If a person can know when the last second of his time is, will that person's life be different?

I often ask myself if I could know the last second of my time with you, would the ending of me and you be different?

It's not like spending every day in guilt and remorse now.

I don't want to lighten my soul much, I just hope that everything can be done again.

I will definitely cherish you and love you well.

I admit that I am a scumbag, I ruined you and I ruined myself.

I don't deserve pity and can't be forgiven.

I just hope that you can live well in Heaven.

Duloxetine is a good thing, and it will be my partner for life.

And I am destined not to fall in love with anyone again in this life.

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I haven't seen my high school classmates for a long time, Tang Mingxuan organized this party, everyone hasn't seen each other for nine years, no matter how everyone changes, in my impression, everyone is still stuck in the green years of high school.

At the party scene, everyone was staggered, toasting and drinking, some students were bragging about their current life, some students were borrowing wine to pour out their failed marriage, and some students were talking about their experience of being forced to marry by their families.

The party was not over yet, Xu Youwen said hello to Tang Mingxuan, and wanted to go out to breathe, he came to the fountain pool outside the hotel, lit a cigarette and smoked it, and spit out a puff of smoke into the sky, the smoke circled in the sky, swirling gently, watching the smoke drifting in the sky slowly disappear, he somehow became a little lost.

Suddenly, a familiar voice appeared in Xu Youwen's ears, as if it came from a space-time rift.

"Aren't you a non-smoker?"

"Who is it?" He looked around, but there was no one around him, and his heart seemed to fall to the bottom, suddenly becoming empty.

That voice is like you who like to whisper in your ear, you didn't come to today's party.

That's right! How could you come when you're dead?

Are you okay with me now? I think you can only live happily and freely without me.

Thinking of you, thinking of you anytime and anywhere, the weight of my body is not the weight of a person from the day you live in my heart.

I seem to be crazy.

I can't live a day without your life.

Thoughts grow like weeds in spring, and they burn like wildfires burning on the plains, burning away my whole sanity.

Took up my whole body.

Memories came back like a tidal wave, engulfing myself and making me slowly lose my breath.

And you'll never come back.

Another hangover, Xu Youwen was carried back to his place of residence, he fell asleep on his messy bed, and had a dream, everything seemed to go back to the day he met her.

"Hey! What is your name? Xu Youwen stood at the corner of the stairs and blocked Gu Ran's way.

Gu Ran glanced at Xu Youwen indifferently, and wanted to continue walking, he raised his leg and stepped on the railing, grinning at her: "What's your name?" ”

"What are you going to do?" At this time, Gu Ran finally said the first sentence to Xu Youwen.

"I'm going to chase you." Xu Youwen is not serious.

"Neurotic!" Gu Ran gave me a roll of the eyes, then pushed him away and walked down.

Tang Mingxuan walked up to Xu Youwen from the side, wrapped his arm around his neck and said with a smile: "It seems that you can't do it!" ”

Xu Youwen yelled: "How can a man say no!" You wait, I'll catch her! ”

Gu Ran is a new transfer student, with long black hair, very beautiful, the kind of person who will shine when he stands in the sea of people, and it is impossible not to be liked.

At the first glance of her, Xu Youwen admitted that he liked her.

When he was a teenager in high school, he didn't know what love really meant at that time, and he just felt that liking someone was to be with that person.

"It's so bad! Practice it for me again! Gu Weizhi held a slender bamboo stick in his hand and pumped it on Gu Ran's arm, the burning pain spread on Gu Ran's arm, and Gu Ran didn't have time to look at the scars on his arm, so he was urged to continue practicing.

"Don't cry! You're so bad at playing the piano! You still have the face to cry! Practice the piano for me! Gu Weizhi scolded.

Gu Ran held back the tears that were about to fall, continued to put her hand on the keys, and she played the score just now again, but it was still wrong, whether it was rhythm or tone.

"Why is it still playing like this! Do you want to practice anymore? Gu Weizhi roared angrily.

"I don't want to practice anymore! Never want to practice again! Gu Ran yelled, then stood up and ran towards the door.

Many times she thought that if I ran away this time, I would never come back! But whenever Gu Weizhi came out to look for her, she would relent.

Who made Gu Weizhi her mother.

"Ah Ran, have you forgotten that your dream is to be a pianist?" Gu Weizhi often touched Gu Ran's long hair gently with his hand, and persuaded him with a gentle drizzle.

Oh, yes! Being a pianist is what you say, but you can't stand the suffering, and it's yourself who can't stand the tiredness.

Every time she suffers pain, she will hate Gu Wei's hands too hard at first, and then she will hate herself.

Why did I choose this dream?

This was Gu Weizhi's dream when he was young, but now it has become his own.

Is it a trick of fate, or an overlap of trajectories.

Gu Ran was a little confused.

She squatted on the edge of the small pavilion in the park, her head leaning on the pillar in a daze.

If you go back in time, you will definitely not choose this dream, and even if you do, you will not tell Gu Weizhi.

"Ah Ran, where are you? Mom was wrong! Go home with your mother! Gu Weizhi was shouting.

Gu Ran turned his head and saw Gu Weizhi who was emaciated, she must have been a beauty when she was young! It's just that time and reality haven't let her go.

"Ah Ran, go home with your mother! I was wrong just now, I was too fierce to you! If you don't want to learn the piano, I won't force you again, really. Gu Weizhi hugged Gu Ran.

Feeling the warmth in Gu Weizhi's arms, Gu Ran said: "Mom, I'm sorry, it's me who is wrong, I will learn the piano hard." ”

In the end, Gu Ran still chose to compromise, and her heart was not made of stone.

Gu Weizhi may be for his own good, even if he doesn't like it in that way.

Walking by Gu Weizhi's side and walking home, Gu Ran lowered his head, and suddenly a small pebble kicked at her feet.

The sharp and abrupt pebble stopped at her feet, and Gu Ran raised his head and happened to meet Xu Youwen's gaze.

"Gu Ran?" Xu Youwen called her.

But Gu Ran lowered his head again, taking his call just now as a deaf ear.

Xu Youwen felt that Gu Ran's expression was a little unnatural, he looked at Gu Ran's side, and then saw Gu Weizhi with a serious and expressionless face.