child, how can they treat you like this!" ”

Jiao Ran smiled bitterly and said, "Yes, I'm just a child, why do you treat me like this?" My life was ruined like this, and I will never be able to get rid of this shadow, not to mention that in the next few years, I lived in dire straits every day, constantly being insulted, constantly being humiliated, I was really desperate, I was living a miserable life, so I thought about death. ”

"But even if I die, I can't cheap those two scumbags, I want to drag them to die together!" Jiao Ran gritted his teeth and said.

"That day, when I came home from school, when I was cooking, I secretly put the sleeping pills I bought into the meal, and then watched the two animals eat them, and when they fell asleep, they had no ability to resist, I thought that I would kill them with a knife, but I thought of the pain I had suffered for so many years, and I couldn't let them go so easily, so I tied them up with a rope and woke them up with cold water, and at first they were still insulting me that I didn't listen, until I cut the slut's mouth with a knife, and they didn't know that they were afraid, They begged me for mercy, wept bitterly and confessed to me, ridiculous, so ridiculous, they actually knew fear and fear, but did they know how painful I was? Even if I cut them with a thousand knives, I don't feel resentful!"

Jiao Ran said in the end, although there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, but there was a tear on his face, "I was abandoned since I was a child, even if I was picked up, I never felt the warmth of the so-called family, I have no one to love, I only have endless pain, I often think, since I am so unpopular, why didn't my biological parents strangle me when I was just born, why let me live, clearly feel the pain in this world, life is really tiring, really hard, I don't want to live·····"

Qin Liang looked at her uninterrupted tears, her heart moved slightly, she stretched out her hand to hold Jiao Ranran's hand, her hand was cold, and the cold person panicked.

Jiao Ran was scalded by the temperature of Qin Liang's palm, she looked at Qin Liang, with a little joy in her eyes, and a little bitterness at the corner of her mouth: "Sister Liangliang, thank you for not disliking me, I'm so dirty, I really don't deserve it." ”

"It's the person who hurt you who is wrong, not you," Qin Liang said softly, "You're not dirty." ”

Jiao Ran was stunned for a moment, and burst into a smile, "Thank you." ”

"Thank you, I didn't do anything for you at all," Qin Liang said.

"I'm glad you came to see me," Jiao Ran smiled brightly.