After being with Chen Rong, my relationship is relatively stable, this is also a relationship that I have lasted for a long time, although there are still many boys who pursue me, but I already like Jackie Chan alone in my heart, at that time I really felt that I should be with Chen Long forever, fortunately, I didn't meet Lanting at that time, after meeting Lanting, I understood what real love is, maybe before Lanting, I like this boundary for the goddess of spring at most.

Jackie Chan's family conditions are much better than ours, from the snacks that the masses usually give me, as well as the occasions where the two of us go, it can be seen that Chen Rong, the family conditions are very good, I heard that his father is in the southern city than doing business, he can make a lot of money every month, Chen Rong is actually a very poor girl, he only has grandma and himself every day in his life, because she used to be very beautiful, so there are not many friends around him, the family tutor is a little bit, until I met me, Chen Rong can be regarded as completely liberating himself

Chen Rong and I did a lot of things that couples should do together, holding hands and dating, kissing, skipping class, and even things that shouldn't happen at our age, because there were many girls in junior high school who took the initiative to ask me to do this kind of thing, so I was very concerned about this kind of thing, Chen Rong couldn't stand my request, and finally agreed to me, and then Chen Rong even used the family's money to quietly rent a house outside, Chen Long's grandmother was already very old, and he couldn't tell whether Chen Rong came back late every day, Still didn't come back at all, he only knew to make some food for Chen Long when Chen Rong didn't eat

And I can clearly feel that Chen Rong is still very dependent on me, and I can see that after becoming my girlfriend, Chen Rong is very happy when he walks in school, I think as long as I can bring happiness to someone, what's wrong? So I was relieved and bold to be with Chen Long, until one day I skipped class with Chen Rong to go shopping, Chen Rong looked at the ice cream not far away, and insisted on saying to me, I want to eat ice cream to buy it for me, I looked at Jackie Chan being jumped by you, and I did think that girls are really cute animals, but when I bought ice cream and wanted to turn around, I found that I don't know when Jackie Chan actually fell to the ground, but it didn't matter if he fell to the ground, Chen Rong didn't stand up, It seems that this girl really likes to be coquettish more and more, and I need to hold it to get up when I fall, I walked to Jackie Chan's side and found that Chen Rong was not lying on the ground, her face was pale, to a pole, I asked Chen Rong, what's wrong with you? Chen Long couldn't speak, just covered his stomach, Shu Ting's book hurt so much, my hand saw the jeans skirt that Chen Long was wearing, there was a lot of blood gushing out, I was stunned at that time, I didn't know what the situation was, until someone around me reminded me, your girlfriend had a miscarriage, hurry up and send him to the hospital, what miscarriage? I'm already a high school student, but it seems that having a baby is still far away

I reported in everyone's hair volume, Chen Rong was fortunate that we were shopping in the city center, not very far from the hospital, I didn't know whether to call a taxi or what to do? I only knew that I carried Chen Rong to the direction of the hospital, and was almost hit by a car along the way, but I still sent Chen Rong to the hospital, and when the doctor told me that I needed to pay the fee, I didn't know what to do? I can only although I am extremely scared, but I can only call my parents, when my parents rushed to the hospital, they brought a lot of money from the family, and first set up a surplus electricity for Chen Long, and the hospitalization fee had to be notified to Chen Rong's family, but I was able to rush to the hospital, only Jackie Chan's grandmother and an old man cried as soon as he entered the hospital, and his parents had to take care of Jackie Chan's grandmother, I sat there, I didn't know what to move, my father came over, and slapped me in the face, how old are you, and I was actually sitting, It seems that we really discipline you too little, don't you know that a man is responsible? How can you do this kind of thing to a girl so easily

I was stunned, I don't know how to refute others, Chen Rong and I like each other and are together, but I don't know why Chen Long is actually pregnant, all this was frightened by me, I only remember the appearance of purebred hands full of blood, I don't know how long later, when I was beaten and woke up again, it turned out that Chen Long's parents rushed back from out of town, and they were very sad to see Chen Rong say such a big grievance, but Chen Rong kept telling their parents that everything was voluntary, He and I really love each other, but, but Jackie Chan's parents caught Chen Rong not being an adult and wanted to sue me, if they sue me, I will definitely go to jail, I don't know what to do? In the end, Chen Rong promised his parents to go to the southern city with them, and never wait to see me, so that the day of separation, I went to Feng Chen Long, Chen Long's face was still so pale, Zhengrong leaned on my shoulder and said Thank you Li Pan, but it is unlikely that the two of us will be in this life, my parents have actually arranged it for me a long time ago, and the buried road will go abroad after I graduate from high school, I didn't expect to be born before going abroad, such a thing, you forget me

I have thought about many versions in my heart, what will Chen Rong say to me, maybe he will tell me that he wants to be with me, then I will take him away from the ends of the earth, even if I suffer more, I will not let her suffer too much, but he is unwilling, he chose his parents between me and his parents, the moment Ssangyong left, I couldn't help but tears in my eyes while standing at the train station, I returned to school, I began to study seriously, and fell in love with Jackie Chan, my academic performance has become very poor in the past two years, But my parents told me that they didn't want me to enter the society so early, and in the past, even if I was willful, even if it was a junior college, even if it was a three-book university, they also hoped that I could go to a university, although after only a year of hard work, my academic performance still improved a little bit, and at least there were no questions or questions in college

In fact, after Chen Rong left, many people in the school said two things to me, some people said that my approach was not wrong, I and Chen Rong were his girlfriends, this matter was almost known to the whole school, and they also knew that Chen Rong was always proud to be my girlfriend, and some people said that I was irresponsible, and such a thing happened to Mr. Chen when I was young, and I lived with Chen Long, in fact, I should be expelled, if the teachers ignore the choice of this matter, the students will only whisper bad things about me behind my back, After all, when I was in junior high school, I only beat more than 20 people to the point of bleeding, and everyone remembers this incident very clearly

Although my parents were very angry at the time, they didn't blame me afterwards, my father just kept sighing and said that your appearance is too attractive to girls, but we don't have time to teach you well, let you make these mistakes, don't do this again in the future, when you go to college, you are already an adult, if you want to talk about your girlfriend at that time, just talk about your girlfriend, we won't stop you, but you are only so young, you hide from your parents to do such a thing, something happens, and you have no ability to take responsibility, Fortunately, this time it was just that our family spent a little money, and the other party did not call our family to compensate, nor did I sue you, if you want to sue you, you can already go to jail, you think you want to go to jail, it is a good day, the words of my parents, deeply reminded me, I also know that it is impossible for me to be with Chen Rong, I heard that it was not long after, Chen Rong and his family moved to a city in the south, although that city is not very far from the city where I went to college, but Mr. Chen and I have never seen the college entrance examination again, My score was not very good, but it was not so good that I didn't have a university to study in a three-book university, my parents still insisted that I go to school, I heard that Chen Rong was sent abroad by his parents, is it the United States or the United Kingdom? I don't know at all, anyway, I remember what Chen Rong's father told me, no matter how beautiful and handsome I am, they will not marry Chen Rong to me, because the threshold of their family is too high

In fact, after Chen Long left, he would quietly contact me on QQ, but so what? At the beginning, it also said that he chose his parents between me and his parents, maybe they didn't love me as much as he said, although he was my favorite girl before I met Lanting, but so what? After all, my life and her life was to miss the last year of high school, what I felt at all times was a kind of loneliness, and no one understood my kind of loneliness, everyone who approached me praised me for being handsome and good-looking, but so what? No one knows what is going on in my heart, and you have never had anyone care who I love? Who is hated? What is the nasty thing? Sometimes I feel that my life is very confused, I don't know how to face my future, I don't know the future, I don't know who the girl I am destined to be in the future? I took my parents' trust to a foreign city, and began to go to college there, and after entering the university, I almost encountered a new situation, and the first thing everyone who saw me was that you are too handsome, right? They always like to be fooled by my appearance, I don't know what this appearance does, sometimes looking at me in the mirror, I even want to cut my face with a knife, maybe so that no one will pay attention to my appearance, right?

After going to college, the topics in the dormitory are always so exciting, and those boys from all over the world always keep bragging about how many girlfriends they have talked to, and which girlfriend is so beautiful? How punctual and how good the body is, and what they should do as a couple, it seems that after going to college, if you are still a virgin, it is a very shameful thing, every boy is trying his best to brag about his own things, sometimes I will listen to their blows, I only feel a burst of loneliness, it is true that I have had many girls in my life, but so what? I don't have a girl to accompany me to the end, and I don't even know what it's like to like someone, I very much hope that meeting someone can make me feel like a person again, and make me feel that paying for someone is actually a worthwhile thing, not something that I will regret after all

It was also in the school dormitory that I heard the name Lanting for the first time, and the boy in my lower bunk asked me, do you know the new Lanting? It's so beautiful, a girl from the Northwest, she looks so good, she went to school so far away, wahaha, I don't know who can catch up with him, the boy who lives opposite said, anyway, I've started chasing her, one day I'm going to chase her, when the time comes, the first thing, I will take him to the hotel to open a room, in the paragraph of their marriage room, I know, there is a good-looking girl named Lan Ting in the school, but what he looks like, I haven't seen it, Is it really as beautiful as they say?

After going to college, maybe it's our adult relationship, the way those girls chase me is more obvious, some ask someone to send things to our dormitory, don't blatantly ask me for a mobile phone number, but sometimes I will give my mobile phone number to others, sometimes I also want to say whether I need to have a relationship in college? But I don't know why I always feel a burst of loneliness in my heart, as if no one can really understand me, I seem to be the only singular person in this world who is out of place with others, until that day, when I was in the school, when I was eating in the cafeteria, when I was cooking and walking into the distance, I saw a girl sitting there from a distance, the girl's long hair was black and her eyes were long, her eyes were as bright as the stars in the sky, But I don't know why this good-looking girl is lying with a smell of loneliness, this loneliness seems to be a fatal attraction to me, I always feel that she and I are destined to be a kind of person, I look at his face, and then think about it, everyone's description of Lanting recently, maybe this girl is Lanting!

Lanting is really the same as everyone describes, he looks so beautiful, but I don't know why the moment I saw Lanting, I always felt that he was the same as me, there were some lonely people, this time two lonely people were arranged here by God, is this the fate that God gave me? I don't want to miss such a fate again, I took the initiative to go over, I hope my initiative can be favored by God!