Chen Xijie sent Shen Xia back to the place where she lived, holding her hand and silent all the way.

He was once fortunate enough to be invited to eat and watch TV here, looking at this room that he had known countless times, a little sentimental, this place used to be full of the most beautiful colors, Yangyang liked warm colors, but after she was gone, everything here became gray and dull again. Xiao Xia herself doesn't like to talk, and she is relatively cold, Yang Yang is like a ray of sunshine, bringing some laughter and color to Xiao Xia, and after losing this ray of sunshine, Xiao Xia's life seems to have returned to the beginning, and everything has become so quiet.

Xiao Xia changed her clothes and came out, her hair was still dripping, she wiped it casually with a towel, and her every move was so lost and depressed, Chen Xijie thought for a long time, and finally mustered up the courage to walk in front of her, Shen Xia didn't come back to his senses for a while, and crashed directly into his arms, he reached out and hugged her, it seems that since they became boyfriend and girlfriend, the relationship has been slowly heating up, but it is not as hot as today. Shen Xia looked up at him, he was still a little uncomfortable at first, but after squirming it, he felt the warmth, and finally calmed down his heart.

"I'll wipe it for you." Chen Xijie looked at her gently, Shen Xia was stunned for a while and handed him the towel in his hand, and turned around, he picked up her hair and put it in the towel, although the rain washed away, there was still a faint fragrance of hair, which made him a little intoxicated, he thought, if he wiped her hair like this for the rest of his life, he would be very happy. The first time he helped the girl wipe her hair, he was a little clumsy, but he was still very careful, wiping her little by little.

"Xiao Xia, move in with me, I'll take care of you." Chen Xijie said very carefully, he wasn't sure if he could move Shen Xia and let him have the honor to take care of her, but he really didn't want her to continue to live here, because there were too many memories of her grief here, even if she was buried deeply, he could still feel it, it was a wound for her life, and he didn't want her to live in this kind of environment with self-blame and pain.

"I haven't thought about it yet." Shen Xia lowered her head unconsciously, she really hadn't thought about this problem, cohabitation? It seems that now boyfriend and girlfriend can live together openly, but she still has a lot of things to do, she is not sure what Chen Xijie will think of her after she does those things, maybe their relationship has not reached that deep. Thinking of this, she suddenly felt a little sad, maybe even she didn't know, it turned out that after being in love for a long time, it would really be addictive, which would make her take this man to heart little by little, and she would never be willing to take it out again.

"If you are afraid of others gossiping and living together unmarried, then we can get engaged or get married first, my parents have long urged me to take you back to meet them, you know? I've been talking to them about you. As soon as Chen Xijie said this, his face shone a little, he knew how much he cared about her, he had chased her for a few years, he never thought of giving up, and he also wanted to marry her home as soon as possible to break Lin Kaifeng's thoughts, otherwise he would always be in danger.

"No, I can't get married, Ajie, you know, I care about Yangyang, she is a hurdle in my heart, and I can't get over it now." Shen Xia turned to face Chen Xijie, and met his eyes full of anticipation, she was a little excited, if she married like this, she would not be at ease in her life, "I often dream that she is standing in front of me covered in blood, I look at her, but I can't do anything, I can't marry like this with peace of mind." Shen Xia's emotions were a little out of control, and Chen Xijie couldn't care about the towel in his hand and hugged her tightly in his arms.

"Xiao Xia, you put it down! Let go of all the hatred and all the sorrow before, whether it is the Shen family or everything about Yangyang, can you let go? We went on a tour, didn't you quit your job? I'm taking a leave of absence to go out with you, let's go farther away, can you forget about the past and live your life again? ”

"No, I can't! I'm not reconciled at all! Why can they step on my sorrow and live mockingly? Why should Yang Yang die? Why! Do you know? How much I hated the Shen family before, I once said that I would laugh and watch them kneel in front of me and cry! When my grandma died, I couldn't wait to celebrate with a patty! But then I let go, I forgot, let go of my hatred for them, I forgot what they had done! Because Yangyang let me live towards the sunshine every day, because she pulled me out of the shadows, it was because of my carelessness, because I forgot their nature, that Yangyang ended up like this! I finally learned to be happy and let go of my old days, but they cruelly turned all my hatred! In that case, how can I make them feel better? And how can I pretend that nothing has happened? Shen Xia pushed Chen Xijie away, her eyes were already red, she knew that she was not so strong, she was just used to not shedding tears, the past came back, she fell deeper and deeper, and she and the Shen family's old accounts had not been settled.

"Xiao Xia, can you be sober? Yangyang is no longer there, you can't live in hatred, you think about me, you think about the third brother and sister-in-law, you think about your parents, which of us doesn't want you to live happily? Is there no place for me in your heart except hatred? Chen Xijie's eyes also began to pantothenic, he was not afraid that Shen Xia would lose control, he was not afraid that Shen Xia would go crazy, he was only afraid that he would never have his place in her heart, he was afraid of being kicked out, and he was afraid that he would not be able to participate in her future life.

"Ajie, we have known each other for so many years, you know my character best, don't waste your time on me, I'm afraid that I will disappoint you in the end." Shen Xia secretly took a breath and met his eyes, those eyes were always so gentle in her, but she didn't want to be too greedy.

"Xiao Xia, you ......" Chen Xijie was nervous, what he was worried about was finally going to happen.

"Let's break up! In the future, we will no longer be boyfriend and girlfriend, we can still be classmates. I don't know why, when she said this, Shen Xia's heart was also trembling, probably, she was also reluctant.

"How much place do I have in your heart?" Chen Xijie didn't open his mouth to keep her after all, he knew that he couldn't keep her, just because his weight was not enough!

"Find a good girl to take home in the future, we will be as if we have never been together." Shen Xia turned around and turned her back on him, she had never said comforting words, and she didn't say anything before or after.

"But you are the only good girl of mine, and who should I take home but you?" Chen Xijie was still staring at her, although she turned her back and refused to look at him, but her hands were clenched, he knew that she was actually unwilling, but he was afraid that he would disturb some of her thoughts or plans in the future.

"Anyway, I said we've broken up! You're leaving! Shen Xia was afraid that if he stayed for one more minute, she would retract what she had just said, but she didn't want to, she didn't want to drag him, he should have a better future of his own, instead of accompanying her to a meaningless ramble here.

"Okay, I'll go." Chen Xijie finally put the towel on the sofa and turned around and went out, and closed her door smoothly, he stood outside the door and did not leave, it turned out that sometimes a door away is such a long distance, at this moment Xiao Xia in the house, is also in turmoil, and can even feel her messy heartbeat, his happy exit is not that he doesn't love her, but wants to fulfill her, her heart is filled with too much sadness and hatred, if you don't resolve it, maybe she won't be comfortable in her life, in the future, he will definitely slowly pull her out of hatredand love her again.