Xiao Yunyun lowered her head and confessed: "Yes, I know that my right hand can't be restored, so you don't have to find ways to hide it from me." ”

Shen Yuechuan squatted down in front of Xiao Yunyun and looked at her: "When did you know?" ”

Xiao Yunyun didn't look up, and she didn't want to answer Shen Yuechuan.

She was afraid, afraid that these days, Shen Yuechuan's kindness and connivance were only because of guilt and sympathy, not that she thought Shen Yuechuan also liked her.

She didn't want to use her injuries to win Shen Yuechuan's company, it was simply insulting her feelings.

"Yunyun." Shen Yuechuan called Xiao Yunyun, "Speak." ”

Xiao Yunyun didn't speak, her eyes were astringent, and tears came out of her eyes.

She lowered her head and wept silently, and the bean-sized tears fell on the quilt one after another, "snapping", and the sound was like a drum hammer hitting Shen Yuechuan's heart.

Shen Yuechuan couldn't bear to ask any more after all, and raised his hand to wipe her tears, but was slapped away by Xiao Yunyun.

He was stunned - in his impression, this was the first time Xiao Yunyun refused his approach.

However, if it weren't for him, Xiao Yunyun would not have been injured like this, let alone lose her qualification to hold a scalpel.

Deep down in her heart, Xiao Yunyun hates him. Because of that complicated feeling, she couldn't blame him.

Thinking of this, Shen Yuechuan stiffly withdrew his hand and looked at Xiao Yunyun from a distance.

"Shen Yuechuan, I'd rather have my right hand crippled than you pity me." Xiao Yunyun looked at Shen Yuechuan resolutely, and said without a beginning or an end, "You can go." ”

On the first day of hospitalization, Xiao Yunyun tried her best to let Shen Yuechuan stay.

Now, he actually drove him away, and the reason he used was absurd and ridiculous.

Things seemed to be different from what Shen Yuechuan thought, and he looked at Xiao Yunyun puzzled: "Do you know what you're talking about?" ”

"Of course I do. I also know why you take care of me and why you treat me well. Xiao Yunyun looked at Shen Yuechuan ridiculously, "Isn't it because my right hand is crippled, so you sympathize with me!" Shen Yuechuan, I don't want you to be kind to me because of sympathy! ”

"What cripple? Gab! Shen Yuechuan grabbed Xiao Yunyun's shoulder, "Your hand still has hope of recovery, you need to cooperate with the doctor's treatment, don't think too much, and don't give up at this time."

"Dr. Zhang is one of the leading authorities in orthopedics in China." Xiao Yunyun smiled, "He said that there is no way, it means that there is no hope, he asked you to find an expert for consultation, just to give you a glimmer of hope, let you have a little comfort, don't be stupid!" ”

The last sentence, it is better to say that Xiao Yunyun is talking to herself.

She is a doctor, and she knows better than ordinary people that in this world, there are diseases that cannot be cured no matter how much money is spent, there are damage that can never be reversed, and there are too many helpless things.

A healthy body is like a lover who has left, if there is no more, there is no more, and you can't come back if you deceive yourself.

In order to become a doctor, she and Su Yunjin had a fight, studied hard in medical school, overcame all kinds of fears and discomforts, and finally put on the coveted white coat, although she was still an intern on the badge.

However, even if she is only an intern, she is one step closer to her dream.

Now, what's the use of reinstating her student status and internship qualifications? She is no longer qualified to be a doctor.

When there is no love, she comforts herself that she still has dreams.

Now, her dreams have become out of reach.

She had nothing left, everything she had lost.

Then, Shen Yuechuan should also go, he will never love her anyway, and in the end, he will always leave her.

It's better to take advantage of everything she has lost, let her end come, and let her suffer enough at once.

Shen Yuechuan clearly saw that the light in Xiao Yunyun's eyes was slowly dimming, like a star falling from the sky and not coming back to life.

She was giving up everything, giving up on him, and giving up on herself.

Su Jian'an concealed Xiao Yunyun's injuries because she was afraid that she would collapse, and the facts in front of her proved that Su Jian'an's worries were not superfluous.

Shen Yuechuan looked at Xiao Yunyun's eyes and signaled her to calm down: "Yunyun, things are not as ...... as you think"

"Don't say any more!" Xiao Yunyun pushed Shen Yuechuan away with all her might, like a lion suddenly bursting out, "Shen Yuechuan, you and Lin Zhixia are obviously in a fake relationship, but you don't dare to admit it, isn't it because you're afraid that I will pester you?" You want to continue to use Lin Zhixia, maybe when you can use her to prevaricate me again! You don't have to work hard anymore, I won't pester you anymore, and I don't want your sympathy and pity, you can go now, go!

Shen Yuechuan narrowed his eyes unexpectedly: "When did you know?" ”

No wonder, a few days ago, Xiao Yunyun dared to pester him so unscrupulously and question the matter between him and Lin Zhixia, it turned out that she knew everything.

Xiao Yunyun was discouraged and laughed: "Lies will always be exposed, how long do you think you can lie to me?" Okay now, you don't have to worry about me pestering you, don't worry, go back, don't come again, don't say that my right hand is crippled, I don't need your sympathy even if I'm paralyzed! ”

Shen Yuechuan stared at Xiao Yunyun: "Who told you that I just sympathize with you?" ”

"Then why did you use Lin Zhixia to deceive me, why did you refuse to accept me?" Xiao Yunyun roared uncontrollably, "It's my business that I hit the green belt, it has nothing to do with you, and I don't need you to be guilty, you don't have to take care of me anymore, let's go!" ”

Xiao Yunyun was almost stubborn, and drove Shen Yuechuan away again and again.

If her right hand never recovers, Shen Yuechuan will blame herself for the rest of her life.

However, she didn't want Shen Yuechuan to spend time in self-blame, and she didn't need him to treat her well because of self-blame.

Or, purely good for her.

Or, just leave her.

She didn't want Shen Yuechuan to bear the consequences of the car accident with her, she was already going to suffer for a lifetime, and she didn't want Shen Yuechuan to blame herself for the rest of her life.

Xiao Yunyun's every word was like a sharp knife inserted into Shen Yuechuan's heart, and he looked at Xiao Yunyun: "Yunyun, calm down." ”

"I'm calm." Xiao Yunyun cried and laughed, but laughed out of tears, "Shen Yuechuan, I don't hate you and don't blame you, but you don't have to sympathize with me, otherwise I will only be more sad." Why don't you get out of here, don't come to see me again, we don't have to be embarrassed anymore, I ......"

Shen Yuechuan suddenly took Xiao Yunyun into his arms and kissed her on the lips like a demon.

Xiao Yunyun just felt a warm touch on her lips, and after reacting, she was stunned, and her pupils dilated in disbelief, so she felt it more clearly - Shen Yuechuan was really kissing her.

He...... Does he know what he's doing?

Shen Yuechuan knew what he was doing, and he also knew what the consequences would lead to.

But he couldn't stop, he couldn't take it back.

He defends Lin Zhixia and believes in Lin Zhixia, which is not the biggest blow to Xiao Yunyun, because she knows the truth, and she knows that she is innocent.

But her hand could not be restored, she could no longer hold the scalpel, and for her, this was the biggest blow.

Xiao Yunyun couldn't withstand such a big blow, and Shen Yuechuan couldn't let her face the most cruel thing alone, he couldn't leave her at this time, even if he always hoped that Xiao Yunyun could take the initiative to give up on him.

Shen Yuechuan seemed to have been enchanted, tightening Xiao Yun little by little, priing open her teeth, and deepening the kiss uncontrollably.

This was obviously an opportunity to distance himself from Xiao Yunyun, but Shen Yuechuan tightly encircled her in his arms as he had thought in his dream.

At this time, Shen Yuechuan realized that he had connived at Xiao Yunyun's nonsense these days, not because of guilt, but because his bottom line and defense line were collapsing.

She is just a student who has not yet graduated, and she has the courage to break free from the shackles of blood, ignoring the eyes of the world, and stubbornly pursuing what he wants.

He obviously loves her and wants her, but why can't he have Xiao Yunyun's courage all the time?

Why didn't he completely lose control until she stopped playing tricks to keep him down, but stubbornly drove him away?

Shen Yuechuan's sanity and self-control shattered into powder, he held Xiao Yunyun's face, left her lips, and kissed away the tears on her face: "Yunyun, it's not like that." ”

Xiao Yunyun felt the temperature of Shen Yuechuan's lips, and was so shocked that she lost her voice, so she could only ask silently in her heart: What is that like?

Shen Yuechuan kissed Xiao Yunyun's eyes that were red from crying: "I admit it, I do blame myself." However, I did not stay to take care of you and be nice to you because I sympathized with you. ”

Xiao Yunyun felt that one of her nerves was trembling, the whole person calmed down, her lips fluttered a few times, and finally found her voice: "Then why do you want to take care of me?" ”

“……”

“……”

"I love you." Shen Yuechuan looked at Xiao Yunyun's eyes, word by word, clear and firm, "Yunyun, I love you." ”

“……”

How big is the difference between liking and love, Xiao Yunyun is now feeling as much of a surprise.

These three words want a beam of sunshine into her life, the despair and dead silence in her eyes finally faded little by little, and the beautiful apricot eyes are like the earth blown by the spring breeze, blooming with fresh life little by little.

If she was not mistaken, Shen Yuechuan's eyes were red.

If it is not true love, how can a big man cry and confess?

Xiao Yunyun is like a stubborn person who trekked through mountains and rivers alone, crossed thorns and high slopes, waded through deep water and danger, experienced the worst, and finally found the person she was looking for.

She couldn't help but cry, but this time it was different.

This time, it was tears of joy.

Ignoring the wounds on her body, she threw herself into Shen Yuechuan's arms, Shen Yuechuan lowered his head and held her lips, absorbing her taste little by little, and swallowing her breath.

Xiao Yunyun took the initiative to open her teeth, her lips and teeth were intensely entangled with Shen Yuechuan, and her breath blended with him ambiguously.

At this moment, as long as she could feel Shen Yuechuan's existence, she would be willing to do anything.

For kissing, Xiao Yunyun prides herself on being experienced - she has watched N kiss scenes on TV.

It was really in person, and she realized that kissing was not a pleasant thing.

Shen Yuechuan was like a beast that had been gathering momentum for a long time, squeezing everything from her hard, without giving her time to breathe, and it didn't take long for her to feel that she couldn't breathe.

However, she didn't want to push Shen Yuechuan away, even if she was suffocated, as long as it was in Shen Yuechuan's arms, she was willing to ......