Yes...... It's been a long time, half a semester has passed

Yes...... The holidays are going to be gone again, sad

Yes...... It's been a long time

Yes...... I don't know where to start

It's so much better now than last semester

We have divided classes according to the selected subjects, those who can make up one class will make one class, and those who are not enough to make one class will make one of two similar subjects, and then wait for different courses to choose and then go to class

Reform is 3+1+2, and there are only 12 choices

I can make up two of the subjects I choose, half a class, and the extra part can make up a class with other subjects, and then I am in the best class in this selection subject

It may look a little proud, but no, my class number is still the same, but from the ordinary class to the top, and then from the sixth floor to the seventh floor......

7th Floor ...... Seven...... Floor......

I hate it!!!!!!!!

Then when I first moved into the new class, the teacher took the list roll call, I almost thought that I had gone to the wrong classroom, and I couldn't hear my name for a long time!!! It's embarrassing to go to the wrong class

Luckily, the last few heard my name

emm…………

When I first entered that class, I was really shivering, and I sat people in it early in the morning to study quietly, you know, I came late or the earliest! Then during class, when the teacher asked something, I immediately answered it neatly, and I was confused

The scary thing is not that you don't understand what the teacher says, but that you don't understand what everyone else understands

Then there was an English teacher who spot-checked the composition recitation, and was drawn ve

Y fluent a

dRecited it with emotion......

Instantly feel that Yali Mountain is big

But then............ It seems that that's it.,This midterm exam.,It's not bad╮(‵▽′)╭ But the goose actually has a gap

Then the dormitory was also adjusted, I thought it was a fine-tuning, that is, the original dormitory remained unchanged, so I adjusted those who reported non-air-conditioned air conditioning, and then I resolutely reported non-air-conditioned in order to escape from that terrible dormitory

And then...... In major, according to the tune of the same class after the class...... smile

But it's okay, anyway, there is no fan in junior high school, and the environment is poor, isn't it all like this, and there are still 200 left Now for me, it is not delicate to make do, such as: The head of the clothes pole is broken? It's okay, stick a clip and use it, the trash can is broken? Take a box and make do with it

It's very Buddha

Transferred to the new dormitory, that night, when I went to bed, they were all light-handed, talking with breath, taking something carefully, turning off the lights early, and wrapping them in paper with a desk lamp, so as not to let the lights be too bright, just see them by themselves

I was really touched by that σ You know, before, there was no day to sleep peacefully, that group of people, if you don't make trouble until the early hours of the morning, you won't sleep, let alone understand you, that dormitory is really my nightmare, every day when I go in, it's a smell, a handful of garbage on the ground, anyway, nowhere is clean, the people inside are not generally bad in terms of grades or conduct......

The dormitory manager visits every day, and is honored to be the worst dormitory in the school, in fact, the other dormitories in our class are very good, very warm, just so declining, a group of ...... I don't know how to describe it, but it came together

Their existence always encourages me: if you don't study hard, you can wait to be with this kind of person for the rest of your life!!

Because I was farming last time, I was very active in the social practice of pit money, and then there was an activity, and the fate is so coincidental that the current two roommates are in the same group, and then they worked together to push me to the head of the dormitory

Smile......

It's not easy to be the head of the house, it's a sad position, anyway, I will bear whatever mistakes they make, but fortunately, they are all very good, and they didn't cause me trouble, and then, my way of governing the house is the one above, and I can make do with it and never spend money in vain!

Overall, the dormitory is not bad, compared to the last semester, it is very good!

It's not as boring in the class as it was at the beginning of the last semester! It's okay to get along with new classmates, often fighting, and the environment is ...... It really affects people

I ...... last semester It's really depressed

This is caused by a classmate in the class of last semester

I had a good relationship with that classmate, she chose a different subject, so she was transferred to a different class, and in our original classroom, she was happy all day long in my impression

Later, for the last few weeks, she kept telling me that she really wanted to go home, but we were on monthly vacation, and during the civil service examination, the school forced us to stay in the dormitory and wait for them to continue studying after the exam

At that time, I didn't feel at ease, and then at noon on a weekend, I got out of school early, and I didn't have anything to do and just talked in the dormitory corridor

And then...... I forgot about it, anyway, I just chatted and chatted, I felt that something was not right, she kept saying that she wanted to go home, she didn't have this before, and then I thought about it and asked her, "Are you not suitable for the new group?"

She clapped her hands excitedly and said, "Yes! Do you know............ "Horn Horn Horn" probably means that she doesn't have any friends there, and then she takes the initiative to talk to her at the same table, but she ignores her, and then the girl gets along well with the people around her, so every time they talk hotly, she is alone, and then she feels so lonely

emm…… Déjà vu, I used to be like this, I was in that class before, first I was at the same table with a girl, but I suddenly relocated and sat with a man, and then I was around ...... Whole! Be! Man! Target! I'm in the last two rows, and those two rows are all men! Target!

I don't even know what the teacher thinks, I still didn't communicate much with the boys at that time, and then they also thought I was a good girl, so there was no communication, and then they chatted hotly, so I sat quietly and pretended to read...... What can I do, I'm also helpless, but I don't have anything to say to them, that's right, everyone does their own thing, don't pay attention to anyone, save embarrassing chats

It's okay for me, it doesn't matter anyway, it's better than not speculating in half a sentence, not caring for each other, it's pretty clean, and then that paragraph is also alone, in fact, it feels really good, now...... I have a partner, we eat together every day, but sometimes I get a little annoyed, we are in different shifts, and we usually go to each other for dinner at a fixed time

Then, sometimes I want to do something, and then I think I'm going to have dinner with xxx later...... Forget it, I can't go...... Sometimes I wanted to do more, but she came to me...... All right...... Put down the matter and go to eat

Once I agreed on a place, but suddenly something happened and I had to do something else, and then ...... I was stunned to climb from the first floor to the sixth floor to look for her, and then I found that she was not in the classroom, and I had to run to the dormitory to find her and tell her......

Look!!! What a hassle!! How much effort does it take!! I really wanted to report the foul mouth at the time, at that time, I had actually exploded, look!! How nice it is to be alone! Where love goes, there are no fetters, it all depends on my wishes

Then there were three people seated, I sat with two girls, I sat next to them, the two of them knew each other very well, and they talked to two people every day, and then I sat quietly on the side......

emm…… It's okay, it's actually okay, I can catch up with a few sentences from time to time, anyway, I actually prefer to listen to others, and then if there is anything to publish, I can take a few sentences from time to time, and it's broad

And then...... Shifted again...... Three people sit ...... There was a boy among us, then in front of me, behind me, and those 8 people knew each other... Talking about it every day...... And then it's up to me...... (-ι_- )

Actually, it's okay, in fact, I don't think it's too miserable, because I really don't have anything to say to them, I don't know what to talk about, and I can't talk about it forcibly, but it's the kind of feeling that a group of them are talking next to you and then you're there...... Actually, I don't feel anything, but I feel a little bit......

emm…… So I can especially understand my classmate's feelings and situation now

I was very depressed at the time, first of all, the dormitory was enough to make me depressed, and the dormitory life in that half a year was really ...... In fact, it is by no means as simple as in words, and then the atmosphere and environment in the class are ...... It's hard to put into words......

Anyway, I have to go to the school every day, go to school to relax, I feel really on the verge of collapse, write a diary every day, in fact, the diary ...... It is generally used to express bad moods, and in that half a year, my diary was turned quickly, and every page was densely packed with words, and then I was homesick every day, and I wanted to go home and stay at home

[Pull back!! 】

The classmate cried as he spoke, and then I said, "I know the feeling, that is, they always gather around and say, just you, but it's embarrassing, especially when someone sees something and shows it to them, they swarm around and then sit there, but still look next to you............ Horn Horn Horn"

"That's right! That's it! And then...... Horn Horn Horn"

In my opinion, the first thing to comfort people is to let her heart have a resonance with you, that is, to let her know, you know this feeling, you understand her feelings, let her have "yes, yes, that's it!" That's right! so that she can listen to it

Anyway, that's the case for me, otherwise I'll just think that you don't have a backache when you stand and talk, and you're not me, and you don't know me, if you say to me at this time, "It's okay, it's okay"

I'd think, "Of course you're fine!" It's me who has something to do! ”

So I'm not very good at comforting others, and I don't usually dare to say anything about things that I don't really experience, because I really don't know, and it's better to choose to shut up and calm herself than to inadvertently say something that is not suitable to stimulate her

Then I began to lead me again, "I was the same as you...... Horn Horn Horn ...... We're all so pitiful, but luckily, your roommates are pretty good, and you can play with them often."

I guess if it were someone else, someone would have said, "What are you?" I was so much worse than you before! I haven't even said anything yet! ”

Because...... Before me! That's it! Stabbed! Arouse! Pass!! I wanted to find someone to express my depression, but she spit out a stomach of bitterness by her, and then I was trained?! (⊙o⊙)

This makes me even more uncomfortable, I don't think anyone is worse than whom, it's all the same, in the end, it's a matter of different standards

For example, if I score 50 points, I am very sad, and if a student scores 60 points, he is also very sad, I am less than her, but I may not be worse than him, and if it is English...... Maybe I'll be happy (*^ω^*)

Anyway, it's a lot of it, she wants to fit in, but she doesn't fit into their circle, but she just doesn't want to feel isolated

But I think that for me, it's better to be alone, if I can't melt in, I will be suffocated, and if I forcibly integrate into it, I will be aggrieved in the future, and I will be forced to smile and cater to it, and it is not impossible to be alone

Just like the dormitory before, I was also myself, but I didn't want to integrate into it at all, thinking about it if I forcibly joined, then the days after that would not be more terrible, a life against my will, while disliking and pandering, I feel terrible when I think about it

So my advice to her is to play more with her roommates, and then usually go around with other classmates, ignore them, and think of them as my former roommates (although she doesn't live with us, but after all, she is in the same class, and she also knows a little bit about that group of people), and if she can't blend in, she still has to learn to adapt to herself

And then she got a lot better and recovered

For the first half of the year, I just want to warn me to study hard, as for nostalgia...... There are also heartwarming memories during the affirmation period, but ...... The enemy can't be on the bad side, so I never want to go through it again, and I don't want to be nostalgic anymore.

Now in this class, the atmosphere of the environment really affects people

………………

Let's talk about the 51 bus ride home this time...... (T_T)

I am thankful that the old people in my family are so civilized and loved, and I always have a sense of awe for the old people, during my rebellious period

To parents, aunts and uncles...... "Don't make noise!" I don't! Don't go!! ”

[Loud]

To my grandma "Uh-huh, okay, okay, I know, I will"

【Soft Voice】

Ran Goose ...... I'm sorry for some aunts and grandmothers...... Run when you see it......

It's not ...... Waiting for the train at the station, I and a classmate waited in line early, as soon as the car came, a swarm of people rushed over, we defended the front position and waited for the car door to get on the bus, just when I was about to get on the bus, an aunt suddenly came out next to me, covering my front with one hand, blocking the car door with both hands, and blocking the car door for me

what？！

I endure it!!!

Fortunately, I was relatively thin, and after being blocked, I immediately held my breath and ran up again

I found a place, and I took a place for my classmates, I sat by the window, there were a lot of people, it was full, and then there was a ...... The grandmother who wandered before the aunt and grandma...... Well...... Big! Eight! Old woman!

She put the bag in front of her back, right where we were seated, squeezed to our side, I saw that my classmate was arched by her, so I moved it inside, who knew that the big eight women saw the stitches! Sit down with a butt!!

While sitting down, he happily said, "Oh, squeezed under the seat with two children"

Uh-huh? Did we agree???

Yes! I can't bear it!!

Then along the way, she arched hard inside, and said "Hahaha, I'm really embarrassed, the two children can only squeeze it"

"Hehehe, yes, I just didn't get squeezed to death" I said with a smile, I'm really sorry you got up!

She just sent it away hahaha

In the end, she took a spot! That's right! A whole one!! I was squeezed into the same position with that classmate, and that classmate was still a little heavy, and she pressed on me

I really didn't sit outside, otherwise I would have really protected her to the death, and I would never let her succeed!!

I think that at the beginning, I met an old man on the bus and wanted to give her a seat, but she pressed my shoulder desperately and said no, no, I was carrying a schoolbag and it was hard, and I was moved at the time

I also used to, just got on the bus and sat in a seat, but the car was everyone, and there was an old man, I gave it to her, and finally someone got off the car and just wanted to sit it, a pregnant woman came up again, and I stood for more than an hour to stand home

can give a seat, but not for such an aunt, and that big eighth woman is not a vulnerable group at all, okay, that head tiger......

She smirked at us, and of course I had to return the favor

Then as soon as she smiled at me, I immediately "hehe

It was very angry at the time, and it may not seem like much, but in fact, I saved some details, it was early in the morning, and I was ready to sleep, and I guess I would have to squeeze to school tomorrow...... Sadness......

It's going to be gone for a long time this time!

By the way, I forgot to complain about farming, it's really a pit of money! It's not worth it at all! Let's complain later!

Bow~

2019.5.4

Unconsciously...... More than 4,500 words ( ́⊙ω⊙')

Sleep, sleep, sleep