Chapter 48: Suicide attempt, drunkenness

Since Zhao Kun called Bai Qian, Bai Qian has been living in panic every day, which is a kind of awe and fear that she has cultivated since childhood, so that Bai Qian does not dare to resist Zhao Kun at all. Almost from that day, Bai Qian couldn't eat or drink, and in just a few days, Bai Qian, who was already slender, became emaciated, and her cheeks were sunken!

No matter how Qiao Hongchao, Lan Ting and others persuaded Bai Qian every day, Bai Qian always lived in self-torture. Qi Minghua's mental examination report has come out, and Qi Minghua suffers from moderate depression!

Lan Ting looked at Qi Minghua's examination report, and a feeling of powerlessness overflowed her body: "In our family, Zhao Kaixuan is gone, Bai Qian is now a precursor to anorexia, Qi Minghua is now depressed, what should we do!" ”

Li Peng was also exhausted: "Now it's a matter of moving the whole body, Bai Qian and Qi Minghua's problems are all because of Zhao Kaixuan, if Zhao Kaixuan can figure it out, then there will be nothing at all!" ”

Qiao Hongchao has lived in the same room with Zhao Kaixuan for so long, how can he not know Zhao Kaixuan's character: "It's so difficult, Zhao Kaixuan is a stubborn person, and he can't change the things he recognizes!" ”

While a few people were talking, the phone rang, Qiao Hongchao looked at it, it was Bai Qian calling, and connected: "Brother Chao, come over quickly, Bai Qian fainted!" The caller was an employee recruited by Bai Qian's Taobao store, called Fu Lulu, and Lan Ting and several people immediately rushed to the warehouse that Bai Qian rented outside.

Fortunately, the distance was very close, and when Qiao Hongchao arrived, Fu Lulu, a little girl, was crying anxiously, and Bai Qian was still in a coma, her face was pale!

Qiao Hongchao simply comforted Fu Lulu, asked Fu Lulu to finish the rest of the work, and then rushed to the hospital with Bai Qian! Fortunately, Qi Minghua is still in the hospital, everyone has to go to the hospital every day to see Qi Minghua, after Li Peng and the doctor explained the situation, they simply arranged Qi Minghua and Bai Qian in a ward.

"This little girl is severely anemic, plus malnutrition, it's really amazing, there can still be malnourished people in this era, do you skip meals every day?" The doctor read Bai Qian's examination report and explained the situation to Qiao Hongchao and others.

Qiao Hongchao thought for a while: "She has something in her heart recently, and she hasn't been able to eat!" ”

The doctor smiled: "Old, let's go see a psychiatrist, I said that you children are not very old, why do you have such serious psychological problems?" The other day, that little girl was depressed, and I tell you, this depressed patient has a high chance of suicide, you should all pay attention! ”

Li Peng felt that his head was very heavy: "I know, I'll contact a psychiatrist to give Bai Qian another examination!" ”

Lan Ting couldn't help but curse, and then said: "Damn Zhao Kaixuan, it's all your fault!" ”

Now Lan Ting is only angry with Zhao Kaixuan, and soon Bai Qian's psychological examination report also came out, psychogenic anorexia caused by anxiety disorder.

The moment Lan Ting got the inspection report, she dialed Zhao Kaixuan's phone, and although Zhao Kaixuan on the other end of the phone was very hesitant, he still connected the phone before the phone rang: "Hey! ”

Lan Ting held back the fire in her belly, and when she heard Zhao Kaixuan's 'hey', it was all gone, it was not Zhao Kaixuan's voice, the voice was thick haggard, full of pain, so painful that Lan Ting, an outsider, could hear what kind of mental state this person could make such a lifeless sound.

"Alas!" Lan Ting sighed first: "Zhao Kaixuan, Bai Qian and Qi Minghua's current news, you want to know that!" ”

Zhao Kaixuan hesitated again, what Lan Ting said happened to be Zhao Kaixuan's most painful thing, whether it was Qi Minghua or Bai Qian, this is the most difficult thing for Zhao Kaixuan now.

Hearing that Zhao Kaixuan couldn't answer for a long time, Lan Ting shook her head: "Qi Minghua is depressed, and she has suicidal thoughts every day, Bai Qian was scared by your father's phone call and became anxious and anorexic, and she was already thin!" Zhao Kaixuan, I don't know who you like, but these two people who care about you so much are really happy to be tortured like this by you? ”

When Lan Ting wanted to continue, the voice on the other end of the phone made Lan Ting stunned, Lan Ting never thought that she didn't get Zhao Kaixuan's return, but she heard Zhao Kaixuan's cry, yes, Zhao Kaixuan cried, Zhao Kaixuan cried hoarsely on the other end of the phone, that sincere sadness evoked Lan Ting's long-suppressed sadness, Zhao Kaixuan cried loudly on the other end of the phone, and Lan Ting cried quietly on the other end of the phone.

Li Peng was behind Lan Ting, watching all this, Lan Ting is a person who values feelings, so when she treats these people as friends, she will naturally cry for what happened to these friends.

After the infusion, Bai Qian quickly woke up, in the hospital, there were only two people, Bai Qian and Qi Minghua, Qi Minghua was standing by the window, heard Bai Qian wake up, turned around and picked up the porridge on the table!

"This is what Qiao Hongchao bought for you, eat a little!" Qi Minghua no longer has the spirit to comfort Bai Qian, and Bai Qian has no spirit to maintain her smile!

Bai Qian was holding the porridge, the spoon was stirring in the bowl, and what was even more stirred was Bai Qian's heart, and Bai Qian couldn't eat a bite.

"Qianqian, do you have thoughts of wanting to die?" Qi Minghua watched Bai Qian numbly swing the porridge in her hand, and said to Bai Qian expressionlessly!

Bai Qian's heart suddenly didn't seem to have any fear of death at all, yes, isn't that the greatest relief?

"It's terrible, why do I feel that death is a relieving thing now!" Bai Qian's didn't cause any reaction from Qi Minghua, as if Qi Minghua and Bai Qian were talking about whether you ate it? And Bai Qian's answer was as simple as eating.

But the conversation between the two is about life. And the life that seems incomparably precious to others is like a piece of waste paper in the mouths of two people at this moment!

Lan Ting accompanied the two of them in the hospital until late in the night, and after Lan Ting left, when it was late at night, when the corridor of the hospital was quiet and the breathing of the patient in the next room could be heard, Qi Minghua sat up, and at the same time Bai Qian also sat up. The two of them didn't say a word, Qi Minghua was in front, Bai Qian was behind, and the two avoided the nurse's eyeliner and went to the rooftop of the hospital!

This road Qi Minghua seems to be very familiar, Bai Qian followed behind Qi Minghua, watched Qi Minghua familiarly go to the rooftop, and then stood on the top floor of the hospital only half a meter of steps, more than 20 floors of high-rise buildings can already guarantee that people who jump from here will definitely die, Bai Qian hesitated slightly, but still followed Qi Minghua to stand up.

After standing up, Bai Qian hadn't stood up straight, she was already scared and her legs were weak, not everyone had the courage to choose death, the moment she really stood up, Bai Qian felt that the consciousness of survival was so strong!

Bai Qian fell on the balcony, Qi Minghua was still standing straight on the steps, Bai Qian couldn't help crying: "Ah Hua, what are we doing, since we dare to die, why don't we face what we care about!" ”

Qi Minghua's tone was so bland: "Qianqian, at the beginning, I was the same as you thought, I always felt that I was still not afraid of death, what was there to be afraid of!" But then I found out that life is not as simple as I thought, I thought that when I went home, my parents and brother would still treat me as that little girl, but no, they all have their own lives, I mustered up the courage to confess to Zhao Kaixuan, but later I found out, so what! We can pluck up our courage without fear of death, but who will give us a chance to live! ”

Qi Minghua is already moderately depressed, hesitating between death and hope again and again.

Qi Minghua's tone was so calm that Bai Qian was afraid: "Every time I stand here, I muster up the courage to tell myself to live, but every day, I am always warned again and again by disappointments, those disappointments warn me that no one in this world needs me, all the happiness in this world has nothing to do with me, I am excluded from this society, and I am so out of place with everything in this society." I'm afraid that if I really jump from here, no one will be sad! ”

Bai Qian looked at Qi Minghua with some puzzlement, why are these words so sad, Qi Minghua said so plainly, and said so calmly.

Bai Qian looked downstairs, a tall building with more than 20 floors, the height was not even 100 meters, but such a height had already made Bai Qian frightened, and people would have times when they couldn't think about it, but really in the face of death, the instinctive survival reaction was always saving us again and again.

Bai Qian thought of Qiao Hongchao, if she really jumped, Qiao Hongchao would definitely be sad, how could she make Qiao Hongchao sad if she loved Qiao Hongchao so much. Bai Qian wiped away the tears that blocked her vision with her hand, and then raised her head: "No, Ah Hua, if I die, Qiao Hongchao will definitely be sad, Lan Ting will definitely be sad, Li Peng will definitely be sad, and even Zhao Kaixuan will definitely be sad!" ”

Qi Minghua smiled a little sadly: "So Qianqian, you don't deserve to die, it's me who deserves to die, it's me who deserves to die, I'm the one who won't make anyone sad if he dies!" Qi Minghua opened her arms after speaking.

Bai Qian hugged Qi Minghua's waist and put her face on Qi Minghua's back: "No, I will be sad if you die, and your parents will definitely be sad too, Qiao Hongchao, Li Peng, and Lan Ting will all be sad for you, no matter what you think, we care about you in this world!" ”

Bai Qian didn't know where a force came out of nowhere, and she actually dragged Qi Minghua down the steps, and the two girls who fell on the balcony, after looking at each other for a second, hugged with all their might, and the two of them fell on each other's shoulders and cried to death. Then they held each other's faces, and both of them seemed to find hope in each other's bodies.

Qi Minghua looked at Bai Qian: "Qianqian, can you kiss me?" ”

Bai Qian didn't expect Qi Minghua to make such a request, but the next moment she kissed Qi Minghua on the face almost without hesitation! Then Bai Qian began to kiss Qi Minghua's face hard, kissing it so seriously. The last two people hugged tightly again,

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That night, Zhao Kun was woken up by a phone call, it had been a long time since everyone dared to call themselves at such a late hour, Zhao Kun answered the phone with a deep dissatisfaction: "Hey! ”

"I tell you, I'm not afraid of you! I'm not afraid of you..."

"I like Zhao Kaixuan, I like Zhao Kaixuan!"

It was obviously the voices of two people, and Zhao Kun could hear that the first one was very similar to Bai Qian's voice, but it seemed to be a little different from Bai Qian's usual voice! Zhao Kun couldn't help but look at the caller ID, it was not Bai Qian's number!

"I won't marry Zhao Kaixuan if I die!"

"I must marry Zhao Kaixuan!"

It was still two voices, and the words were in different directions, Zhao Kun obviously heard that the two of them were in a drunken state, full of nonsense, but this time Zhao Kun heard it, and there was indeed a voice that was Bai Qian.

"No matter who you are, no matter where you are now, give me a good back to sleep, what's the matter, call me tomorrow during the day!" Zhao Kun hung up the phone after speaking, but the anger when he answered the phone disappeared!

Mother Zhao couldn't help but complain: "Where did the wild woman come from, I called you in the middle of the night!" ”

Zhao Kun smiled: "It is estimated that there will definitely be one of our daughters-in-law!" ”

Zhao's mother: ......

In Zhao's mother's confusion, Zhao Kun turned off the light, lay down with a smile, and muttered: "Young people just love tossing, if they don't like tossing, then they are not young people!" ”

At the same time in Shanghai, at the door of a 24-hour convenience store next to the hospital, two girls sat on the steps, surrounded by scattered wine bottles, Bai Qian and Qi Minghua were already drunk and unconscious, I don't know who brought it up to call Zhao Kun, and after the call, the two of them talked nonsense.

"He hung up, and he actually hung up his aunt's phone!" Qi Minghua was obviously very drunk, and said to Bai Qian with the phone in her hand.

"I just dare to hang up my aunt's phone, let's call again, call and scold again!" Bai Qian's tongue couldn't be stretched out when she spoke!

Qi Minghua protected her mobile phone: "Don't, I called Zhao Kaixuan's father just now, and now I want to call Chen Zixiang, I want to scold this scumbag!" ”

Bai Qian's red face smiled: "Yes, scold this scumbag, this bastard!" ”

Chen Zixiang received a call from Qi Minghua in the middle of the night: "Chen Zixiang, you soft rice man, you leg-splitting man, you bastard!" ”

Bai Qian couldn't help but snatch Qi Minghua's mobile phone: "You don't scold badly, I'll come, Chen Zixiang, you bastard, you went out and were hit by a car and died, you choked to death when you drank water, and you should be stoned to death if you took a piece of tofu~!" ”

Qi Minghua applauded like a seal next to him: "The scolding is right, the scolding is good, he just deserves to die, I want to curse him, curse him and not die well in the future!" ”

The two girls tried hard to remember the ugly words they had heard, but when they said it, it was just damn things like that, and Chen Zixiang even laughed on the other end of the phone!

Two girls each held a can of beer and walked along the road, and a passing man couldn't help but stare at the two young girls.

Bai Qian immediately pinched her waist and scolded: "Stinky rascal, what do you look at, you pervert!" ”

Qi Minghua also scolded: "Yes, you lewd man, stinky rascal!" ”

The 'lewd man' in the eyes of the two could only shake his head helplessly, and then walked away!

Looking at the distant back of the 'lewd man', Bai Qian laughed and pointed to Qi Minghua: "Look, how powerful we are, we scolded a stinky hooligan and ran away!"

Qi Minghua also nodded: "Yes, Qianqian, in the future, the two of us will be the most daring women, so that the hooligans will be afraid of the two of us!" Vomit! The next moment, Qi Minghua was already spitting on the side of the road!

Bai Qian pointed at Qi Minghua and smiled, and then also: "Gross!" The two girls held each other and vomited to death on the side of the road!

Then they supported each other, and they didn't know where they went, Qi Minghua finally couldn't control his body and fell to the ground!

Bai Qian also sat down on the ground and pushed Qi Minghua with her hand: "Ah Hua, Ah Hua, get up, let's go on!" ”

Qi Minghua closed her eyes tightly: "I don't want to go, I'm so tired, I'm going to sleep!" ”

Bai Qian pushed Qi Minghua twice, didn't push Qi Minghua up, and pushed herself to sleep, so she lay down next to Qi Minghua and fell asleep!

The 'lewd man' who had already gone away walked back again, looked at the two people on the ground, shook his head helplessly, and then put the coat he was carrying on the two people, and then sat next to the two people, took out his mobile phone and sat next to the two people, and read the novel!

When Bai Qian finally regained consciousness and wanted to struggle to get up, she hadn't opened her eyes yet, and the first thing that came into her brain was a thick feeling of dizziness, but Bai Qian was awakened by the numbness in her arms, and when she opened her eyes, she saw that she was actually asleep in a flower bed, Qi Minghua fell asleep next to her, the long hair of the two girls was entwined, and the sky was already bright!

"You're awake!" A voice came, and Bai Qian saw clearly where a man was sitting next to him, and he and Qi Minghua were covered with a man's coat!

Bai Qian looked at the man next to her, and remembered very clearly that this was the 'lewd man' who was scolded by herself and Qi Minghua last night, Bai Qian couldn't help but ask, why did she drink so much wine yesterday, and she could still remember the things after drinking too much yesterday so clearly, isn't there a word called fragments? Why do you remember it so clearly?

The 'lewd man' smiled: "Girls don't drink so much, you should know that there is a word called 'picking up corpses', okay, I'm leaving!" The man picked up his coat and walked away with his arms moving!

Bai Qian's face was flushed with shame, and she couldn't help but push Qi Minghua: "Ah Hua, hurry up, I'm ashamed to die!" ”

Qi Minghua snorted and laughed: "I woke up a long time ago, but I felt too embarrassed, so I pretended to be asleep!" ”

That day, Bai Qian profoundly understood a truth, the so-called fragments are those who are drunk and unwilling to admit the humiliating things they have done, so they created a word called fragments, in fact, they remember everything very clearly.