Hey~~ It's going to start school again in an instant, and I'm idle now when others are rushing with homework, that's right! I've already finished writing, and I've just been on vacation and I'm going to write every day, so now ...... Hahaha~~

Happy New Year...... It's past [it's so uneasy common sense] (*^ω^*) I'm too lazy to bless, I guess I'm tired of hearing it

As soon as the New Year arrives, I can't help but sigh, time is so fast! Looking back on the time and now, I think the biggest change is my personality and courage......

In the past, [when I first transferred home to the fifth grade], I was quiet, this is what others think of me, I won't be angry at all, Si Swenwen, but only I know, it's not that I can't, it's not that I don't dare, it's not quiet, it's cowardice

Why is this happening? I think it may be the reason that I was in the field back then, people's personalities can't be born the same, I still remember who provoked me to do it directly when I was a child, so don't be too domineering, the more I grow up, the more submissive, timid and afraid of things

Thinking about it, the root cause may be that my mother kept telling us not to cause trouble, and no one will help us if someone is unfamiliar with the accident, and then we will be very careful in doing things

And then this kind of character was formed.,Back home.,Guaranteed.,I didn't change it.,I said before that the teacher saw that I was more timid and appointed me as a student on duty and the group leader.,But a jealous classmate was unwilling.,Just scold me in front of the whole class in the group.

I was going to scold back, but I wasn't like her spicy kind, I scolded people with sarcasm, I was actually quite vicious, I had already sent it out at the time, and after a few quarrels with her, she began to say cruel that she was going to find someone to cause trouble for me

As soon as I saw this, I stopped the message I was going to send out, I couldn't cause trouble, I couldn't cause trouble to my parents, and then I didn't make a sound, only said a few words that didn't hurt or itch, and then simply quit the group

When I think about it now, I feel like I was really useless! I despise me now

In the years that followed, my personality and courage may have been slowly changed by the friends around me, not so much as a change, but rather a release

I participated in a "hand-in-hand" activity before, and there were groups to disrupt people, as if ten people randomly formed a team

It included four girls, two boys and a few adults, who were other people's parents, and I was in it to liven up the atmosphere

*٩(๑´∀`๑)ง*

The three girls were very restrained, and there were two girls who I took the initiative to talk to, and then they were acquainted after a while, but there was a girl who was very timid, and when she talked to her, she would also reply, but the voice was probably for mosquitoes, and we were sitting on the ground at the time, and she didn't look at each other when she replied, so she lowered her head to her knees

I couldn't even know her name, but everybody's name was written on paper and hung on my chest, so I simply reached for her card, and she was startled →_→

This...... Can you say that I was as timid as a mouse, I wasn't so timid at the beginning, but I still seemed to see me at that time, and then I really wanted to drive her up! Let her let go a little, and as a result, it doesn't work at all, shrinking her head from beginning to end

I used to estimate that there was a boy's communication disorder, so to speak, I can't communicate with boys, and I don't know when this ghost problem started because of what→_→ I remember when I was a child, I was still very open, and I was at the same table with boys, and when I provoked me, I pinched his thighs directly

After that, I also changed inexplicably.,It should be slowly changing.,Although it's okay now.,But I'm still a little uncomfortable getting along.,But it's a lot better.,It used to be really as long as they were okay to find me, I could never talk to a man.

At that time, the two men were familiar with each other, but they didn't integrate into the whole, and those parents too, who wanted to integrate but didn't know how to integrate, just sent a blender, dangdang~ At this time, it was time for me to go!

It's been a while since I've forgotten what I've done to bring us together, and I'm enjoying it! It's true!

I don't feel very bearable now, maybe it's too much, for example, there is a girl in the class, it's very violent, and the whole class is afraid of her, for example, once someone told her that she was registered by the class cadre, and then she directly grabbed the collar of the class cadre [male] and asked him if he remembered it, and the class cadre shook his head in fright and said no

I don't think I'm afraid of her, but I let her, and she will joke with girls, just touch her breasts or something, and some of the girls who were touched were not angry, they just took it as a joke, and some were angry, and they didn't do anything, so they said a few words about themselves stomping there

And then she also likes to say some obscene things, those female classmates are joking, but I can't laugh at all, it's not that I say super noble or something, I think, it's okay for girls to talk about trouble occasionally, but she directly "joked" in the class that she was doing something to that person in the dormitory, and what color she saw someone's fatness, and those boys were still coaxing on the side

The girl was also laughing on the side, as if it was just a joke, and the one who was said was not angry, just laughing awkwardly......

I think it's very ...... I can't understand, is this a joke? It should be, but it's not funny, it's ridiculous

Once she stretched out her claws to me, I was attacked in public during physical education class, I was very angry at that moment, I am still very angry when I think about it now, am I familiar with you? Why are you doing that? Even if my girlfriend does this, I'm angry! I find this incident insulting and I can't accept it

Of course I couldn't help it! her directly, but I still took care of a lot of people watching, I didn't want to be too embarrassed, but the two hands were facing each other, I snapped a few fingers of her, I really wanted to do it directly, but I still took into account that it was a classmate after all, and there was a big public, and I didn't want to make a big deal

What? Timid? No......

Just because I'm bold doesn't mean I'm going to get into trouble

Just like just because I'm not afraid of death doesn't mean I'm going to rush to find death...... In the same way, if you can avoid it, you can avoid it

Although it seems that it is a painless fight, it has already made her know that not everyone can tolerate her

After that, she didn't sneak attack me, but she was still a classmate, she didn't fall out, and she restrained a little, and I really didn't brag

All right! That's it for now!

2018.2.24

The above is the time when I finished writing, when I was ready to send it again on March 4, 2018, it can be delayed for a day, I persistently insist on a month and a more, although no one cares, but it is still a belief to do so! Hahaha~ School will start the day after tomorrow~ Let's play~