Chapter 60: Stop
"Zhaozhao!" That sentence was so heart-wrenching that Yu Zhao almost burst into tears that day, Chu Zikai naturally didn't want to hear it, he just wanted to seize the opportunity to have a good conversation with her.
Yu Zhao didn't want to give him a chance. ruthlessly turned his words into needles and pierced his heart: "Chu Zikai, can you be like a man?" Regardless of whether you have feelings for Liu Wanrou and others, they have entrusted their lives to you, and you are doing useless dealings with me here, so it is better to be kind and respond to the affection that others attach to you. ”
Successfully stabbed into blood, Chu Zikai didn't say a word, tried his best to suppress his anger and couldn't help it, forced her back step by step, and asked with difficulty as he walked: "Do you think this situation is what I want to see?" You only see that Liu Wanrou has a deep affection for me and is willing to retreat her into my arms, have you ever seen her snooping demeanor when she pours tea and water by my side every day?
You helped my father put pressure on me, and made plans to let me stay in her palace, like a knife to cut flesh on my heart, and I struggled to deal with it one by one. Don't dare to show the slightest sincerity to let your father hurt your heart.
I give you time to take your time, but you, never look at me, don't want to give me a look, let me struggle in the sea of lovesickness every day...... Zhaozhao, you have worked hard for me, that is the affection that does not ask for anything in return, and I will be sincerely praised, and you don't want it. But I've given it to you, and if you don't want it, my heart will be empty, and I can't be so cruel......"
Yu Zhao closed his eyes and became even more cruel: "Your life or death is none of my business, I just know that I will die if I have affection for you, as for other things, it is just to negotiate better conditions with Your Majesty when you leave......"
"Open your eyes and talk to me again!" Chu Zikai interrupted her, and the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time exploded, and hugged her with red eyes: "You don't dare to look at me, I'm afraid that I can't hide my affection......"
was right by him, it is true, Yu Zhao was a little weak, and sighed: "If Your Highness remembers the kindness at that time, let me go, I choose to erase the past now because I want to live, Your Highness also knows that if you and I have anything to do with each other, I won't be able to live." Compared to life, it is too much heavier. ”
Chu Zikai said: "I am more afraid of my father's threats than you, so I am hiding, but you are really giving up, and even using various methods to force me to give up, you are afraid, I understand, you can do nothing, but you can't take the initiative to push me to others." Shall we wait for the right moment? When the dust settles, I will give you everything you want. ”
There was no light in the study, and there was no one in the inner hall, it was surprisingly quiet, Yu Zhao forced himself to wake up, and asked in a slow tone: "You give up the country, everything I want can be obtained, are you willing?" ”
Chu Zikai immediately replied: "I got the country, and I can still give you everything you want."
No matter how hard you say it, it is indeed impossible to achieve it, for the emperor, how can you only live with one woman for the rest of your life, and she is still a woman full of criticism. Yu Zhao's eyes were also red, and he looked at him: "Your Highness can you believe this?" ”
Chu Zikai looked into her eyes and made a firm promise: "When the dust settles, if the people of the world feel that I am not worthy of being a monarch because of your and my feelings, I will put you first." ”
Yu Zhao shook his head: "That's absolute, the time has not yet come, how do you know that what you said is true?" ”
Chu Zikai replied: "There is no absolute thing, the time has not yet come, how do I know that I can't embrace you and the country?" ”
The Sea Vows Mountain Alliance is too beautiful, and it is always unrealistic to hear it, Yu Zhao and Chu Zikai are very sad, their hearts are painful, and they can't say a word anymore. Yu Zhao's body was tightly hugged by Chu Zikai, but he hid the heart he had withdrawn far away, not daring to get close to him, and if he touched it, he would fall short and fall short.
Yu Zhao wanted to break free from his embrace, but his hands really couldn't use his strength, as if he was telling himself in his heart that he couldn't be nostalgic, but his body was uncontrollable and instinctively accepted his warmth. It's a terrible feeling. "Your Highness, let it go, we can't be so selfish, Your Majesty, my mother, Ziyi, this matter involves too many people......"
With mixed feelings, Yu Zhao couldn't tell how he felt, and regretted that he had agreed to enter the palace, even if he returned home to the four walls, he would feel much better if he didn't have enough to eat. Chu Zikai stabilized his tone and coaxed in her ear: "I know, there are many concerns, I just ask you to wait, but don't give up, okay?" Now the court is in turmoil, and my father is especially afraid that I will be caught, so he is so unkind. When the great cause is first completed and everything is stable, you and I insist, and he will agree. I will protect you with my life, and if you break your promise again, I will never have the face to stop you again. ”
I didn't dare to agree, and the embankment that had been built with great difficulty could not burst at this moment.
But Yu Zhao really couldn't say those words against his will, he couldn't bear it anymore, his body was shaking, he could only choose to be silent, Chu Zikai looked at it, and he was also very distressed, and said softly: "I don't force you, but it is true that you and I have not died out, you can not show it, but you can't deny it, you can't create any opportunities for other women against your will!" ”
Yu Zhao knew what he was talking about, Zhanxiao and Chu Zikai were able to hide it from the scene, among the other three women, Liu Wanrou was born the best, and the second thing Emperor Yuan valued was her. Yu Zhaoyuan also thought that her affection for Chu Zikai was sincere, but a few days ago, it was rumored that she drugged Chu Zikai in order to climb into bed, and was found to be mixed with political affairs in the Liu family's family letter. Although Emperor Yuan issued a secret decree to grounded her, he felt that he could not turn his face with the Liu family, so there was no substantive punishment.
In addition, Liu Wanrou was so annoyed and ashamed that she pointed at people indiscriminately, Chu Zikai thought that the drugging was known to Emperor Yuan and Yu Zhao, and it completely touched Chu Zikai's sensitive string. It is unacceptable that Yu Zhao just allows other women to possess him. The more I thought about it in the past few days, the more angry I became, and finally seized the opportunity to talk to Yu Zhao.
After taking this charge in vain, Yu Zhao was even more sad, and his beloved was stared at and bullied by other women. Yu Zhao is so strong, he is still sad when he thinks about it, tears are in his eyes, and he gritted his teeth and didn't want it to fall. With a pair of watery eyes, he didn't say a word. Chu Zikai knew that something was wrong, and hurriedly asked her in surprise and temptation: "Zhaozhao, don't you know about Liu Wanrou?" ”
This question can't help it, people are not grass and trees, the grievances that have been suppressed these days suddenly came up, so angry that they couldn't speak, and a tear fell, and they couldn't stop it at all. The number of times Yu Zhao cried was only a handful, all because of Chu Zikai! This was the most devastating. Chu Zikai hurriedly wiped her tears and apologized along her back.
Softly said a basket, saying that he was going to kiss her, Yu Zhao was still angry, he avoided it forcefully when he came over, but his body was restrained and couldn't move, so he had to grab it with his hand. Chu Zikai knew that there were a few marks on his face, although it would not bleed, but redness and swelling could not be avoided. smiled helplessly: "Tomorrow, Princess Burning Xia will be charged for you again." Seeing Yu Zhao stop and stare at him, Chu Zikai leaned in and laughed again: "It's okay, it's already like this anyway, don't waste the opportunity, you have to vent your anger, can you bite a few more times?" I'm rough and thick, and I'm not afraid of pain. ”
Suddenly thinking of something, Yu Zhao calmed down unexpectedly, Chu Zikai just estimated that the sound insulation of the inner hall of the study was so bold that he would not agree. So he shouted, "Big Ash! Little Ash! Hairball! Tiger girl! Cubs! ”
Chu Zikai was puzzled, and Yu Zhao wiped away his tears and looked at him. "Do you like to be bitten? I will fulfill you. ”
Then a dog barking got closer and closer, and the door of the study would open if it was unlocked, Chu Zikai was shocked, and seized the last opportunity to kiss Yu Zhao's lips desperately, and threw down a sentence full of grievances: "Zhaozhao, you are so ruthless ......"
At the moment when the door of the study was knocked open, he hurriedly retreated into the secret passage and escaped. Yu Zhao didn't really want the dog to hurt him, so he quickly stopped a few wolf dogs, covered the lichen, and retreated with them. The cold moonlight in the back garden sprinkled all over the ground, shining on the stumps of the winter night, and I felt even more cold to the bottom of my heart. Where is the warmest, Yu Zhao has to admit that it is still the embrace, but if you want to have it with peace of mind, it is rare to be prohibitive.