Chapter 2 All Illusions?
"Do you want to go to college!?"
These words are like a spell, constantly echoing in my mind, and I can't stop tugging at my heartstrings.
To be honest, deep down, I always yearn for a good university campus life.
And the reason why I can't go to college is that poverty is one aspect, and more importantly, I have a crazy grandfather!
I have no father or mother since I was a child, and I was brought up by my grandfather in Panlong Village with a handful of and urine.
I heard that my grandfather was a very powerful fortune teller before he was crazy, and he was very famous in Shili and Eight Villages.
Every day, many people come to line up and ask him to count them.
However, when I was 10 years old, a fierce-looking Taoist priest came to our house.
I was a kid at the time.
I only vaguely remember that the Taoist priest seemed to say: "I didn't expect to close the family...... It's so sad and lamentable! ”
Grandpa glanced up at the Taoist priest, his pupils shrank for a moment, and then he said indifferently: "There are a lot of people here, let's go to the forest and say!" ”
After finishing speaking, they got up, and the two of them entered the mountain forest behind the village one after the other.
The villagers who came to tell fortunes returned to their homes and worked in their own fields.
And I had to sit on the threshold and wait for my grandfather to come back.
I'll wait, wait, wait.
When the sun set and the moon rose, I looked forward to my grandfather's return.
But when Grandpa came back, the corners of his mouth were covered with blood.
I was immediately scared to tears.
"Lin'er! Don't cry! The men of our Feng family are all manly! ”
Grandpa picked me up.
"I ...... I don't cry! Grandpa, are you alright......"
I wiped my tears vigorously, but when I saw the corners of my grandfather's chapped mouth, the tears couldn't help but fall again.
"Grandpa is fine, Lin'er, you're ten years old! is also a little man, promise grandpa, you must live strong in the future! ”
Grandpa stared at me, tears twinkling in the corners of his eyes, and then sighed heavily, wiping my tears with his rough palms. Then I put on a gossip jade pendant.
Then I made a bowl of fragrant Yangchun noodles for me to eat.
I fell asleep after eating the noodles.
But when I woke up, I found that my grandfather was crazy! IQ is seriously degraded, not much better than a three-year-old child, I have seen many hospitals, but there is no way.
Since then, my childish shoulders have carried all the burdens of the family!
To be honest, I don't know how I've survived all these years.
In order to take care of my grandfather, I had to grit my teeth with tears in my eyes and tear up the notice of going to Kyoto University!
But today, in such a strange situation, this thing actually asked me such a question.
This stirred up a fantasy in my heart!
"Can you cure my grandfather?"
"Hey......
The illusory figure let out a piercing sneer that made my hair stand on end.
"Of course I ...... Can't heal him! But I could have killed him! ”
"What!? Kill my grandfather? No! ”
I looked at the illusory figure in horror, and the flame of hope that had just ignited in my heart was instantly extinguished!
"Why not? Just kill this burden and you will be liberated! You can walk into the ivory tower and enjoy the wonderful campus life! ”
The voice was cold and ethereal, and it was drilling into my head!
"No, no, no...... It was my grandfather who pulled me up with hard work, and he was not a burden! ”
I screamed frantically.
A gust of wind hit, and I only felt a flower in front of me, and I actually returned to my room!
But!
It was as if my limbs had become no longer my own.
He walked out of his room and walked towards his grandfather's room......
"Go ahead!"
"Kill him!"
"You're free......"
The ethereal voice of England kept ringing in my head like maggots attached to the bones.
"Nope! No! ”
"Get out of my head!"
……
I screamed in my heart, trying my best to control my body.
But it was all in vain.
I could only watch myself, step by step, towards my grandfather's room.
Gently push the door open.
Looking at my grandfather who is sleeping like a baby.
My heart tightened.
Finally.
My body crept up to my grandfather's bedside.
The palms of the two hands stretched out uncontrollably towards Grandpa's neck!
"Don't! Please, let my grandfather go, if you want to kill you, kill me......"
Tears welled up like a burst of the embankment.
"Be good, take it easy, don't resist, don't struggle, I'm here to help you get free......"
I grabbed my grandfather's neck with both hands and pinched it hard......
"Don't !!"
I let out a heart-rending roar.
"Click!"
Faintly, I seemed to hear a cracking sound.
Then I opened my eyes suddenly.
I found myself still lying in bed and not going anywhere.
"Whew...... It turned out to be a dream, huh? ”
I haven't cried since my grandfather went crazy, but I didn't expect to cry in my dream today!
I wiped my tears and smiled a little self-deprecatingly.
I just wanted to get up and drink saliva to suppress the shock, but I felt that there was something in the bed, and I panicked!
I touched it curiously.
I found a piece of broken jade!
Touching his chest again, he found that his gossip jade pendant was gone!
I quickly lifted the quilt and looked for it.
After working during the day, I only found four or five pieces of broken jade.
I looked at the broken jade blankly, and said in my heart: "Could it be that this piece of jade saved me?" ”
I immediately dismissed the idea.
How can there be anything dirty in this world? It's all just an illusion.
I shook my head and turned to get some water.
I found a black shadow standing by the bed!
"it!"
I was so scared that I almost became incontinent and fell to the bed.
The next moment!
The shadow swooped down on me, crushing me down!
"Don't! Daxian, I was wrong, please let me go! ”
My frightened eyes closed and I pleaded loudly.
"Daisen? What is Daisen? Is it fun? ”
An old, familiar voice sounded in my ears.
Well?
I had doubts in my heart, and quietly opened my eyes.
An old, stupid face came into my eyes.
I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief in my heart, and the whole person was spread out on the bed.
"Grandpa? Why did you get to my room? ”
It took me a while to recover.
"I'm hungry and want to drink grandma'......"
Like a child, my grandfather grabbed the hem of my shirt and tried to pull it open.
I gently pushed him away, got up and went to the locker, took out a bottle of Wahaha from it, inserted the tube, and handed it over.
"Grandma! Nana ......"
Grandpa excitedly took Wahaha, ran to the yard, and made the little wooden horse I made for him.
While drinking Wahaha, he shook it happily.
"Shake, shake, shake to Grandma's Bridge......"
Looking at my grandfather's crazy appearance, my nose was slightly sour.
Taking a deep breath, I walked into the bathroom, ready to take a shower and wash away the smell of sweat on my body.
But!
When I took off my shirt, I found that there were 4 more black and purple finger prints on my shoulders......