Chapter 209: Regression
Willing or unwilling, in fact, there is no need to think about it, there is always a very certain answer in my heart, and what is given is not too true and false. Yu Zhao pointed his finger at Mu Mu and poked Chu Zikai's palm, but he didn't move, embarrassed and didn't know what decision to make.
In all fairness, Yu Zhao thinks that he is greedy, whether it is Chu Zikai's person or the name he gave, Yu Zhao cares, he is born with a strong temperament, he will not be willing to share his honor and favor with the rest of his women, and he does not want to be on an equal footing with them.
So on this matter, Yu Zhao's style was still stubborn, gritted his teeth and trembled and wrote down two words, saying his true wishes: "I want to." ”
"Okay." Chu Zikai was obedient to her, and immediately responded, hugged her tightly with one hand, and pulled out the edict that had already been prepared on the case machine with the other, opened it, and lifted the embossing clay of the national seal. "The person who spends my life with me is Hening, Lord Nanrong should respect the ideas of me and her, share hardships and dangers, as long as you are sincere and do not change, you will always be able to keep the clouds open and see the moon."
"I disagree!" Nan Rongwei stepped forward quickly and obstructed Chu Zikai's hand to deduct the national seal. "Your Majesty is in her affection, the old man will not be suspicious again, there is no need to use this as evidence, but before acting, you must think carefully about the consequences, maybe Your Majesty Ning Yu feels that she is not afraid of danger, and please worry about the old man and Mrs. are old, and she is lonely, and she is only left with a hope to forgive one or two, we don't expect her to have much glory, but we can't allow her to worry about her life a little more."
The seal has gone through several twists and turns, and it has not been covered for a long time, Chu Zikai has already made up his mind this time, and now Yu Zhao himself said that he wanted it, and what the others said would not work anymore, and with a stubborn force, he broke free of Nan Rong Weixiao's hand. With a muffled sound, it fell on the paper, and the edict of the Son of Heaven was completed, and it could not be changed.
Nan Rongwei Xiao was extremely annoyed, and sighed helplessly, this voice fell into Yu Zhao's ears, and the sorrow smashed her heart fiercely. suddenly felt that she shouldn't be so willful, since her relatives were alive, understanding should be mutual, they had always lived for her, and had made a lot of concessions. How can you live for yourself without any regard for their feelings? It's too unconscionable.
After thinking about it, Yu Zhao suppressed his reluctance. Stretched out his hand aimlessly, touched Chu Zikai's chest, and gently wrote two words. "Forget it......"
"Zhaozhao?" Chu Zikai held her hand, and his voice was soft and firm. "You don't have to back down, no matter how difficult it is, it can't compare to your wish, what I should have given you, that's yours, outsiders want to fight, that is, they don't know each other, why should we be afraid."
"I know." Yu Zhao's tears were not finished, and after raising his hand to wipe them dry, he sighed deeply to relieve the sharp pain in his throat, and continued to write stroke by stroke: "What should be mine is not afraid of losing." ”
With only a few words, Chu Zikai immediately realized what she meant, the time was not good, and acting impulsively was indeed risky, so he also put down his emotions and calmed down, thinking about the truth in Nan Rongwei's words, what way is the best policy, it is really difficult to decide.
After a long time, Chu Zikai asked Yu Zhao again, with a little regret in his tone: "Zhao Zhao really made a decision?" ”
Yu Zhao nodded again.
What else? After Yu Zhao nodded against his will, he silently mourned to himself. The Son of Heaven, who is full of strategy and power in the world, can't prevent those snakes and scorpions who enter when they have holes, not to mention themselves who are blind and dumb now. There are still people in this world who she cares about, she can throw everything, but she can't forget her life, only by living, can she deserve to have everything beautiful in this world.
After getting the answer, Chu Zikai nodded helplessly, hesitated unwillingly for a while, and closed the edict after the enclosure. While Nan Rongwei breathed a sigh of relief, he was not happy, and sighed lightly: "I hope that Your Majesty will promise a thousand gold, and I don't ask for the right position, at this time, I can only ask you to be sincere, remember the oath, and regard her as a lifelong knot." ”
"It's nature." After Chu Zikai answered, he still picked up the edict and handed it to Nan Rong Weixiao. "My lord is an elder, and I received this edict today to guarantee my sincerity. Zhao Zhao is not the queen, and no one in the world is qualified to receive this edict, from now on, just wait for Azu's words, if you think when the affection between the two of us can be certified by the people of the world, you can use this edict at any time to publicize, I look forward to it with you. ”
This move is pious, which is enough to show sincerity, and gives Yu Zhao and Nan Rong Weixiao a guarantee, even if Yu Zhao does not ascend to the throne at this time, and the holy edict is not withdrawn, she will never let other women have another chance to override her, no matter how bright or dark, she is always the person who is at the top of Chu Zikai's heart.
Nan Rongwei Xiao stepped forward and carefully accepted the edict, as cautious as if he had taken over the fate of Yu Zhao's later life.
Regarding Chu Zikai's sincerity to Yu Zhao, Nan Rongwei Xiao relieved his heart and admitted it, and after judging the situation, he knew that he was unable to fight against the lord of the world and keep her, so he decisively chose to stand with Chu Zikai to protect her. No regrets, even if the strength is as meager as a drop of water, if it converges in the waves of the river and the sea, there will be more opportunities to wash away the ill-intentioned barrier.
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A turmoil has finally passed, Yu Zhao's fate still points to the east, the war has fallen, Chu Zikai is really not suitable to stay in the west for too long, and after half a month, he will officially set off back to Dachu.
In the past half a month, Xifan and Da Chu have negotiated properly, Gongrong has been approved by both parties, Ye Geqi was dissuaded by the king and temporarily imprisoned in the palace of the Western Capital, and the matter of harmony has also become smooth, Chu Zikai has changed his paranoid style in the past, and he feels sorry for Yu Zhao, and in the past half a month, he often accompanied her back to Nanrong Mansion to live.
I don't know if I was helpless, or if I really felt his sincerity, Mrs. Nanrong's attitude towards the two of them gradually softened. Always as an elder, he taught him how to get along well between husband and wife.
Luo Zhi was stimulated repeatedly, her sanity regressed, and her memory returned to when she was a child, and she was taken back to the palace by the king, although she looked pitiful, but she herself forgot the troubles of the world and became carefree, but she could not tell whether this was a curse or a blessing.
In general, it seems that they are all moving in a good direction. There is only one thing, and there is no improvement in sight. Chu Zikai ordered people to exhaust the world's elixir, but Yu Zhao's eyes and voice recovered little effect, at the best time, but a trace of shadow could be seen under the bright sun, and at dusk, the faint candlelight could not dispel the darkness, and it was difficult to move an inch.
Until he returned to Luoyuan Palace, it was the same, the days of fear were very unbearable, and the days in front of him were shrouded in darkness day after day, as if he would never be lit up for the rest of his life, Yu Zhao couldn't even rely on himself to distinguish the morning and dusk, and he was disordered to live like a year, becoming more and more uneasy.