Chapter 90: Xie Yangyang's Funeral
Xie Yangyang's funeral Shen Xia did not attend, because her mother always thought that Shen Xia had affected Xie Yangyang, so she refused Shen Xia to be present, for the sake of her emotions, they all persuaded Shen Xia not to appear, although they knew that she was sad, Chen Xijie also comforted her, and after the funeral, he accompanied her to the cemetery to see Yangyang. Shen Xia could only secretly look at it from a distance, all the college classmates were present, except for Xie Yangyang smiling happily in the photo, everything around him was solemn, the atmosphere was very heavy, the classmates didn't want to be white, how could a cheerful person like Yangyang suddenly say that it was gone, but they didn't ask, they all sincerely prayed for Yangyang, hoping that she could live better in another world.
Shen Xia also felt that she probably had tired her, she blamed herself for being too clear and confident, and she cared too little about Yangyang, thinking that she could handle everything properly, thinking that Yangyang didn't need her meticulous care, and she could see everything, but as a result, she was still harmful and lost herself if she was not careful, she blamed herself very much in her heart but felt that these were all useless efforts, and tears fell uncontrollably, Xie Yangyang, you are really ruthless. Shen Xia didn't know how to face Yangyang's parents, so she went back to the company and handed over the letter of resignation, when she handed over the letter of resignation, Xie Kui looked more than ten years old, less high-spirited, she was a little sad, finally their family survived to a reunion, but turned around and ended up with a white-haired person sending a black-haired person, alas, but he didn't complain about her, he wanted to keep her, but she had made up her mind, and he didn't keep anything anymore.
Two days ago, Yangyang's mother came to their former home, took away all her belongings, and did not want to leave a small item to her, and looked at Shen Xia indifferently when she left, and said, You don't have to go to my daughter's funeral. Shen Xia didn't have any words, she acquiesced, she didn't want Yangyang's mother to be more sad because she saw her, and she didn't want to increase their sadness.
Xiao Xia thought that she would never find any traces of Yangyang again, but when she flipped through the desk, she still found the book "Master of Love", this book is a testimony of their youth together, at that time they were still in school, at that time they were still looking forward to a better future, at that time they were still so carefree, at that time Yangyang was still by her side and talking. Yangyang will always brag in her ear about how beautiful it is to be in love, for her, a little white, she can only rely on the book to experience, this book was given to Shen Xia by Yangyang at that time, so she wrote Shen Xia's name, and Yangyang's mother did not take it. She flipped the pages of the book at will, the familiar words came back again, and inadvertently a letter fell out, it turned out that Yangyang had left something for her, which was the only suicide note.
Konatsu
The closest person in my life except for my mother, I remember when I first met, we were so awkward, everyone said, you are a ghost, whoever is good with you will be unlucky, in fact, I was quite disdainful of this statement at that time, but I have my own pride like you, and none of us will bow our heads to know anyone first. Unexpectedly, later, we were actually in the same class, which is probably destined, destined for us to get to know each other, and destined for us to move forward together. Actually, the bitter friendship also has to have one party to play hooligan first, and I am probably the one who often plays hooligan, so unconsciously, we came together like that, at that time we all lived in such a simple sky, going to school together, fighting for a dream together, money is vulgar, and our dream is to find a place where it is easy to drill money. A youth and a dream, how many people have never seen each other after graduation, how many people no longer recognize each other after stepping out of the society, but we are lucky, from the campus to the real society, we can still choose to be together, at that time we all talked about it, I want to live opposite you in the future, our children should be childhood sweethearts, two boys will become brothers, two girls will become sisters, a man and a girl, they will become husband and wife, and cultivate feelings for them from an early age. I thought that those naïve ideas could be realized little by little, I thought I could forget all the things of that night, I thought I could still live vigorously, after all, I have a father with good assets, a mother who spoils me, I also have a prospective boyfriend who let the whole bar be free because of my little willfulness, I also have a sullen but reassuring you, I feel that my life is worth it, really, never lacking anything. But Xiao Xia, I haven't turned 25 years old today, but I'm starting to be afraid to face life, but I don't have the courage to step out, but I want to retreat, once people have a stain, no matter how long time has passed, I can't wipe everything that has happened, I have my pride and self-esteem, I don't want to let myself live with these stains, I don't want to let myself suddenly remember that nightmare under some circumstances, I don't want to live in such a shadow for the rest of my life. Believe me, my choice today is not that I can't think about it, but I want to leave the beautiful me to you, to everyone I know, I will take away the stain myself, remember to treat my parents as your parents, I am a little selfish, I left like this, I have not done some filial piety for them, but I am more afraid that they will be sad for me, then I can only trouble you to help take care of them more, I believe you can do it, if there is an afterlife, I will definitely find you, and get to know you again.
My dear, I'm leaving, please remember, that girl like the wind, Xie Yangyang. Don't be too sad for me, I won't be lonely on the Huangquan Road, because I miss you, thank you for your company during this time, you must live happily. Foreign masterpiece
The funeral was still in progress, Shen Xia's eyes had already been blurred by tears, it happened too suddenly, she still couldn't believe everything in front of her, the friendship between the two of them was too deep, Yangyang regarded each other as her own relatives, just like her. The memory seems to be just yesterday, since she met Yangyang, her world has always been very simple, maybe because of herself, her world has become complicated.
Just as she wiped away her tears, she accidentally saw Sun Caijia's figure, she was like her, secretly watching this funeral in another place, how could she appear here? Is it because of a troubled conscience? Or do you have something else in mind? Sun Caijia also found Shen Xia, turned around and ran, and Shen Xia immediately chased after him.