Chapter 52: Shu Xiaoxiang's Memories

Shu Xiaoxiang stood at the door of the Shen family's compound, looking up, still a little confused in her heart. Today, the gate of the Shen family is open, and those people in the village who are familiar to her are coming in and out, and it can be seen that it is very lively here.

Although the Shen family compound has been eroded by countless years, it still has its majesty. This used to be the place where she gave birth to children for him, this was once the place where she exhausted her youth, she once thought that this was also the place where she lived in this life, but she didn't expect the world to be unpredictable, if she didn't know that her daughter was admitted to a key university for a family banquet, it is estimated that she would not appear here again.

A tear inadvertently slipped down, all this in front of her reminded her of her memories, the past was like smoke, recalling that at the beginning, when he said that he wanted to marry her, he was strongly opposed by his mother, the reason was that the door was not right, the Shen family was a famous family in the town at that time, and almost no one in this nearby village did not know about the Shen family compound, but when he arrived at his father's generation, he sat and ate empty, so that the Shen family was buried.

He ran away from home at that time, and finally his mother compromised and let her enter the gate of the Shen family, but she never got the eyes of her mother-in-law, and she was snubbed from the moment she entered the door, and her sister-in-law's family is also a head and face, so her mother-in-law's partiality can be imagined, she married him and was assigned to two side rooms in the Shen family's compound, and even the main entrance hall was rarely allowed in, and she never cared about these.

When she gave birth to Shen Liang, her mother-in-law never came to see her, she still found her own mother to come over and wait for her confinement, because of this, the two brothers and sisters have also been snubbed since they were children, and it seems that he is not her own grandson.

It wasn't until later that Shen Xia's birth coincided with his father's death from a serious illness, so Shen Xia became the target of the broom star, born with an ominous, the ruthless mother-in-law almost wanted to send Shen Xia away, it was she who knelt and begged for a long time to leave Shen Xia, she thought that as long as she was cold to Shen Xia, as long as she grew up healthily by her side, they would not embarrass her, but his eldest brother's family never seemed to intend to make them better, since the eldest brother's son liked to bully Shen Liang's brothers and sisters, she was in her eyes at that time, But she couldn't help their brother and sister speak, and even flattered her so-called sister-in-law, hoping that she wouldn't mention sending Shen Xia away.

She thought that if she helped their brother and sister, it was estimated that they would become more and more aggressive, and even clamoring to send Shen Xia away, so she didn't dare.

She could only hide and cry secretly, and then dare to hug them secretly at night, yes, what a cowardly woman she was, she couldn't even protect her own children, no wonder her children were not close to her.

Fortunately, their brother and sister love each other and help each other, grow up healthily, and now that their daughter is still admitted to a key university, she finally gets some comfort in her heart.

Shu Xiaoxiang gently wiped the liquid from the corners of her eyes and sighed. Looking back now, she could endure all this at that time, and felt that these hardships were nothing, because at that time he hurt her at the tip of his heart, and he had always been very good to her, even if the family made it difficult for her, he was always gentle to her, even if everyone was against it when he married her, he still insisted.

I guess that's what it looks like to be young! I can only blame myself for being too young and holding too much hope, not being able to see these things clearly, and always thinking that this life will be worth it.

When did it start to change between them? Maybe it was after Shen Xia was born, at first everyone said that she was a broom star, he would be very angry to refute, and later, even he began to slowly believe that his daughter was a broom star, he failed in business one after another, and he lost a lot of debts, she helped others do short-term jobs to help him pay off his debts little by little, he was still not satisfied, watching him become addicted to alcohol and gambling because of frustration and failure, her heart was almost dripping blood, and he even began to say that their daughter was a broom star, and his life has not been good since she was born.

She also slowly became numb, and just stayed up like that. She is not innocent, his mother pressed them everywhere before, and they were able to survive such difficult days, but after his mother died, they quarreled more and more.

Alas, this may be her fate, her own mother also left early, there is a brother on her mother's side, but she doesn't often come and go, after leaving the Shen family, she suddenly has a feeling of not knowing where to go, how can she worry about her children have not decreased, she finally went to the city where her daughter went to school, working in a restaurant, she wants to be closer to her children, at least she can go to her school to see her, even if she is cold, she can still see how she is doing.

Now she has finally sat in the position of minister, and someone has asked her if she wants to remarry, she smiled and refused, she has died of marriage, she is afraid of a breakdown, she doesn't want to experience a second failure, not to mention that she is not the original little girl.

Her heart is now all about her children, her son has always refused to see her, and her daughter is as cold as a stranger when she sees her, how can her heart not hurt.

Fortunately, she went to find her after her daughter's college entrance examination, but she didn't expect to see her this time as cold as before, there was a little more gentleness in her eyes, and she took the initiative to hug her, that embrace made her unforgettable for a long time, she felt that moment was the happiest moment she had lived for so long, and all the time was not as good as this moment.

Everything before has become worthwhile, and she even thinks how good it would be if her daughter could hold her like this for the rest of her life, even if she was allowed to live a few years less, she would have no regrets.

Later, her daughter also took the initiative to go shopping around the neighborhood with her, and talked about some trivial matters in study and life, that day she almost spent in joy, so long the effort was finally not in vain, the daughter is really willing to get close to her, since Shen Xia is sensible, this is the first time that they are truly like a mother and daughter.

And she will come to the Shen family today, also because her daughter told her that she was admitted to the university, and her father wanted to help her organize a family banquet, hoping that her mother could be there, and the third brother would also bring her girlfriend home, of course she hoped that Lian Lili could see her mother, probably that would be complete.

She looked at her daughter for a long time, and couldn't believe that her daughter would invite her, although she didn't want to go back to the Shen family, and she didn't want to see that person, but her daughter had already spoken, even if she was disgusted with the Shen family and had opinions, everything would become so small for the sake of her daughter's face, everything was not as important as her daughter, she just wanted to reunite with her children, and she also wanted to meet her future daughter-in-law, I don't know how people are, Ah Liang has suffered a lot since he was a child, and she naturally wants him to have a caring person around him to take care of.

I don't know if my son will forgive her like his daughter, if her son no longer avoids her, then her life is really worth it.

Putting away her thoughts, Shu Xiaoxiang walked towards the Shen family's compound.