Chapter 47: Inexplicable sadness
"Life is braver
After all, it is also fragile
Perhaps we have fought desperately against death countless times
But when its scythe is actually on the neck
Even if you want to resist
But the power is incomparably thin
Should I say that it is helpless or ridiculous
Life is born from growth to growth
It's a long process that takes decades
But one day it suddenly disappeared
But it was only for a moment
Every day of life is full of possibilities
Tomorrow and the unexpected never know which one will come first
If you sleep this time, you won't be able to see the next dawn?
Brave life strives to grow towards the sun
In the end, it's just a life to die."
When I called Chen's mother the next day to talk about this, there was a brief silence on the other end of the phone for a few seconds, and then all the questions were about the girl's condition, but Chen Xiaodi didn't know the details, so naturally he couldn't go into details.
Hearing the news, Chen's mother suddenly felt a little scared, fortunately, her daughter's illness was discovered in time at that time, if she continued to disagree, and thought that Chen Xiaodi just wanted to be lazy and drag on for a while, maybe the consequences would be unimaginable.
In the next few days, the two families were a little worried about this matter, but Chen Xiaodi could see it and didn't pay too much attention to it, and his daily life and study were also step-by-step, moving forward little by little.
It was a sunny day, just after three o'clock in the afternoon, Chen Xiaodi felt a little sleepy, picked up her mobile phone and prepared to listen to songs to relieve her sleepiness, which is also a habit that Chen Xiaodi once learned to stay in a noisy environment, and now when she is sleepy in learning, she will read a book while listening to songs.
Unlock the lock screen, the social software prompts that there is new news, Chen Xiaodi looked at it, it was Ye Xiaoli.
"Xiaodi, are you free? Can you talk to me? ”
"What's wrong?"
"It's just that I'm suddenly upset......"
"Not really...... Shall I go out for a walk with you? ”
"Is that okay? Don't you still have to read? ”
"It's okay, I'm just a little bored."
"Okay then."
"Where do you want to go?"
"I haven't thought about it yet."
"Then you come to the dormitory to find me first."
A few minutes later, the long-haired girl arrived at Chen Xiaodi's dormitory, and before she decided where to go, the two stayed in the dormitory for a while.
"I'll look at it for a while, and you'll figure out where to go, and we'll go again."
"Hmm."
In silence, Chen Xiaodi vaguely heard a burst of suppressed crying, at this time there were only her and Ye Xiaoli in the dormitory, if it wasn't auditory hallucinations, then it could only be people on the side, turned his head, and sure enough, he saw Ye Xiaoli secretly crying.
"Xiaoli, what's wrong with you? Why are you still crying? ”
"I don't know...... It's nothing...... I just couldn't hold back suddenly. ”
"Okay, if you want to cry, it should be me crying, let's go to a nearby park."
"Hmm."
Halfway by bus, Chen Xiaodi took Ye Xiaoli to the park on foot, the cool sea breeze blew from not far away, which lifted people's sleepy spirits, and Ye Xiaoli's mood seemed to be better.
"Look at the way you look...... Feeling better? ”
"Well, I don't seem to be as depressed as before."
"Haven't you been busy with Baoyan lately? Why is there still time to be depressed? ”
"Maybe it's because of this, but it doesn't seem to be, the materials that should have been handed in have already been submitted, and now I'm just waiting for the retest, so I'm not worried."
"Then what is there to be depressed about this bright future?"
"I can't say clearly, I've been feeling sad for some reason lately, as if there's no reason."
After walking for a while, they could see the vast lake in the park from a distance, and the two of them went down the long slope, and when they were about to reach the shore of the lake, Ye Xiaoli didn't want to go anymore, and pulled Chen Xiaodi to prepare to go home.
"What, tired?"
"It's a little, but I came out to relax, and now it's fine."
"It comes and goes quickly, this kind of sadness is really inexplicably familiar."
Hearing this, Ye Xiaoli turned her head to look at Chen Xiaodi, and saw that she was looking at the lake reflecting the afterglow of the sunset and smiling softly.
This sounds a bit clueless, but these two are also like-minded friends, and they have the same sensitivity to words, Ye Xiaoli naturally understood the meaning of Chen Xiaodi's words.
"Listen to you...... Not having a good time preparing for the exam? ”
"Remarks...... Something that almost doesn't exist...... I can't say whether it went well or not. ”
"It's less than a hundred days before the exam, and it's a critical period, why are you slacking off now?"
"It's not lax, it's just not going well."
"Didn't your Baiye ask the senior to help you find the information? Didn't you say a few days ago that you felt a little sure? ”
"Originally, I didn't think there were many knowledge points, and they were all familiar, but when I really looked closely, I found that I knew what it was but didn't know why, I'm afraid I couldn't eat it all before the exam."
"I've heard that you stayed in the hospital for a month before the college entrance examination and went back, and you took the college entrance examination in a few days, but your score was only a few points short of a line. Although there are no new courses in the third year of high school, the main ones are mock exams to review and fill in the gaps, but it is also the most important part, you can get it in that situation, and this time it will definitely be no problem. ”
"I ...... Try to live up to your expectations. ”
Chen Xiaodi said softly, but the smile on her face was a little helpless, although everyone around her unanimously encouraged her to cheer for her, but she knew that most of them were just sincere and perfunctory.
It's just that Ye Xiaoli and she are now very good friends, and even when she was sick, she was the first to think of finding Chen Xiaodi to accompany her to the hospital, so her encouragement, Chen Xiaodi believes is sincere.
After getting off the bus, there was still some way to go to school, and the two girls walked hand in arm, not the depression and sadness they had when they went out more than an hour ago, but instead the ease and joy from the heart.
"Xiaoli, let's go eat the fish hot pot of the Bashu family together."
"Sister, I have no money, and my living expenses haven't arrived this month."
"Sister, are you better than me?"
As she was talking, Ye Xiaoli looked at her phone and smiled softly, it seemed that there was something good.
"It looks like our fish hot pot can be dated."
"Yes~ At noon, I told my brother that there was no money to spend, and he just sent me two hundred red envelopes."
"Then hurry up, I'm hungry."
Ye Xiaoli, who had no motor cells, was dragged by Chen Xiaodi, and almost trotted all the way to the Sichuan restaurant, which she was also familiar with, and it was the taste of her hometown.
"By the way, how was your graduation experiment?"
"The experimental plan has been changed a few times, and it was just sent in the morning, and the reply will take about three or five days."
"But wouldn't it be too late to start again? It always feels like you've been experimenting for a long time. ”
"There are not many steps, that is, there are more experimental groups, you can do several control groups at the same time, the main thing is that my mentor always likes to increase the conditions on a whim, and it is nothing to increase the control during the experiment, I am afraid that she still wants to test something, and many steps may have to be repeated, or wait for the plan to be determined, anyway, it is destined to take more time, but in this way...... It's hard to say how long it will take to review. ”
"If you really can't spare time, there's no way, if you really want to go to that school, it's okay to be a year late, after all, the most important thing at the moment is the graduation project."
"But this year, I really don't want to wait."
Chen Xiaodi said, sighing softly.