Oh my God~ I'm walking relatives now...... It's so boring, there's no signal yet, I can't even board 17k to write something to pass the time, I can only write on sticky notes now, and then copy it to 17k when I go home...... It's noisy!!

Let's talk about the high school entrance examination, the sports high school entrance examination will become my memory, but now it has only become my nightmare......

We were going to someone else's school for the exam, and it was an hour and a half by car, and this back and forth almost cost me my life! We were in a car about a long distance......

Yes! No way! I think about it now, my brain is so uncomfortable! It's really uncomfortable, people with motion sickness can empathize, and I was uncomfortable when I saw that car! I can't open the window or anything, and it's okay when I go, but I can't help but want to vomit at the end but I'm already at school! I'll be weak when I come back, but I have my own way to deal with it~~

As soon as I got in the car, I breathed through my mouth, and my classmates in the same seat talked to me vigorously, I got in the car I was basically a dead person, I didn't want to move or talk, but I was afraid that if I ignored her, she would find out that something was wrong with me, and I promised to call the teacher loudly immediately, and then I became the focus, I didn't want to do this at all! So I could only answer with a smile, and in the end she finally stopped talking to me and I fell asleep, it was impossible to fall asleep, that is, it was not so uncomfortable with my eyes closed, but when I opened my eyes! Oh, my God! The discomfort is incomparable!

In fact, if the car has been moving forward at a constant speed, it is fine, but it slowly stops or brakes for a moment when it encounters a red light or something, that feeling! I want to die in an instant!

When I went back, my endurance had been worn out, and I couldn't hold it out in less than half an hour, but luckily I had an empty bottle and a window...... And when I left the school gate after the exam, someone happened to hand out leaflets and fans, so I blocked them with fans and silently spit out the bottle...... No one noticed the whole process...... Well! Be proud of it! Hahaha~

When I returned to school after the exam, it was already more than six o'clock, but we still had to quickly organize and prepare for self-study at seven o'clock, my whole head was dizzy, and I definitely couldn't eat dinner, so I planned not to eat, and went directly to buy some biscuits to make do with it, but maybe I really had a heart, my mother came in time with the meal, she knew that I was motion sick, and I was going to worship God and cook a lot of dishes today, so she brought it to me by the way

And my roommate knew that I didn't eat and packed chicken wings or something for me, fried chicken moved! There is wood!

All right! Let's talk about the exam, in fact, there is nothing very special, I didn't feel very nervous at the time, I was very normal, and I ran with a full score as I wished, 31s But I don't think this is my best level, I have always wanted to run to the feeling of not being conscious, that feeling has only appeared during the school sports meeting, that is, you don't know what happened, your body is subconsciously rushing, that feeling is very cool, but I haven't felt it after the school sports meeting

Maybe it didn't have that kind of atmosphere, but at that time I was fighting for the collective, but now I am mainly fighting for myself

The solid ball is not full score, the difference is about 3 centimeters to the full score, but I have no regrets in comparison, because there are several people, they can usually throw to the full score, but when it comes to the exam, it is not good, even worse than me, this time is the same, as soon as I know them, I will not regret it, because I am at least playing normally, my level is like this, no regrets!

The perfect score for sports is 70, I estimate it is 69, I thought this was the end of the matter, but Su! Not yet! I have 5 points very hanging!! You could be killed......

The superior leaders should come down to check the physical fitness of the students, and the whole school must meet the standards! If one does not meet the standard, 5 points will be deducted from the school's physical education high school score!! As soon as I heard this, I knew that these 5 points were absolutely not guaranteed! There will definitely be rat!! One hundred percent, impossible, absolutely impossible!

There is nothing wrong with girls, and most of the pull-ups for men can't be completed! There are also girls, and there is definitely no problem with the top class, but the ...... of the ordinary class. Someone can not be serious during the high school entrance examination, can you expect him to be serious in normal times...... And it's also for others, they all regard the score as something outside of their body, and some people walk the whole distance in it when they run in →→the high school entrance examination

Yesterday the list of spot checks was knocked down.,Without me in it.,Our class is all boys to go.,I don't know if they're strict in checking.,Will the photo go right.,If it's not strict.,You can find someone to replace it.,There's still a little hope for that 5 points.,If it's very strict...... That can only say goodbye to 5 points

So...... What are we fighting for......

Pray! I went to sleep, so tired~

2018.4.29

Now that I'm home, I guess there was something that struck me again, because my mother's village was going to hold an event, so she asked his brother, my brother-in-law, to send me back. On the way, he suddenly asked me about my grades, which made me very embarrassed, for me who was neither good nor bad, especially if my brother's grades were particularly good.

Oh, it's all perfunctory. But I suddenly felt as if adults are judging children by their grades. Measure them by the fame of the schools they attend and their rankings.

Then it occurred to me that this week there was a high school teacher who came to recommend their school, and their school is ranked third here, and the third is good, and he said that our goal is to focus on high schools, and this goal is not right. It's about choosing a school that's right for you.

He told us an example of a student who had good grades and could go to Tsinghua University, but he chose to go to another school with a lower reputation because it was a better fit for his major.

I think most people must go to Tsinghua University, how beautiful it is to go out!

But he's not necessarily for you............

It's like what I'm hesitating about now, with my current grades, I can go to a relatively prestigious school, but after entering, I can barely get in, and I can definitely only enter the ordinary class. But if you go to a school that is a little lower than him, that school is a bit ordinary. But I'm sure I'll be able to get into the top class.

I was always hesitant about which class to go to, and I wanted to go to that less prestigious school. Because I think that instead of entering the ordinary class of a good school, it is better to enter the top class of a school that is a little worse than him, because of the top class. Most of the teacher's focus will be there. The school will also pay more attention

But as soon as that school was spoken...... Don't ask me which school I'm in, and I probably won't be able to tell. It's not like my brother who can say the name of his school in a beautiful way when someone asks him, and then accept the approving glances from others

Then you may say that you should study hard and strive to enter the top class, but you are really a little reluctant to study, I can be very ruthless to myself, but I am not willing to be ruthless to myself in learning

For example, in sports, do you really think that I can easily get so many points? That's just what I say to the outside world, I go for a run every afternoon, and in the summer, even if my clothes are soaked, I still stick to it. Even if the gas is about to be broken, it is still hard to hold on. I go to throw the ball every day, in order to throw it farther, I press my hand every day, pull my hand back, and throw it until my back hurts, and my hand pain is still persistent

I love to push myself and look a bit like being stubborn, such as when I went to the high school entrance examination and took the bus. I volunteered to sit in the back, and I wanted to challenge myself. I want to overcome this motion sickness on my own, even if there is a next time, even if it is very uncomfortable, I will still choose to sit in the back.

It may not seem like a big deal, but I can do what most people can't.

When it comes to studying, I really have to do whatever I want. I think I already have the answer now. Why live for someone else? It's like I don't understand why some people wear out their feet and still have to wear high heels. Why wear something that makes people look good, but tortures themselves? Good looks are for others, and comfort is for yourself. Your life is your own, and you care about others!

Hum! I've already figured it out, and if I taught you, you wouldn't necessarily be better than me! The next time anyone dares to ask me about my grades, I will ask him about his salary! Then compare her salary with others and see how they feel!

That's right! That's it! I'll just be myself, take care of them. Hahahaha, self-consolation success, let's play~~