Chapter 54: Failure to remarry

Night is coming, the Shen family compound at this moment is shrouded in the last afterglow, showing its former glorious momentum, such a night is very depressing, it seems to enter a black hole space, the night in the countryside enters early, and the city is the beginning of the lights at this time, and there is almost no sound here except for a few dog barks. Shen Xia looked at the sky that was about to darken, this day slipped away so fast, she didn't seem to have time to do something, the time of the day passed by in front of her like this, and she didn't have any way to seize a minute and a second.

The busy day of the Shen family has finally passed, Shen Xiangyong cleaned up the last table, and breathed a sigh of relief, it turned out that setting up a banquet at home was also a tiring job, sending the guests away, and cleaning up every table, but he was very happy, his daughter had such excellent results in the exam, even if he was tired and tired, he was willing, fortunately, his children were helping him, otherwise he didn't know how long it would be to clean up, looking at the pair of children and future daughters-in-law who helped him, his heart was particularly happy and particularly moved. Suddenly dissatisfied again, looking at his son, thinking that it would be perfect if he had a little grandson, and thinking about it without smirking.

After he was done, he moved a chair and sat next to Shu Xiaoxiang, finally able to chat with the family, he looked at Shu Xiaoxiang, she seemed to be very cold, she was drinking tea leisurely, and she didn't care about Shen Xiangyong's actions at all, which made him a little congested, and his heart was also uncertain, in the end, in her heart, did he still have a little position? She didn't seem to be the simple she used to be, at least there was something in her eyes that he didn't know, probably because of the pollution of the city.

"Ah Xiang, I'm ......" Shen Xiangyong was halfway through his words, and he didn't know how to speak, because since he sat down, she hadn't even looked at him, could it be that he really had no place in her heart at all?

"Just say something." Shu Xiaoxiang only looked at Shen Xia, and she didn't have a match for Shen Xiangyong.

"In front of the children, why don't we remarry? You see that the children are so old and have to have their own lives, and it is not good for us to be separated from each other like this, and in the future, when our son marries a daughter-in-law, we will have a good person to take care of or something. Shen Xiangyong's speech became unnatural, he looked at Shu Xiaoxiang uncertainly, not knowing if she would agree, after all, he had really hurt her. It's just that people are probably starting to pay attention to family affection when they get older, and he wants her to be by his side, nagging and nagging, at least he will have a companion in the next few decades, so he won't be lonely.

After Shen Xiangyong finished speaking, the Shen Xia brothers and sisters looked at him with some surprise, they didn't expect their father to really speak, how much courage did he muster? However, the two of them remarried and their brother and sister must be happy to see it, no one will like the feeling of a broken family, but I don't know what my mother thinks, Shen Xia looked at her mother's face, she seemed to be very calm, and she didn't hear the news.

"Remarriage? Shen Xiangyong, you take yourself too seriously, what do you think marriage is? If you want it, you have to go back? Kick it away if you don't want it? Shu Xiaoxiang smiled bitterly, if he hadn't divorced at the beginning, maybe she wouldn't have been so painful, and they wouldn't have come to this point, now she has finally come out of this shadow, she has died to him, how can she dare to touch this kind of lifeless bottom line again? The love between us as husband and wife has long since dissipated, and now I came back to see my daughter and my son, and I won't have anything to do with you Shen Xiangyong, so don't be sentimental, thinking that I came back to want to remarry you? That's impossible, if it weren't for these two children, I would never have stepped into the door of the Shen family again! Shu Xiaoxiang said decisively, how could she not have pain in her heart, could she expect anything from him? For her, this home is just the existence of these two children.

"Mom......" Shen Liang choked up a little, he didn't expect his mother to be so decisive, probably the Shen family really hurt her too deeply! He suddenly regretted a little, some regretted that he had snubbed her like that at the beginning, he had never thought about his mother's true thoughts, and he had never thought about how she was doing in the Shen family, and it was only after a long time that he learned from others that his mother had been enduring great pain for their brother and sister, as a mother, how could she not love her children? It's just that she can't show this love too much, for fear of causing more disasters to their brother and sister, he is really stupid! Didn't understand her feelings at all. If time could come back, he would definitely not choose to escape from the Shen family again, he would definitely choose to snuggle up with her tightly, no matter how others bullied him, he would not let her go. Mother, she is really strong on the surface, but her heart is more eager for family affection than anyone else, and she longs for the warmth of home, she is really too lonely in this life.

"Ah Xiang, I ......" Shen Xiangyong suddenly didn't know how to explain, he was clear about the past, he did something wrong, others may not choose to forgive, he didn't cherish it when he was young, his children came back, but the person next to the pillow was lost, this is his retribution! All this may be that he is asking for too much, alas, he sighed in his heart, forget it, the love between husband and wife cannot be forced, maybe the fate between them has come to an end, and he is destined to go through the rest of his life alone.

"There is no need to say anything, Shen Xiangyong, I didn't owe you anything in the first half of my life, and I didn't feel ashamed of anything, what I did to you, you also know in your heart, and you have already drawn a line between you and me, I will naturally be present at my son's marriage in the future, and I will also attend my daughter's parent-teacher meeting, but that is also for them, and it has nothing to do with you." Shu Xiaoxiang took a deep breath and suppressed the tears that were about to flow, seeing her children start their own families was her greatest satisfaction, and she wouldn't think about anything else.

"Mom...... We respect your decision. Shen Xia hugged her emotionally fluctuating mother, she wouldn't say much about them, she would only choose to respect their respective decisions, since she felt that the pain caused by remarriage would be greater, then she would not increase her pain. Shen Liang looked at them, hesitated for a moment and nodded, he felt that his sister's approach was good, they really didn't need to be involved too much in adult affairs, it was good to be able to remarry, if not, it couldn't be forced.

"Thank you brothers and sisters for your understanding, today I will sleep with Xiao Xia for one night, I will leave early in the morning on a cloudy day, I haven't slept with my daughter for a long time, or I slept with you when I was a child." After getting the understanding of her children, Shu Xiaoxiang's mood also brightened, she must be a competent mother in the future, and she no longer has to look at other people's eyes to hurt her children.

"Okay."

Actually, I longed for a long time to be able to sleep with my mother, but I don't know when I stopped longing for it. Shen Xia didn't say this, she gently stroked her mother's ears and temples, her wrinkles seemed to be very deep.