Xu Youwen was lying on the bed, and suddenly a violent knock on the door woke him up, but he still lay on the bed and didn't want to get up, a night hangover was really uncomfortable.

The lock was turned, and someone pushed the door in.

"Xu Youwen! Are you dead? A broken gong sounded in his house.

Tang Mingxuan directly broke into Xu Youwen's room, pulled up the curtains in his room, and a dazzling light shone on Xu Youwen's face, and he reached out to cover his eyes to prevent the strong light from shining on.

"Xu Youwen! Xu Youwen! You're not dead, are you? Tang Mingxuan walked to Xu Youwen's bed and lifted the quilt he was covering his body.

Xu Youwen was lying motionless like a corpse, and Tang Mingxuan picked up his sleeves and was about to pull it.

Xu Youwen was obviously frightened by Tang Mingxuan's posture, and he lazily replied: "I'm not dead!" What are you doing so early in the morning? ”

Tang Mingxuan breathed a sigh of relief: "It's good that you're not dead, it's really scared to death!" ”

"Haha......" Xu Youwen laughed helplessly.

"Still laughing! Laugh a fart! Tang Mingxuan picked up a pillow that fell on the wooden floor and smashed it at Xu Youwen.

When Gu Ran just died a year ago, Xu Youwen lived like no one or a ghost, drinking and drinking half dead every day, once he didn't go to work in the company, Tang Mingxuan's sixth sense told him that something bad was about to happen, and he had to go to see Xu Youwen.

Without saying a word, he immediately drove a car of more than 100 yards towards Xu Youwen's house, fortunately it was not too late to go, Xu Youwen was lying in the bathtub full of warm water, the water in the bathtub was dyed red, he quickly scooped up Xu Youwen and sent it directly to the hospital, fortunately, the blood was not released, and the rescue was timely, and he was rescued.

From then on, Tang Mingxuan had an extra heart, and gave himself the key to Xu Youwen's house, and once he couldn't contact Xu Youwen, he went directly to his house.

Xu Youwen walked out of the bathroom, wrapped in pajamas, and the water from his hair slid down on the solid pectoral muscles on his chest.

"Hurry up and get dressed! There are no women here, who will show their muscles! Tang Mingxuan picked up the clothes on the bed and smashed them on Xu Youwen's body.

Xu Youwen caught his clothes and said with a miserable face: "Are you okay?" Run to my house every day. ”

"I'm afraid that you will die alone, and there will be no one at home to collect your body." Tang Mingxuan rolled his eyes.

"Ahem, don't worry, when you collect my body, my cemetery will be prepared by itself, and when the time comes, you can put my urn there, and I don't need any memorial ceremonies, no waste of resources. I have not made much contribution to the motherland and the people, and there is nothing worthy of being commated. Xu Youwen said with a smile.

"Neurotic! On the day you die, I won't put you in the cemetery, I'll just stuff it directly into Gu Ran's cemetery for you and bury it with her, so that you can be with her, and you don't have to think about her so painfully when you were alive. Tang Mingxuan said.

Xu Youwen stopped changing clothes, and the undried water in his hair dripped on his shirt, wetting a large patch.

"I'm not worthy, I'm not worthy to be buried with her at all, I'm afraid I'll dirty her way of reincarnation." Xu Youwen's eyelashes drooped slightly, and the sunlight swayed on Xu Youwen's body, refracting on the white ceiling and emitting colorful light.

On the day Gu Ran died, Xu Youwen was lying on the warm bed in a five-star hotel with his new love in his arms, while Gu Ran died alone in the cold hospital.

If it weren't for the call from the hospital, Xu Youwen wouldn't have believed that Gu Ran had died like this.

"What kind of scam company are you? How could Gu Ran die?! You're waiting for me to call the police and arrest you! Xu Youwen picked up the phone and roared.

How could his Gu Ran die? Even if he already feels bored and no longer cherishes it, Gu Ran will always be his property in his subconscious, no one can snatch it, and no one is allowed to possess it.

"Mr. Xu, we are here in Jiangcheng First Hospital, I am Ms. Gu Ran's attending doctor——— Mo Yunfan, she died of cancer at 10:28 a.m. today." A calm and emotionless male voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Shut up! No way! How could Gu Ran die! Xu Youwen completely sobered up because of his anger, and smashed his mobile phone against the wall and smashed it.

Zhou Jieran, who was sleeping on the side, saw that Xu Youwen was angry, and habitually hugged Xu Youwen and began to comfort him: "Youwen, don't be angry, let Mr. Tang do the company's business!" There's no need to be angry about something like that. ”

"You know a!" Xu Youwen pushed away Zhou Jieran beside him, and Zhou Jieran fell on the bed.

Before Zhou Jieran could react, Xu Youwen grabbed his clothes and quickly changed them and ran out.

"Youwen!" Zhou Jieran looked at the hotel door that was violently shut, and sat there alone.

When Xu Youwen arrived at the hospital, it was already an hour later, and he didn't know why he drove for an hour from the hotel to the hospital that day.

In the past, in order to date Zhou Jieran, he deliberately found a farther away, remote, and not easy to find hotel, but he didn't want Gu Ran to be suspicious, and Gu Ran really never found out. Now he has hurt himself, the morning rush hour has passed, and at noon I don't know why the big truck in the underground passage blocked the road due to an accident.

In the deserted hospital, he found Gu Ran's attending doctor——— Mo Yunfan.

"What about Gu Ran?" Xu Youwen said anxiously.

Mo Yunfan glanced at Xu Youwen in front of him, and saw that there were still women's lipstick marks on the collar of his shirt, and there was still a smell of women's perfume on his body.

Anyone can guess what Xu Youwen went to do last night.

"Are you Mr. Xu Youwen?" Mo Yunfan asked.

"I ask you, what about Gu Ran?" Xu Youwen said viciously.

"I am the attending doctor of Ms. Gu Ran, who died of cancer at 10:28 this morning." Mo Yun Fan Dao.

"Impossible! It's impossible! Obviously Gu Ran called me in the morning and asked me to go home early today. Xu Youwen said.

"Then Mr. Xu, come with me." Mo Yunfan has seen countless family members who can't accept the death of their loved ones, and he has long been used to it.

Mo Yunfan took Xu Youwen to the morgue of the hospital, and on a white bed, there was a person covered by a white cloth.

"You go and take a look, and make sure." Mo Yunfan said to Xu Youwen.

Xu Youwen walked to the bed, stretched out his trembling hand to remove the white cloth covering the corpse, only glanced at it, and the white cloth in his hand fell abruptly and covered the person's body again.

Due to the shock, Xu Youwen took two steps back, the blood on his cheeks faded clean, and he fell to the ground all of a sudden, he felt like he was being tightly choked by someone, making him breathless, and his heart was torn by pain.

"Impossible! This can't be Gu Ran! It is impossible for Gu Ran to die! Xu Youwen kept repeating those two sentences, and his eyes suddenly went dark and he fainted.

"Xu Youwen! Xu Youwen! Tang Mingxuan's voice sounded in his ears.

Xu Youwen slowly opened his eyes, looking at the white ceiling, he hurriedly sat up, pulled off the quilt covering his body, and walked towards the outside of the ward.

"Xu Youwen, where are you going?" Tang Mingxuan ran in front of Xu Youwen to stop him from continuing to walk out.

Xu Youwen pushed him away and said, "I want to go home, Gu Ran is still waiting for me to go home." ”

Tang Mingxuan looked at the haggard Xu Youwen in front of him and yelled: "Xu Youwen, you are sober!" Gu Ran, she's dead! ”

Xu Youwen looked at Tang Mingxuan in front of him and roared: "Impossible! It is impossible for Gu Ran to die! Why are you kidding me! This joke is not funny at all! With that, he continued to walk forward.

"Smack!! A heavy slap slammed down on Xu Youwen's face.

"Xu Youwen, be sober! Gu Ran, she's dead! Tang Mingxuan grabbed Xu Youwen's shoulder and yelled.

A hot sensation came from Xu Youwen's cheeks, and he fell to the ground.

His whole body was shattered as if he had been hit by a storm and tsunami.

He knelt on the cold ground, tears falling from his eyes, wetting his clothes.

Then he curled up on the ground and burst into tears.

Later, Xu Youwen lived every day, and he tossed his body as much as he liked, but compared with before, the only thing that has changed is that he never touches women again.

Tang Mingxuan looked at Xu Youwen, who was brightly dressed and smiling heartlessly in front of him, and it seemed that he had not changed at all, but Tang Mingxuan knew that Xu Youwen had already been shattered from the moment Gu Ran died, and he was no longer his original self.

For Xu Youwen, Gu Ran has long become a part of his body, he can see it every day, use it, but never feel that it is important, until one day he completely loses it, and he will not realize its importance.

But what is lost will never come back.

You obviously love Gu Ran so much, why don't you cherish Gu Ran when she is alive?

Only when you lose do you know how important she is to you?

"Xu Youwen, are you dressed?" Tang Mingxuan turned his head to look at him.

"Hmm." Xu Youwen buttoned the last armnail on the cuffs of his suit.

"Today is Gu Ran's death day, let's go see her." Tang Mingxuan said.

"Okay." Xu Youwen responded softly.