The city was protected, Liu Jianzhang was happy, but in addition to being happy, there were other strange emotions ---- fears in his heart.

This fear is not against the enemy.

As a qualified soldier, Liu Jianzhang has never been afraid of the enemy, never afraid of the battlefield, and in the face of the enemy, he will kill him.

But today, when the warm blood of the sunset thief splashed on his face, Liu Jianzhang felt fear for the first time in his life.

The battlefield is unpredictable, and between life and death, no one dares to guarantee that they will survive to the end.

Liu Jianzhang was afraid.

He was afraid that he would not have a chance to return to the capital and would not be able to see Han Qing again.

Why?

Liu Jianzhang was puzzled for a while, feeling uneasy and puzzled, and he joined the army led by his father Liu Shouye. The army was to rest and set up camp, and the father and son went to inspect the city.

Liu Jianzhang's uneasiness could not escape his father's eyes.

Liu Shouye, who has a lot of experience, saw through his son's troubles at a glance and half-jokingly pointed out.

Liu Jianzhang suddenly understood, his feelings for Han Qing had changed unconsciously, not pure brotherhood but another kind of relationship that he didn't know how to name, similar to the love between men and women.

With concern, you can't use your hands and feet at will, not only for yourself, but also for the person in your heart.

The new perception also explains very well where Liu Jianzhang's "absurdity" came from.

Liu Jianzhang couldn't accept it immediately, but he couldn't give it up categorically, with this indescribable, unclear, torturous and sweet betrayal of morality, Liu Jianzhang shuttled through the battles, and finally once, because of his carelessness, he was cut in the leg by the enemy soldiers and was crippled.

I know that I can no longer walk like a normal person, and Liu Jianzhang's world is dark.

He can't let go of his life pursuit of galloping and killing enemies bravely, and at the same time, he is very sad and sad about his own inadequacy. The broken self and the perfect Han Qing are the difference between heaven and earth.

Liu Jianzhang told himself that he was no longer worthy.

In the following days, Liu Jianzhang, who was full of injuries and emotional wounds, lived decadently day after day, becoming thinner and thinner, and not looking like a man.

Later, his father and sister-in-law were worried that they would inevitably become a drag in the army, Liu Jianzhang decided to return to Beijing, hide, spend the rest of his life, and hide and protect the unspeakable and unobtainable emotions for Han Qing in his heart.

Liu Jianzhang is ready to love the rest of his life in hardship and loneliness.

How do you know that man is not as good as heaven?

Han Qing actually came to his side and poured out his true feelings one step ahead of him.

Liu Jianzhang hesitated. Han Qing pressed. Liu Jianzhang accepted.

The two of them have the same mind, and it is simply consummated.

Thinking of this, Liu Jianzhang felt like a honeypot.

Suddenly, there was a dull pain in the top of the head.

Liu Jianzhang came back to his senses, his eyes rolled up, and he looked at the troublesome girl.

Liu Ruohua grabbed a strand of her brother's hair and said with a smile: "Brother, look at your spring heart, you are disgusting to death." ”

How could Liu Jianzhang see his own face and asked, "Is there one?" ”

Liu Ruohua hugged her brother's head, shook it, nodded, and said, "Yes, of course." However, outsiders look disgusting, if he changes Han Qing, he will not be disgusting, he must be happy to death. Brother, you have to live a good life in the future, don't always be emotional, do you know? ”

Liu Jianzhang said: "This is nature, hey, why did you suddenly teach me a lesson?" ”

Liu Ruohua said: "Look at your deep affection, how supportive my sister is, you are stupid and stunned, what if I don't mention you too much and force people away?" A rare sincere person can't help but cherish it. ”

Liu Jianzhang said: "Okay, brother promises you." He patted the girl's hand gently. He knows the bitterness in his sister's heart.

Liu Ruohua said with a smile: "What is promised to me, tell Han Qing in the future." He gently knocked on the top of his brother's head, and then said, "Brother, I am very happy to see you happy." I'm not a little girl of sixteen or seventeen, I'm past the age of thinking about a man all day long, you don't have to feel guilty with your father, I'm a first-class princess, I'm willing to be, willingly. ”

Liu Jianzhang was silent.

Liu Ruohua walked around to her brother, pulled a stool and sat down, and the brother and sister faced each other.

I only heard Liu Ruohua say: "Brother, let's talk about something serious." ”

Liu Jianzhang said: "The secret of the palace? ”

Liu Ruohua said with a smile: "Then it's a serious matter, it's all this hour, it doesn't matter if you sleep or not." Brother, it's just right, let's discuss how to deal with Dad? If you are with Han Qing, our Liu family will be broken. Dad may not be able to accept it calmly. ”

Liu Jianzhang sighed: "I'm sorry for my father's nurturing grace. ”

Liu Ruohua said: "At this time, I still care about this." When your father dies, it's enough for you to bury it, and you don't need to make a descendant, you can't bring it with you when you live, and you don't bring it with you when you die. When our father died, he couldn't carry his grandson into the coffin. The tone of his speech is the same as that of Liu Shouye, and he is worthy of being a father and daughter.

Liu Jianzhang said helplessly: "Don't say that, I'm not kind in the end." ”

Liu Ruohua rolled her eyes and said, "Dead brain." Even if you marry a daughter-in-law, you can guarantee that you will have a son? If there is a series of daughters, it is not the same as the aftermath! Why, do you still want to hug left and right, ask for Han Qing, and then ask for a bunch of women? ”

Liu Jianzhang said: "No, you can only love one in your life, and if you have more, it won't count." ”