Chapter 90: Life is Bitter
The next day after arriving home, Chen Xiaodi plunged into the pile of books again, although the knowledge in the book was not unfamiliar to her, it was all taught by the teacher during college, but after all, it has been nearly two years since the end of the course, and a lot of knowledge is only left with a vague impression, and some are limited to the point of knowing that such a thing exists.
The two professional courses are basically equivalent to having to re-study, and the content in the exam syllabus is not much different from the catalog, Chen Xiaodi sighed, and suddenly felt a little desperate. But she promised Bai Ye that she would go online this time, and besides, she really didn't want to stay at home anymore and be scolded every day.
Chen Xiaodi gritted her teeth to calm herself down, and put those knowledge points into her mind little by little, there are still nearly six months to go, as long as she can follow her plan in the days to come, it should be no problem to go online this time.
But the plan can't keep up with the change, and reality will always beat her into the abyss again when she finally sees hope.
On this day, Chen Xiaodi was a little tired from reading, and when she was holding her mobile phone to swipe the circle of friends, her mother came in with freshly washed clothes, and she was a little unhappy when she saw that Chen Xiaodi was not reading, and began to talk again.
"I see that you don't pay much attention to your exam, and you still have time to play games."
"I didn't play a game, I just finished watching two bars and took a break for a while, so I swiped the circle of friends."
"Take a break, I see you're resting at any time, I haven't seen you much, read well"
"You just see me when I'm resting, and if you don't see it when I'm not resting, it doesn't count, right?"
"It's only half a year before the exam, and you can do it yourself."
Chen's mother said lightly, closed the window, and turned around to go out with the empty basin.
Chen Xiaodi threw down her mobile phone and looked out the window with a displeased face, her room was connected to the idle dining room, and the entire windowsill was surrounded by an anti-theft fence, and a few pots of flowers and plants were placed, which were used to dry things. The hangers and clips are placed on the windowsill of Chen Xiaodi's room, and some commonly used things are also placed here, so Chen's mother often goes in and out here, and every time she can pick out when she is not reading.
At dinner, Chen's father tuned the TV that Chen's mother was watching to the news channel as usual, but he kept scrolling his mobile phone and didn't look up, which made Chen's mother very unhappy. After saying a few words to him, he threw his phone on the sofa and looked at the TV with an unhappy face, Chen's mother didn't want to deal with him, so she angrily asked Chen Xiaodi to help serve the food.
The three of them didn't speak during the meal, and there was only the sound of the news on the TV in the living room, but Chen's father was eating and suddenly talking about Chen Xiaodi's exam, and he looked like he knew everything.
"Take a good look at these news, as well as those documents, they must be the key test points."
"Don't pretend to understand if you don't know how to do it, the exam won't let you write those things as they are, at most it's just material for analysis questions."
"Nonsense"
"Who said that I have so many real questions with the syllabus in my hand, I don't know what to test?"
"In that case, then take a good look at the syllabus, and strive to score 80 points this year, as well as English, which is your strength, at least 80 points."
"It's so good to take the test, how many times have you said it, English is not that simple, many people only have more than 60 points."
"You didn't take the college entrance examination English test more than 120 points, what is the difficulty of 80 points."
"If you don't understand, don't talk nonsense, can the college entrance examination be the same as the graduate school entrance examination?"
Chen's mother, who had not spoken, glared at Chen's father and said with a disgusted expression.
"In short, review well this year, you took the exam once last year, you should have experience, and you already know which ones are the key points, summarize the places that you didn't do well, and take the exam well this year."
"Okay, don't talk about it, I don't know how to review it, I don't know if it's annoying all day long."
"Okay, I'm annoying, when you can't pass the test, you'll know if I'm annoyed."
A nameless anger rose from Chen Xiaodi's heart, she slapped her chopsticks on the table hard, got up and went back to her room.
took the mobile phone and sent a message with only one "annoying" word,Chen Xiaodi sat directly on the edge of the bed and played the game,Before, she just hung up the game and put it aside,Chen's mother counted her down when she saw it,But today she doesn't want to think about it so much,Just want to play happily first,Anyway, they can always find a reason when they want to talk about herγ
"Xiaodi, what's going on again"
"It's nothing, it's just annoying."
"It's definitely not a trivial thing to make you express your anger so directly, tell me about it, don't hold it in your heart."
"It's not like talking about all those things all day long, watching the news more, taking the English test of eighty, how to review it, etc., as if he knows how much he knows."
"He also cares about your exam, and they definitely hope that you can go online smoothly this time."
"I think he wants me to give up and go out to make money quickly, after all, he only has money in his eyes."
"How so?"
"Don't believe it, let me tell you, when I was young, every time I went back to my grandmother's house for the New Year, he had to send out a lot of New Year's money to those children, but what about me, their family didn't give a cent, so I didn't care, every time I received New Year's money from my grandfather and other relatives, he had to borrow it from me, saying that it was borrowing, and he wouldn't admit it if he took it."
"How many years ago did this happen, you still remember."
"Also, in the four years of college, my living expenses were 1,000 yuan at the beginning, and then it was increased to 1,200 yuan, and he talked about it for half a year, until my mother said that the living expenses of her friends' children were at least 15,000 yuan a month, and he didn't say anything."
"There is such a thing"
This made Bai Ye a little surprised, Chen Xiaodi had never told him about this, in the past four years, except for filming albums, she has never borrowed money from him, her living expenses have always been enough, and sometimes there is a balance, he always thought that Chen's father would give her more, after all, she is not in good health, and she often has to buy medicine.
"In his eyes, money is the most important thing, as long as I can make money for him to spend, it doesn't matter if I am happy or not."
Chen Xiaodi said angrily, this is also the reason why she doesn't want to work so soon, Chen's father is very wealthy, even Chen Xiaodi and friends eat together to share the meal money, this normal thing is a problem in his eyes, he always feels that whoever asks for the meal should pay for the money.
"Okay Xiaodi, don't think too much, when you go online this year, these things will be solved."
"But there are still six months, and I have to listen to him for six months."
"I know it's going to be difficult, but gritting my teeth and it's over, I've survived so many years, just half a year, no problem."
"Shiraba, when will you come back?"
"On your birthday, I will accompany you no matter what is your birthday, I promised you."
"It's going to take so long, alas, life is bitter."
Chen Xiaodi sighed heavily, with a look of loss.