I don't know how long I talked to Mommy, she drank three glasses of water brought by Zhang's mother, and went to the bathroom twice, when her throat was a little dry and sore, Zhang's mother and Sister Ping worked together to replace her.

The two of them sat on opposite sides of the hospital bed, massaging their wives while whispering to their wives, which was very natural.

Dou Lingxin looked at the scene in front of him, and couldn't help but lighten his breath, as if he was afraid of breaking the peace of the moment.

The hand on his side touched the backpack beside him, and the hard notebook inside touched his hand, and Dou Lingxin frowned slightly.

She looked up at Mommy and saw that Mommy was sleeping peacefully, just like in those years, when they mother and daughter were dependent on each other, they woke up in the morning and saw Mommy's sleeping face.

Speaking of which, at that time, their lives were poor, and it is not an exaggeration to say that they were embarrassed, but they lived happily.

Thinking like this, Dou Lingxin's hand on the backpack seemed to be burned by something, and it retracted suddenly.

If she could, she would rather choose not to go back to the Dou family to be this eldest lady, but to continue to live a hard life with Mommy.

The notebook left by my father is not to be read.

Having made a decision, her eyes drifted out of the window, and near the window there was a tree, and the leaves were swaying in the wind, and her heart was not at peace.

The busy figures of Mama Zhang and Sister Ping swayed in front of her eyes, making Dou Lingxin withdraw her gaze and cast herself on Mommy lying on the bed.

Mommy's expression was peaceful and peaceful, as if she would open her eyes and laugh with her in the next moment, Dou Lingxin involuntarily sat up straight, as if she was ready to respond to Mommy.

For as long as she can remember, the way Daddy and Mommy get along with each other is different from other people's parents, they are like two people on parallel lines, always going their own way. But she thinks that Daddy is causing all this, and Daddy is coldly violent to Mommy.

In addition to being cold-hearted, Daddy occasionally yells at Mommy......

She saw Mommy crying secretly more than once, and even felt that Mommy was too weak, hoping that Mommy would rise up directly and scold Daddy......

Thinking of this, a look of loss appeared on Dou Lingxin's face, her long and thick eyelashes trembled, and her breathing became a little shorter.

The change in her expression was caught in the eyes of Sister Ping, who was standing opposite her at this time, Sister Ping understood her, saw her face sank, and knew that Miss was in a bad mood again.

With a slam in her heart, Sister Ping hurriedly said to Dou Lingxin: "Miss, you have rested, how about talking to Mrs. again?" ”

Dou Lingxin hummed, walked to Sister Ping's side, stood at Mommy's head, and raised his hand to knead Mommy's right ear while brewing what he wanted to say.

Mommy's ears were soft, and there was a scar on the edge of the earlobe, which looked very dazzling on the fair skin, seeing that scar, Dou Lingxin's heart fluctuated, and a cold light flashed in his eyes.

When she was a child, she had to pinch Mommy's earlobe to fall asleep, and Mommy let her pinch it, and laughed at her for being a clingy baby.

But after that incident, she didn't pinch Mommy's earlobe much anymore.

Although she was young at that time, that incident was clearly engraved in her mind and will never be forgotten.

Remembering that day Daddy yelled at Mommy again, and then tried to drag her out of Mommy's arms with a black face, she didn't do it, and hugged Mommy's neck tightly. But her strength is very small, and she can't resist the menacing daddy, and when she is about to be snatched away by daddy, she subconsciously reaches out and wants to grab Mommy.

Mommy wore earrings that day, so in a panic, she grabbed Mommy's earrings and subconsciously tried hard to stay in Mommy's arms, but she scratched Mommy's earlobe.

Blood gushed out of Mommy's earlobe, and she was stupefied when she saw it, and she cried loudly, but her hand didn't leave Mommy's earrings.

Mommy screamed in pain when she grabbed it, and Daddy slapped her hand angrily and broke off her fingers that were pinched more tightly because she was afraid, it hurt!

She cried and cried out in pain, and Daddy threw up his sleeves and left.

Then Mommy hugged her and gently comforted: "Baby, Mommy is fine, don't cry." ”

She sobbed and cried, "Daddy is bad! Bad bad! Bad heart, put Mommy... Ear... Do... Bleeding blood. ”

"The heart is not bad, and the heart baby is not intentional, right? Also, Daddy is not bad, he has that temper, let's just bear with it, don't blame your Daddy. ”

At that time, Dou Ling couldn't figure out why Mommy wanted to speak for Daddy, and she was even more determined to think that Mommy was good and Daddy was not good, and since then, she has secretly decided to grow up quickly to protect Mommy.

"Xinxin, you are still young, you don't understand many things, and the things you see on the surface are not the truth, do you know?" Mommy then muttered.

Dou Lingxin looked at Mommy with wide eyes, she wanted to say that everything she knew was that her father was not good, Mommy was the best Mommy, and she was Xinxin's favorite person.

But looking at the blood on Mommy's ears, Dou Lingxin couldn't speak, only arched his head into Mommy's arms, and didn't look at the dazzling red.

Mommy's hand stroked Dou Lingxin's hair, soft and warm, Dou Lingxin's little heart with grievances in the panic finally settled down, she nodded in Mommy's arms ignorantly, indicating that she listened to Mommy's words.

"My heart is so good, okay, Mommy will wash her face with her heart, okay?"

Dou Lingxin said yes softly this time, and went to wash her face with Mommy, Zhang's mother helped Mommy deal with her wounds, and the mother and daughter cleaned up and nested on the sofa together.

Perhaps because she was afraid that what happened today would affect her, Mommy whispered to her for a long time, and gradually soothed her fright, and later, Dou Lingxin became happy and even laughed.

Giggles, clucks, the little girl's silver bell-like laughter echoed through the hall, and Mommy's face rejuvenated with a smile.

Although she didn't remember most of what Mommy told her that day, after all, she was only a few years old at the time, but there was one sentence she remembered.

Mommy said: Heart, life always has ups and downs, just face it with a smile.

She didn't understand this sentence very well at the time, so she remembered to face a few words with a smile, but Mommy's demeanor, shining eyes, and tenderness on her face were deeply engraved in her mind and remembered.

Later, when she grew up, she understood the meaning of Mommy's words and agreed with Mommy's point of view.

Yes, life has ups and downs, and now she is in a trough, which is very sad, but no matter how sad she is, she will always go through the trough with a smile. Therefore, what should be faced is faced, for fear of what it will do?

"Mommy, I'll listen to you and face it all with a smile." Dou Lingxin rubbed Mommy's earlobe and finished talking to Mommy in his heart, and added: "Mommy, I decided, that book still has to be read, I Dou Lingxin doesn't even have the courage to read it, how can I practice Mommy's words, right?" ”

Dou Lingxin made the final decision, and then looked at her mommy's eyes full of broken light and tenderness.