Chapter 511: Love without being able to do it is the greatest regret
Ji Qingran looked helpless, Chu Ge and Rong An glanced at each other, not surprised, after all, in the past few years, Lingzhi has always mentioned Ji Qingran intentionally or unintentionally, and it can be seen that her feelings for Ji Qingran are just such a sudden announcement, and at this time, it always feels weird.
"That's a big congratulations. Chu Ge smiled slightly, and Rong An also hurriedly said, "Well, congratulations." ”
"Chu Ge, in fact, I ......" Ji Qingran wanted to say, he just wanted to use Ganoderma lucidum to eliminate some trouble, and he didn't really love her, but this was really hurtful and scummy.
He even regretted it a little, he shouldn't have agreed to her so abruptly at that time, in fact, he wasn't mentally prepared, but now it's inappropriate to say this again.
"Actually, what are you?" Chu Ge asked, Ji Qingran just shook his head helplessly, "Forget it, it's nothing." ”
Lingzhi was really afraid that he would say something about breaking up, so he breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, and took the initiative to hold his hand again, "Brother Qingzhi, when are we going to officially date?" ”
"Dating?"
"It's just that after the relationship between men and women is formalized, go out together, for example, eat, watch a movie, or, take a walk together, etc., which one do you like?" Lingzhi eagerly expressed his desire, but Ji Qingran didn't have this idea at all, "I don't have any ideas, I just want to go back quickly." Chu Ge, can you go back tomorrow?"
"Now that everything here has been done, you can naturally go back. ”
"Okay, let's go tomorrow. ”
After Ji Qingran finished speaking, he went back to the house directly, he was very tired, because he had not rested since he was discharged from the hospital.
Lingzhi stomped her feet depressedly, her small mouth pouted, and Chu Ge patted her shoulder, "Don't worry, take your time." ”
Lingzhi nodded and asked, "Are you really going to leave tomorrow?" Brother Qingran said, let me follow him, and I will be his princess in the future. ”
Chu Ge was slightly surprised, "So fast? Your relationship is too fast, right?"
Lingzhi thought for a while, "It seems to be a bit fast, and I didn't expect it to be so fast, but this is really what he said himself." ”
"That's right. In fact, it is okay to get married first and then fall in love, and the people of the monarch and the kingdom are all married and then slowly cultivate their feelings. ”
"Oh, I see, I see, I'll try. Hee-hee. Lingzhi smiled happily, and jumped up and down to chase Ji Qingran, "Brother Qingzhi, do you want to eat fruit?"
Rong An asked, "You say, what's going on with them? It's too sudden, isn't it? Light Dye doesn't look like that kind of casual person, is he really joking about Lingzhi?"
"I don't know. Chu Ge smiled and pulled her back to the house, "Their affairs, let them worry about themselves, we don't care." ”
Because it was too late, everyone went back to the house to rest, Chu Ge successfully handed in the task and won a lot of rewards, and now he is full of energy and good spirits.
I'm going back tomorrow, and I'm a little reluctant to go back, but I don't dare to bring Tuan Tuan over, and I'm so entangled in my heart.
"Mom. ”
Tuan Tuan suddenly woke up, and Chu Ge asked, "What's wrong?"
"I want to drink water. ”
"I'm going to pour you water. Chu Ge wore pajamas and went downstairs lightly, but met Ji Qingran who was drinking in the kitchen.
"It's hurtful that you're still drinking so much at such a late hour. Chu Ge reminded in a whisper, opened the cupboard to find the cup, because the height was not enough, stood on tiptoe to look, Ji Qingran stretched out his arm and helped her take it down.
"Thank you. Chu Ge poured water, turned around to leave, and was pulled by him, "I have something to tell you." ”
"Now?" Chu Ge steadied his cup, "Tuan Tuan wants to drink water, I have to hurry up." ”
"Then I'll wait for you on the rooftop. ”
After he finished speaking, he went out with his beer.
Chu Ge sent the water up, and Tuan Tuan drank it and fell asleep.
Chu Ge opened the window and flew up to the roof, and Ji Qingran was really drinking on it.
"Is beer still to your taste? I thought you wouldn't be used to it. "Chu Ge sat down, the roof platform was cool, and it couldn't be better to have a barbecue and drink beer here on a summer night.
"It's ok. Drink it when water. He took one and poured it into her, but Chu Ge didn't answer, "I don't want to drink, what do you say, say it quickly, I'm afraid Tuan Tuan will wake up." ”
Ji Qingran propped his head with one hand and said bitterly, "I seem to have made a wrong decision." ”
"What do you mean?"
"I asked Lingzhi to be my princess, and I just wanted to use her to get rid of some troubles, but I didn't love her. He drank one sip after another, very upset in his heart, "However, I now feel that this kind of self is very excessive, I can't give her happiness, and it is unfair to her to do so." ”
Chu Ge was silent, this matter really couldn't help him, "So, what are you going to do?"
"I don't know. Do you think I'm too much?" he looked at her, his eyes were gentle, knowing that this was a woman he couldn't covet, but he always wanted to get close to her inexplicably.
Chu Ge could read a lot of information from his eyes, how could she not understand what he meant?
"Light dyeing, I think Lingzhi is a good girl, you can try to understand, feelings can be cultivated, she should be a good candidate for the princess, what a man wants, nothing more than a partner who can know cold and hot by his side, love or something, sometimes it is an illusion, the love you think now may be just a beautiful fantasy, do you know this world, how many couples divorce every day? Do you think they never loved each other before they got married? However, why did they come to the point of divorce, and even hated each other, and finally parted ways?"
Ji Qingran shook his head, "I don't know, in our monarch's imperial country, there are very few such things, and getting married is a lifetime." ”
Chu Ge was speechless, "Okay, if you have such an idea, it's not wrong, you and Lingzhi will definitely be happy." ”
Ji Qingran sighed lightly and stopped talking, he didn't know if he could be happy, perhaps, he would only know if he tried.
"I'm going to sleep, and you can rest early. ”
After Chu Ge finished speaking, he returned to the bedroom and fell asleep with Tuan Tuan in his arms.
Ji Qingran thought a lot on the roof and drank a lot, love is the biggest regret in life.
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After three or four years, Junyan came to Kyoto City again, just like before, it was a nasty feeling.
After remembering the place he had come, he wandered around the city, although it was late, there was still a night market, some vendors were busy loading and unloading, and some strong men were waiting to be hired.
There are also some wealthy people who will play in the bustling streets, where there are mostly green buildings, and the more lively the night.
Jun Yan looked like an outlier, walked around here, and finally entered a teahouse, a pot of hot tea slowly tasted, and you could hear the hottest news recently.
"When do you say the new emperor will ascend the throne?" a man asked, shaking his fan.