As far as the eye can see, the mountains are full of green tea plantations.

A large banyan tree, in the flourishing period, the green leaves are piled on top of another cluster, leaving no gaps, lush, covering the sky and the sun.

Under the big banyan tree, the back is vaguely white. Beside him was the back of a woman, wearing a red, red, yellow and yellow skirt, and a summer sunhat.

Although looking from behind, you can still see Bai Ruxin munching on melon seeds, and the skin of melon seeds is spit to the side from time to time.

Before she got closer, Ms. Mingyue cried: "When the people in the village told me, I didn't believe it, it turned out to be true, it was true, he had no conscience, he killed a thousand knives, white as new——"

Before Qin Xiaojin and Bai He could stop it, Ms. Mingyue rushed over, and then let out an exclamation of "ah".

Bai He and Qin Xiaojin also followed on their hind feet, and then froze.

Bai Ruxin sat next to a scarecrow, a beautiful sunhat, and a yellow, yellow, red and red skirt.

Bai Ruxin was stunned for his wife, daughter, and son-in-law who suddenly appeared, and then grabbed the melon seeds in the bag and stretched them out to the three people: "Eat melon seeds." ”

Ms. Mingyue slapped the melon seeds off his hand, pulled him up and left, and the bag of melon seeds fell to the ground.

Bai Lotus had already chased after his parents, Qin Xiaojin raised his eyes to look at the big banyan tree, reached out to remove the fallen leaves from the roots, and took out a whole cigarette from the hole in the tree.

The cigarette he had hidden here before, Bai Ruxin didn't seem to have come to smoke it for a long time.

He is a person who smokes like his life, how can he be willing to let go of so many cigarettes and not smoke?

Qin Xiaojin put a question mark in his heart.

When I returned to the self-built villa of the Bai family, I heard the voice of Ms. Mingyue beating and scolding Bai Ruxin, Bai Ruxin was beaten and screamed, but fortunately, Bai He was in the middle to persuade him.

Ms. Mingyue cried while scolding: "The surname is white, where can I not stand you, you are so old to pretend to be a ghost and let the whole Yanzizhuang people see me laughing?" ”

Ms. Mingyue scolded and scolded, Bai Ruxin hid behind Bai He, curled up, just like from childhood to adulthood, children saw that he would always be the coward who was afraid of his wife.

Ms. Mingyue chased Bai Ruxin, Bai Ruxin pulled Bai He's clothes, kept running away, the two of them circled around Bai He, Bai He was in a trance, from childhood to adulthood, this relationship has never changed, her father is like a donkey who pulls a mill, she is like a mechanical stone mill, Ms. Mingyue is the owner of the donkey with a whip.

The mother's fangs and claws, hideous and strong, and the father's weakness, incompetence, cowardice and helplessness, have never changed.

Decades have passed, and it's still the same.

Bai He was a little numb, this feeling didn't know whether to be sad or lost, she just stood in the middle so woodenly, sometimes Ms. Mingyue's slap fell on her due to Bai Ruxin's dodge, and it still hurt so much.

Growing up, I was used to seeing my mother's sharpness, whether it was her whip, or her harsh words and face, I vividly remembered this familiar long-lost feeling......

Bai Lotus had a sense of powerlessness.

She knew that she couldn't change her mother, and she couldn't resist her, and everything seemed to be back to square one so sadly.

Qin Xiaojin appeared, hugged Ms. Mingyue, and shouted: "Mom, Mom, don't be angry, you have something to say, it's not worth it if you're angry." ”

The father did not cheat, but the mother was still furious, and the mother seemed to have a natural love for tantrums.

But she only loses her temper with her family, her father, her daughter, and her daughter-in-law.

In my memory, my mother was not so strong to the people of Yanzizhuang, and even among the neighbors and villagers, my mother was often the angry bag, and she came back to spread her anger on her family when she was wronged.

To outsiders, she was not like that at all.

Bai He remembered Ms. Mingyue's situation in the Qin family villa these days, she was very attentive to Professor Sang, she was kind and pleasant, so many smiling faces and good words, which made Professor Sang like her so much.

Mother, oh, mother.

Why do you always aim whips and knives at those closest to you?

Bai He thought of Liu Zhengrong again.

In fact, there are many similarities between Liu Zhengrong and Ms. Mingyue, although the two of them are enemies and hate each other, but in fact they seem to.

Liu Zhengrong only aimed his fists and stinky temper at his closest wife and children, and he coerced outsiders, which is why Liu Zhengrong was able to change his sex after sitting in prison once.

He was originally a coward, he was taught a lesson, and he was scared after suffering from prison.

Therefore, when some labor prisoners come out and take revenge on the society and continue to do evil and accelerate the destruction of themselves, Liu Zhengrong is completely different, he wants to live a normal life again.

Liu Zhengrong and Ms. Mingyue are the same kind of people, they are both the same selfish, they only think that they can continue to live well, and they never think that the damage they have caused to others can never be repaired.

When Qin Xiaojin pulled Ms. Mingyue to persuade her, Bai He broke free from Bai Ruxin's hand and walked out of the Bai family silently.

She walked out of the yard, out of the iron gate, to the big tree by the side of the road, and was curled up on the ground, shivering uncontrollably.

I don't know how long it took, Qin Xiaojin came out to look for her.

He saw her, walked up to her, crouched down to look at her, and her tears could not hold back her tears any longer.

Some injuries cannot be remedied, she is an unfortunate person, the misfortune of her original family, her bitter mother, her cowardly and incompetent father, her husband who is abusive, and her poor and indebted family......

All the experiences have left her heart full of holes.

She is insecure and has lost the ability to embrace love.

Bai He looked at Qin Xiaojin, such a good Qin Xiaojin, but she knew that she was not worthy, she was suffering from gains and losses every day, and she pretended not to care in order to hide her inferiority complex.

Qin Xiaojin is such a good person, but she doesn't have the ability to reach out and hold it firmly, one of the things she does every day is to arrange a way out for herself.

Arrange a way out and make yourself a deserter-

When Qin Xiaojin reached out to hug her, she kept crying and trembling in his arms.

In her heart, Qin Xiaojin will never understand, and she will never say it to her.

She is an unfortunate person, she only deserves an unfortunate life in this life, she does not deserve love, and she has no ability to love someone.

Whether it is her mother or Liu Zhengrong, such thoughts are deeply rooted in her body.

How can people in the world, people outside, understand? Who will understand?

Bai He curled up in Qin Xiaojin's arms and shivered, only feeling cold.

Bai Ruxin was sick, Qin Xiaojin and Bai He led him to the hospital for an examination, Alzheimer's disease, commonly known as Alzheimer's disease.

Bai He is also sick, but only she knows about this disease, and she has been sick since she was a child, and she has never been redeemed.

Bai Lotus spent all his savings, including the manuscript fee and the screenwriting fee given by Xiao Zhan, bought a suite in Cloud City, wrote the names of Qin Lang and Qin Langhua, hid it from Qin Xiaojin, and then took Bai Ruxin to live in that suite.