Well... Originally, I didn't want to write it, but after thinking about it, I might as well write another chapter

Woo T^T is going to school again in the afternoon, and I don't want to go at all! Well, but it's okay, after this week, and then I can put the National Day, and then I can go to my cousin to play, hehehehe, I'm looking forward to it...

I just pray that it will go smoothly and that there will be no more clergy, as the saying goes, "the plan does not change".

There is also hope that there will be no more typhoons on the National Day, and the last National Day was only three or four days before the typhoon went out of power and water, and that kind of holiday is really miserable

And there's more! I also want to pray that the teacher doesn't assign too much homework T^T The last Mid-Autumn Festival was just one more day off, and his homework was two or three times more than usual. Ay~

I'm not making up the word count, well, there's a loss...

Now I have written more than 20,000 words, and it is estimated that I can write 30,000 words on the National Day. I want to make money! I want to shop online!

But I don't know if it will work out, my opinion on this result is... The failure rate is a bit high.,Now it's all popular romance, science fiction, these things.,Setting up novels like... Not so popular look

From... Eh, I don't know when I started writing it, but it's been less than two weeks, but I've only seen more than 100 people who have read this book so far, and I don't want to exclude those who just tried it

But it's okay, I'll keep going, I'm not going to give up! If no one here signs up with me, I'll go to another website, and if I really don't have one, then I won't sign it, just treat it as a kind of entertainment

Teachers always like to give examples from life, such as... I'm afraid of getting tired! The teacher will say that if you do one thing in life, you can't be afraid of getting tired, you have to persevere, if you can't persevere, then you will be in this society, it will be difficult for you to live and study, and it will be the same

But I think studying is different, going out to work is very tiring, but I think studying is even more tiring! Well, those adults may say, oops, we sit in the classroom every day blowing the fan, sitting on chairs, the wind can't blow the rain, what a good life! Leisurely days

In the eyes of adults, learning is a very easy thing, going to school is a happy thing, but in fact, it is not, learning is a very tiring thing, it is not physical tiredness but mental and psychological tiredness, I also said before, I think, mental tiredness is more tired than physical tiredness! It's harder to support, harder to bear

I think I'm under a lot of pressure right now, and I'm tired now, especially, I really want to improve my grades, and I'm working hard, but I just can't get my grades! It makes my heart very tired, but there is something that makes my heart even more tired, which can be said to be not tired, it is heart congestion, that is, you study day and night, study hard, and the result is not as good as those classmates who play all day long, this is simply going to break my psychological spirit!

I don't even know how I survived this week, I took a lot of tests this week, and this result...

Although it was only one more day that week, I felt much more tired than usual, the teacher couldn't understand the lectures, I didn't make progress in studying hard, and I was better than me if I didn't study at the same table, and no matter how hard I tried, the ranking couldn't be raised

When I'm really aggrieved, depressed, and tired to the extreme, I really want to die, I have a lot of homework, I just finished this subject, and that subject comes again, and I don't have time to review at all, except for this class, I can only pick up the book and review it before this class

I really don't know what the reason is, obviously everyone is the same, why I just can't learn well, I already want to give up on myself, I feel like I'm inferior, I don't know anything, I don't have any specialty, I really think I'm compared to others, I'm really ......

I've thought that my current grades don't represent my future path, but if my grades are not good, I won't be able to get into college, I won't go to college, or I will take the university exam, who wants you when I go out of society to find a job, okay, let me tell you, I'm a junior high school student, and I think I'm going to be in high school now... There's a problem, no! Isn't it a bit of a big problem!

You have to score more than 600 points, and when I took the high school entrance examination, I used to think that 600 points was a big deal, but now I know that this is really a big thing, and you must score more than 600 points to be able to go to high school, but I think it's all a problem [cough cough...... Now in my third year of junior high school, I will go back and explain...... At that time, I didn't add the score of chemistry sports, so 600 was a bit difficult for me at that time→ _ → now...... Hmph, I don't have to live without more than six hundred and five]

Think back to primary school, primary school in the field of study, the grades are also average, not high or low, is an inconspicuous figure in the class, and then the primary school transferred home to study in that school, I am one of the best figures, at that time, I don't study and my grades can be very good, are temporary, in the private school junior high school, the grades are considered high and low, but with the ability to write Chinese, has been appreciated by the Chinese teacher, that is, the class teacher, and the habit of speaking Mandarin, I was a tall figure in my class, but when I got to public school... My Chinese writing ability is useless, because there, my Chinese writing ability is mediocre, and my grades have dropped to medium, which is still uncertain, but I guess I am lower middle, and after I arrived at public school, I also changed the habit of speaking Mandarin, and my new classmates are speaking local dialect

I like to speak Mandarin and I don't like to speak the local dialect, but... I've had enough... I used to always speak Mandarin so that my classmates always asked me to speak the local dialect, and they all thought it was strange when I said a word of the local dialect, and I was really fed up, so I wanted to change this, and here I am... It's not uncommon to speak Mandarin all day long, I feel like I have nothing, my grades are gone, my writing ability is gone, my Mandarin is special, I have nothing, I'm just an idle person in the class...

I think it's because I feel so tired, so tired, so tired, and the pressure of being a student is something that adults don't understand

Maybe my opinion is ridiculous in the eyes of adults, maybe many years later, I graduated, and I think it's ridiculous to see me in the society, but I really think so now, I think the pressure of students is actually not smaller than that of adults, I have to listen to the teacher at school, I don't want the teacher to underestimate myself, and I don't want to be inferior to my classmates, I was oppressed by the teacher in school, and when I returned home, I was oppressed by my parents, and the heavy hope given by my parents gave us a lot of pressure...

I really want to give up on myself now, I think it's quite happy to be a bad boy... I think that as soon as I go to school now, my heart is pressed now, and when it is serious, I am really out of breath...

Now I think primary school is really good, only three subjects go to junior high school... I don't understand, what's the use of learning so much? Chinese is still a little useful, mathematics is also a bit useful, why do you learn English if you don't go abroad in English? I'm not going abroad... What is the use of politics? Anyway, it's all rote memorization, who doesn't understand the big truth? History is a little useful, you can learn about the past of the country, biology is still a little useful, physics... A loss

In general, it is useful, but it is enough to know Chinese literacy, mathematical equations, and some knowledge of history, biology, physics, so what's the use of learning so much?

I feel like it's not just a book but also my spiritual sustenance, and I... Is there anything that I hold in my heart and tell the teacher? Impossible, and girlfriends? Oh, that's a girlfriend if it's good, it's a pseudo-girlfriend if it's ugly, I told her a lot of secrets when I was in elementary school, and she couldn't keep it at all, and she told me a secret, she never told me about her privacy, just a name for such a girlfriend, classmate? More unreliable, parents? Hehe, I don't know if I'm rebellious or what, I really hate them, they don't respect me at all, my room is my privacy, they can rummage around, I talk to them, they will learn my words to others in the next second... Building their happiness on my pain, I now refuse to communicate with them

The diary is my best friend, the dog is my best friend, I now feel that my whole person is very negative, maybe I also have depression, hehe~ maybe...

Now I feel like this book is also my friend, although I won't write my important secrets in it...

I don't write this book like I'm completing a task, completing an assignment, I treat it as a task, I hate to complete it, this book is my spiritual sustenance.........

Okay, I'm going to school later, good luck with me... See you next Friday~Looking forward to the book changing next Friday~

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