Chapter 393: Mourning is greater than dying
Pei Qian looked at Su Wanyue's almost hysterical expression, and spit out this sentence mercilessly.
Su Wanyue's eyes widened, and her eyes were full of jealousy at the moment. She didn't expect that all of this was done by Pei Qian.
When did he become so cruel to himself? Haven't you done enough for him over the years? He was so cruel to himself because of these things?
Su Wanyue couldn't have imagined that the little girl back then turned out to be a Fengxi painting! No wonder, she has always felt why this woman is such an eyesore, no wonder she would appear by her side out of thin air and snatch her brother Qian away! It turns out that all this has been premeditated for a long time.
Unexpectedly, she and Brother Qian already knew each other at such a young age. If that little girl was someone else, maybe Su Wanyue wouldn't have such a big emotion. But that person is just a painter, she can't fight her for anything, she gets everything she wants but doesn't get.
Isn't that enough? Why didn't she even let go of the Qian brother when she was a child?
Su Wanyue still remembers that day, it was the day when the imperial concubine invited many noble ladies to a banquet, and it was because of Su Wanyue's light that she was fortunate enough to enter the palace. Otherwise, according to her identity, she will not be able to come and go at will.
That day, she slipped into the Imperial Garden, hid behind a tree, and saw it with her own eyes. The handsome boy appeared in front of her like this, and Su Wanyue admitted that she had never seen such a good-looking boy, so she was stunned at that time.
And when Pei Qian met Feng Xihua, he couldn't have imagined that everything he did fell into the eyes of another little girl. Moreover, this has been regarded as a lie, allowing myself to be deceived for so many years.
Su Wanyue looked at the little boy who was obviously kind-hearted, but still stubbornly helped the little girl in front of the imperial concubine, and when she heard the imperial concubine call him "Qian'er", she knew at that moment how much she wanted to know this little boy.
Even at that moment, she was already a little jealous of the little girl. Why did she do such a thing to make Brother Qian suffer a punishment that he didn't deserve? It's all the little girl's fault!
She even watched Brother Qian being punished, although the young Su Wanyue didn't know where the ancestral hall was, but she felt very distressed when she heard the imperial concubine sternly tell Brother Qian to let him kneel there. A boy who is not a few years older than himself has to kneel for an hour! This is something that Su Wanyue can't even think of.
But what made Su Wanyue even more unbelievable was that the little boy accepted this punishment without saying a word, and he didn't defend himself for more than half a sentence from beginning to end.
Su Wanyue couldn't figure out what that little girl was worthy of him to do? If it were herself, she would never let Brother Qian suffer any harm!
It is this fleeting emotion, in fact, when many things happen, it is already destined to be its result.
It's just that the three people present at the time didn't know.
Who could have known that it was just an accidental encounter, and after more than ten years, they would be so entangled with each other?
Su Wanyue was so hated that she couldn't extricate herself, and after learning that she was the little girl who punished Brother Qian back then, her heart was even more jealous.
No wonder, Brother Qian would help her like this, it turned out that the little girl in Brother Qian's heart has always been a cherished painting! In vain she has been careful for so many years
Maintaining this secret, she gambled on Brother Qian, who had long forgotten the appearance of that girl, but fortunately she was fortunate to be present at the time to be able to know so many details.
Otherwise, how could she have succeeded in deceiving Pei Qian? And a lie, it is so many years.
Su Wanyue should have thought of it a long time ago, Feng Xi painted that little slut, and she was almost obsessed with flowers and plants, as long as she was there, there were all kinds of flowers. Even the books she usually reads are inseparable from these flowers and plants. Why didn't she connect it all at all? If she had realized the identity of Feng Xihua earlier, maybe she would not have ended up like this now.
Su Wanyue's heart was full of anger, but she never thought about why Feng Xihua never told Pei Qian about it, if she opened her mouth, maybe there would be nothing to Su Wanyue behind at all.
In the end, it's fate that makes people. It's just going around and around, and everyone is back to where they are.
Su Wanyue looked at Pei Qian with an indifferent expression in front of her in a daze, can't all this go back? She really didn't want to believe it, but now that the facts were in front of her, she couldn't believe it!
"Brother Qian, Yue'er just wants to ask you one thing, have you really loved Yue'er? Not because of the little girl when she was a child, but because of Yue'er, who really loved Yue'er? β
Su Wanyue still couldn't help it, and choked up and asked the deepest question in her heart. She knew that by the time she asked the question, she had already lost.
But she was unwilling, why, Feng Xi painting did not need to put in any effort, and she was able to easily win all of Pei Qian's favor. And I, who have worked hard for so long, ended up with nothing in the end?
She didn't believe it would be like this. Why, is there such an ending?
Pei Qian looked at Su Wanyue and said calmly: "Su Wanyue, since you want to know, then the prince will tell you." This prince has never loved you, he has always indulged you like this before, and he has been good to you, all because this prince thought that the little girl he met when he was a child was just you. And this is just a lie from beginning to end, since you have done such a thing, what kind of face do you have to ask this prince such a question? What's more, the child of this prince was almost killed by you, a vicious woman! β
Su Wanyue never expected that one day, her beloved man would say such cruel words to herself! Every word he said was like a sharp blade, cutting his heart, and it hurt.
Su Wanyue was even a little numb in pain, and the man she loved, in the end, repaid herself like this. How is it possible, he has never loved himself, all the tenderness, all the promises, are all fake, all because of the lies he made up, so that he has all these illusions.
It turned out that Brother Qian at that time had fallen in love with that little girl! And myself, from the very beginning, has actually lost!
The truest voice in her heart came out, and Su Wanyue only felt that her heart was almost suffocating. The huge blow made her unable to stand up at all, Su Wanyue's body weakened, and her whole person collapsed on the ground, looking ahead with her eyes a little distracted.
Where did she remember at this moment that there were mice and cockroaches on the ground that scared her so much that she was trembling, and her heart was now full of what Pei Qian said.
He never loved her, never.
This is the heaviest blow to a woman, which is tantamount to the man she loves the most, saying these words to herself. This is more immediate and effective than any kind of damage.
"Brother Qian, is all this you said to Yue'er today true......
Su Wanyue held on to the prison door, holding on to prevent herself from falling, she bit her pale lips, trembled, and asked this sentence.
"Really, humility is not a lie."
Pei Qian looked at her like this, and suddenly no longer called himself the prince, but used the title he used when he spoke to Su Wanyue at the beginning.
But for Su Wanyue, there was no comfort at all, and the last ray of light in her heart was completely extinguished with what Pei Qian said.
What she has always been most proud of, and what she has been working hard for, is to be favored by Pei Qian. Now, all this is gone, so what's the point of her fighting? In the end, he is just a poor creature who has no one to love at all.
After all, didn't all this be buried by his own hands? If he hadn't deceived Brother Qian at the beginning, would the outcome be different later?
Su Wanyue thought blankly, but she also knew that there was no ifs in life, let alone again. No matter what she did now, it was useless.
Pei Qian looked at Su Wanyue, who was already expressionless, and said lightly: "If you mutilate the painting, this prince won't just forget it." This matter has been reported to my father, and I believe that he will soon issue a holy decree, and what will happen to you at that time, this prince will not help you anymore, so you can do it yourself. β
After Pei Qian finished speaking, he didn't want to say more to Su Wanyue, he took a step back slightly, turned around and prepared to leave.
"Waitβ"
When Pei Qian turned around, Su Wanyue suddenly shouted with all her strength behind her.
Pei Qian's footsteps paused slightly, he turned his head sideways, not knowing what Su Wanyue was going to say to himself. What he wants to say, he has already made it very clear, in the future, they will return to each other, and they will return to each other, and their lives and deaths have nothing to do with him.
"Brother Qian, this is the last time Yue'er calls you like this, if Yue'er is really dead, won't Brother Qian's heart be half sad?" Su Wanyue looked at Pei Qian fixedly, as if she didn't want to miss the slightest change in his eyes.
"No, it won't." After Pei Qian finished speaking, he no longer glanced at Su Wanyue, and strode away without hesitation, leaving Su Wanyue still in the cell.
The moment he knew the truth, it was destined to end like this, and he would no longer be soft-hearted. Otherwise, the only thing that will hurt is always to love yourself and the people you love.
In the middle of the night, there was a burst of shrill laughter from the cell.
There was bitterness, sadness, sarcasm, and a hint of relief in the laughter.